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Title: A Broken Promise
Author: Andy-chan (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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antimiya88)Special thanks for all her support to my dear chrysiida_tori <3
chrysiida_tori <3Pairings: Sakuraiba (main), Sakumoto, Matsumiya (side), Junba (brothers), Yama (friendship)
Genre: AU, Drama, Angst, Romance
Rating: R - NC-17
Summary: "I promise you to always be by your side… I promise to never hurt you… I promise to never let you down…" This was the promise Sho had made to Masaki. Seven years have passed since then and Sho knows positively that he still loves his partner more than his life. But sometimes life has unexpected surprises. Will he be able to keep his promise or not?
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the boys unfortunately
CHAPTER 3
“Damn it!” Sho tried to prevent the milk he had put in the pot from getting burnt in his attempt to prepare breakfast. It was so rare to be able to relax at home so he wanted to grab the chance and surprise Masaki but unfortunately his clumsy self betrayed his wish. Before he could switch off the cooktop another hand managed to do it. He felt his heart beat accelerating as another one wrapped around his waist and a jaw tried to lean on his left shoulder.
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“Ohhh… you really are useless Sho-chan! I would have never agreed if I knew that your skills in the kitchen is beneath zero!!!” Sho felt his cheeks turn into a bright red shade but he was thankful the other was behind him, not being able to look at him.
“Now what am I supposed to eat for breakfast?” Sho gulped as he realized the tone in Masaki’s voice; that tone that hinted what Masaki had in his mind. His idea didn’t remain an idea for a long time as he felt two arms wrapping around his waist and hips move against his butt in a torturously slow rhythm.
“Tell me Sho-chan… I’m hungry…” Sho couldn’t help but start to lose his mind as those words sere whispered so close to his ear. “How are you going to compensate me for my breakfast…?” Sho gasped as one of the hands moved to his groin, grabbing firmly his already semi-hard member. “Any ideas?” A small bite in his earlobe was enough to make him lose his mind.
Turning around and seeing the lust-screaming face of his lover was more than enough to make him forget about everything before grabbing forcefully the other’s nape to meet a welcoming open mouth. It was insatiable; the way they claimed each other’s lips, the way they got rid of their clothes, the way hands were maneuvering over the hot skin.
“Sh- Sho hnn more…” Masaki was never ashamed of being demanding during sex. It was unexpected, since his face was so innocent, but Sho loved hearing his husky voice and quick, uneven breaths as he demanded more attention from his lover.
Being laid on the kitchen floor they seemed too lost in their own world. It was not long since two bodies were moving totally synchronized under the rhythm of passion. Sho loved looking at Masaki while he was making love to him. He had this unique expression on his face that made Sho think he would never be able to find a similar one. It felt so right being united like that.
Soon the moves became more and more frantic as both were coming closer to their orgasms. Sho’s hands moved to Masaki’s hips creating more friction around his member.
“Sho… I’m… I’m com- argnnn ing…” Masaki managed to say before being pulled into a hungry kiss.
It wasn’t until seconds later that Sho released his own hot semen in Masaki’s hole, crying out his lover’s name.
It took them some minutes to catch their breaths. “Sho-chan… I guess that was a pretty good compensation!” Masaki giggled as he tried to sit up on the floor.
Sho was looking around bewildered. “But Masaki… Baby, look what we have done… The kitchen is a mess!” Their clothes remained scattered on the floor, along with some flour and sugar that had fallen from the table due to their previous activity and something that he could definitely recognize as semen.
Masaki grabbed his clothes and moved closer to Sho. “That… Well… from what I’ve heard the kitchen is Chef’s responsibility!” He flashed an innocent smile and pecked Sho’s lips. “I’ll take a shower and you better hurry up and clean the mess because I want us to go outside! It’s really sunny today and I want to take advantage of it!”
Sho looked at him dumbfounded. “But Masaki…”
Masaki said nothing in return; instead of that, he just winked at him and headed to the bathroom.
Sho sighed. “You were the one who started all this in the first place… Why am I the one to clean up the mess?!”
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Sho opened his eyes trying to get back to reality. A hand was touching him teasingly down there.
“You’re really are useless… Sho-san…” it was his voice, low and seductive.
Sho used all his power to get rid of him but the other’s grip was really strong. “Easy… you don’t want to make it worse…”
“Get your hands off me now or-”
“Or what? You’ll tell Masa-nii?” Jun laughed. He enjoyed so much see the other torn between his mind and his body. “And if you told him what would that be? ‘Your younger brother is hitting on me?!’ I don’t think so… you know well that there’s no proof and don’t forget that I was scouted as an actor… I think I can pull out the role well. But tell me…” a soft kiss was landed on Sho’s neck. “Why are you so much in denial? I like you… And my brother cannot satisfy you. Why don’t you want to let go and have some fun… I know that you want me… I’ve been living with you for a month now. I’m not blind Sho… You know that I have caught you staring at me…”
“You’re disgusting you know that?! I love Masaki! I love him more than you can imagine!” Sho tried to ignore the hotness that was spreading in the area around his hips as those skillful fingers moved over his clothed member. But the other had made it impossible for him to take it away.
“You have misunderstood me Sho… I never said you don’t love him. I never asked for your heart but for your body. He can’t satisfy you but you need it… don’t you?” Sho felt the hand travel in his trousers, underneath his boxers, grabbing the now fully hard flesh. “You can’t lie to me. You need someone to be responsive to your touches… you need someone to pant, covered in sweat, to call your name as you fuck him relentlessly, as you shove your hard cock in his hole hard, again and again, as you drive him insane, lost in passion and pleasure…”
Sho tried in vain to make his body stop its reaction. It wasn’t until minutes later that he ejaculated with a low groan.
Jun smirked and made him turn. “See?” he took his hand off Sho’s pants and licked ostentatiously his covered with semen fingers while moaning shamelessly. He moved closer to Sho’s ear. “Your body doesn’t lie to me… Imagine what you lose… Sho-san…”
Sho was looking at him empty; ashamed of himself; lost. “You’d better get out of here before I send you to hell” he growled, clenching his hand into a fist. “Did you hear me asshole?”
Jun smirked before changing his facial expression at that of a ready to burst into tears little kid. “Good morning Masa-nii… I’m so glad you woke up… Sho-san is so mean to me!”
Masaki looked at Jun and then back at Sho. “What happened?” his voice was strangely calm.
“I came out because I heard loud voices coming from the kitchen just to meet an almost exploding pot! Thank God I was able to come here and switch it off before something worse could happen! But then Sho-san didn’t want me to tell you anything and he got angry with me because I insisted on telling you and well… you caught us there. Didn’t you listen to him? How rude he was towards me?”
Masaki though was staring at Sho all this time. His eyes never let his husband’s face, as he moved his wheelchair closer to Sho. “What happened Sho-chan?” his face was expressionless and his voice remained the same calm. It was as if he hadn’t heard Jun at all.
Sho gulped and tried to avoid his husband’s intense stare. “It… it is… as Jun-kun… said…”
Masaki didn’t say anything for a few seconds. Then slowly a smile formed on his lips. “Sho-chan is really stupid… isn’t he? You didn’t have to be that strict with him! It’s not such a big deal! Now c’mon! Stop making this face and let’s eat! I guess some cereals would be a good choice, right?”
Sho said nothing and with his head lowered moved to his seat. He was feeling dirty. The dirt in his pants was nothing in compare to the dirt in his heart. He couldn’t believe that the other could manipulate him to this point. He needed him out of their lives as soon as possible. He had suffered enough for one month; all those accidental brushes and soft touches, the innuendos… but his silence had given the other the power to become even starker even more provocative. He had to put an end before it was too late. He could feel how the other had taken notice of his body reaction towards him and he hated it. He hated himself for being like that.
Without speaking he ate his breakfast. “I’ll take a quick shower…” he said in a low voice.
“I guess you became all sticky… having spread a mix of milk and flour all over the place must have been a hell right?” Sho stopped walking and turned around to see him smirking while Masaki was drinking some of his juice. He said nothing but threw a deadly look.
He closed the door of the bathroom and leaned against it. “You should get the hell out of here! I’ll take care of it personally… I promise you asshole!” his fist landed on the wall beside him. “I promise!”
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“Why did you bring me here?” Masaki asked in a really low voice. It almost felt as if he was talking to himself.
Sho smiled as he pushed the wheelchair closer to the top of the hill. “Aren’t I allowed to take my beautiful husband on a date?”
Masaki bit his lip but said nothing in return.
Once they reached the spot Sho was looking for, Sho stopped the wheelchair and placed a big woolen blanket on the grass. “Here you come my love!” he helped Masaki sit down before settling down himself behind him so that he could enwrap him with his whole body.
The only thing they could hear was some tweets and the rustle of the leaves. It was so peaceful. For the first time since Jun had invaded in their life, Sho could feel at ease; really at ease. His hands held Masaki tighter as his nose was almost touching his husband’s hair. He was breathing deeply, letting this beautiful sent come into his lungs and remain imprinted in his brain.
“Do you remember this place Masaki?” he whispered in the other’s ear.
He could feel that the other was a little stiffened all this time but chose to ignore it. It was probably his own guilt coming out as insecurities. “It’s the place where we gave our vows. Not the ones at the city hall but our very personal ones…”
Masaki continued on saying nothing at all.
“Masaki… my love are you alright?” Sho could already tell that this was beyond his own guilt. Something was wrong with Masaki. He made the latter turn his head by his chin so that he could see his face.
“It’s nothing Sho-chan… I was just thinking…” Masaki started saying but as he looked at the slightly troubled face of his husband he quickly added “nonsense really…” and smiled at him.
Sho’s heart clenched. He knew that this smile was not a genuine one. It was forced. That made him feel horrible. Whenever Masaki had a problem he would immediately speak of it. He would not hide it. This… it was perhaps the first time he saw this kind of reaction and started feeling insecure. Can it be that he has seen? Sho immediately scolded himself. There’s nothing to see because nothing happened… and nothing WILL happen. I know, it’s God testing me… but no Masaki… my love I swear I won’t disappoint you. I won’t disappoint you… Believe me.
Sho didn’t realize there was a tear running down his cheek until Masaki’s thumb came and brushed it away. “Sho-chan… are you alright?” his voice was sweet. Yes. It was the tender voice he always loved to hear. It was the voice that always made him feel secure.
His hand cupped Masaki’s, bringing it closer to his mouth and kissing it softly. “I’m fine baby. I was just thinking how lucky I am to have you…”
Masaki turned his gaze in front of him. “Even when I’m like that? Even when I can’t offer you everything you deserve?” There was a small crack in his voice as he spoke the last words.
Sho brought him closer to his body, locking him in his embrace with his hands. “You’re making a mistake here Masaki. You’re offering me much more than I really deserve…”
“Sho-chan…” How much Sho hated this trembling and insecure voice of Masaki. He wished they could turn back time. He wished he had never agreed back then. If he hadn’t done it, then nothing of this would have happened. He sighed trying to get rid of the images that kept popping into his mind and pecked tenderly Masaki’s left cheek.
“You’re my angel and angels have no flaws…” Sho closed his eyes inhaling the slightly salty taste of Masaki’s sweat. He could already feel his member getting harder and harder and moved a bit away so that he didn’t bring the other in an awkward situation.
“You… Do you recognize the tree above us?”
“Yes…” Masaki’s voice reached his ears as a whisper. “It’s where I made our mark…”
“You can still see it…” Sho said now standing on his feet in an attempt to get rid of his small erection before it turns out into a real problem.
“For real?” Masaki couldn’t believe it. He turned his upper body with his hands so that he could look at the trunk of the tree beside him.
“There it is…” Sho said pointing at a particular spot slightly above the height of his waist.
Masaki crawled a bit towards the tree. “I want to touch it…”
Sho helped him sit back on his wheelchair. Masaki’s fingers brushed over the carving. “It’s still here…” he muttered to himself and felt all kind of emotions build inside him.
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“Where are you taking us Masaki? And please stop driving so fast… It’s my dad’s car… Don’t forget that!” Masaki muffled a laugh seeing his boyfriend being all panicked.
“Don’t worry Sho-chan… I won’t crash it! But you were late… We have to hurry otherwise we’ll lose it…” Masaki whined, his gaze never leaving the road in front of him.
“Lose what?!” Sho couldn’t help but feel a bit unease. They were together for almost two years now and he still couldn’t to adapt himself to his boyfriend’s crazy ideas that seemed to pop out of the blue.
“It’s a s-e-c-r-e-t!” Masaki said winking and smiling mischievously.
Sho sighed and turned his head to look out of the window. They had left the center of Tokyo behind them and now the only thing he could see was green. He knew well how much Masaki loved nature but he hated to be dragged like that when they had both agreed they would spend the evening at the movies.
Lost in his thoughts as he was, he suddenly felt a hand tapping his shoulder. “I hope your mind wasn’t traveling to that waiter’s butt from which you couldn’t take your eyes off earlier…” It took some seconds before Sho could understand what Masaki was saying.
“What?! NO! I didn’t…” he didn’t have the chance to finish his line as Masaki’s lips locked on top of his.
“I know Sho-chan… I was teasing you… I just love this panicked face of yours but now get out of the car! We’re going to be late…”
Sho didn’t say anything in reply and just did what he was told. He was grabbed by his hand, as he was brought up the hill. They could see the whole city of Tokyo. It was almost 7 o’ clock in the evening and the sun had already taken those dark orange shades. It was almost sunset.
“Look Sho-chan!” Masaki said enthusiastically, pointing somewhere in particular in the horizon.
Sho followed his hand with his eyes to see the Tokyo Tower be literally washed into the golden light.
“It’s beautiful Masaki…”
“It is how Sho-chan makes me feel inside whenever he looks at me…” Masaki mumbled with a flushed face as a shy smile formed on his lips.
Sho gasped at the hearing of these words but immediately smiled as he brought Masaki closer to him. “I love you…”
Masaki looked back at his boyfriend. “I love you too Sho-chan…”He was then pulled into a feather like kiss. It might not be the most passionate one but it was definitely the most intense; intense because of the feelings there were transmitted.
“Sho-chan I want to tell you that I love you and I want to make you smile… You have no idea how much I love it when you smile…”
Sho caressed a bit Masaki’s hair, leaning closer so that their foreheads were connected.
“And I promise you to always be by your side… I promise to never hurt you… I promise to never let you down…”
“Sho-chan…”
It was already dark and they were still sitting side by side under the tree, looking at the city, which seemed so beautiful with all these tiny, from up there, lights.
“Don’t you think it’s time for us to go?” Sho whispered despite the fact that he wished they could just sit there forever. He felt so complete just by holding Masaki’s hand.
Masaki nodded. “Yes… I guess it’s already late…”
They stood up, cleaning their clothes from the dirt when Masaki clapped his hands.
“Sho-chan!” Sho looked at his boyfriend with a light frown on his face.
“What is it now Masaki? You don’t intend to sleep here… right?”
Masaki laughed as he moved closer to the tree, looking at it as if he was examining it. “It’s perfect!” That’s what he said and ran to the car.
“What are you…?” Sho couldn’t finish his question as he saw Masaki ran back with a small pocketknife and a flashlight in his hands.
Sho’s eyes bulged. “Hmmm… Masaki…” Masaki wasn’t listening as he was doing something on the tree.
“It’s done!” Masaki said proudly. “Come here Sho-chan!”
Sho came next to Masaki and looked at the trunk of the tree. There was a small craving on it: a heart with a phrase in it. Sho went closer and looked at it more carefully with the help of Masaki’s light.
M+S
02.14.2008
“This tree was our witness for our promises to each other right? I wanted to leave a trace… It can be our special place right?”
“It’s beautiful… and it’s certainly our special place!” Sho said before hugging Masaki really tight. “It will always be…”
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“I can’t believe it’s still here…”
Sho wrapped his arms around his husband’s neck. “Why wouldn’t it be here? It will always be our special place…”
Masaki turned a bit so that he could look at Sho. “Sho-chan why did you bring me here today?” his voice was giving out a trace of agony.
Sho cupped Masaki’s cheeks. “I brought you here because I wanted to repeat my promises to you and this tree is our special witness…”
Masaki’s lower lip started trembling. “Sho-chan…”
“Shh…” Sho hushed Masaki with his palm. “I promise that I will always be by your side… I promise you to never hurt you… I promise to never let you down… I love you Masaki… I really do…”
Masaki blinked some tears away as his hand reached for his husband’s cheek. “Sho-chan…”
“Don’t say anything my love… I just want you to know that I love you…” Sho reluctantly leaned closer to Masaki’s face. The other didn’t turn away, giving Sho the self-assurance to continue and kiss him.
It had been so long since Masaki let him kiss him. It felt as if nothing had happened in the middle. As if the time had stopped back at that night this craving appeared on that tree. It felt perfect… almost too perfect…
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“Who told you, you could grab my ass you asshole?” Jun said irritably as he sensed one of his dancing partner’s hand cupping his buttocks. He pushed him away. “Back off if you wish to be able to fuck in the rest of your life asshole!”
“What an idiot… Who gave him the right to do such a thing… He should feel honored that someone like me agreed to dance with him… has he even checked his face on the mirror?! The shitty humanoid…” Jun kept muttering to himself as he walked back at the bar to order another drink.
“What an arrogance you have there?!” a voice reached Jun’s ears making his blood boil. His hand was clenched into a fist as he turned at his right to look at the third asshole of the night.
“You little scumbag shut the fu-” his eyes bulged. Next to him there was a small figured, that was certain, yet way too sexy guy. His short black hair looked amazingly with his creamy and smooth, from what he could tell, skin. But above all it was his smirk; that playful smirk that showed off confidence, insight… it was captivating.
“Wow! I didn’t know I was that impressive…” the guy said and sipped some of his drink.
Those words brought Jun back to reality who despite his dizziness, could still control himself. “Yes… I was wondering how a kid managed to pass through security!”
The other looked at Jun, biting slightly the top of his tongue. “You do play hard… I kind of like that!”
Jun frowned. He hated it when he wasn’t on control. “I don’t play here… I’m just speaking of the obvious…”
The other smirked and drank the rest of his scotch all at once. He stood up, leaning closer to Jun and whispered in his ear. “Pity… and I like to play… I guess I’ll take my leave now… bye bye Mr. Arrogant…”
Jun tried to ignore the heat that was starting to build in the lower part of his body. He sipped a bit of his drink but his mind was occupied with that guy. It was already two months since he had a real fuck and he could tell that this guy might be everything but inexperienced. The hell I’m doing it…
He threw the money to the bartender before getting his jacket and storming out of the club. He searched for the guy but he was nowhere to be seen.
“Looking for me?” Jun suddenly felt the other’s hot breath so close to his ear that made him shiver.
“Just to make you admit it, I was waiting for you… You know… you’re way too hot that it would be a shame not to have some fun tonight…”
Jun was trying desperately to stop himself from moaning feeling the other’s hard member touching his butt as he kept rotating his hips.
“Sorry to interrupt your little speech but do you perhaps intend to let us stay here forever or something?”
The smaller guy smirked and almost brushed his lips on Jun’s neck. “Eager aren’t we?!”
Jun who was ready to talk him back didn’t have the chance as he was dragged forcefully by the hand.
After a five minute walk, they reached to what it seemed a cheap love hotel. Once the door of their room was behind them closed, Jun found himself pinched forcefully on the wall as the small hands quite skillfully took off his clothes.
“May I know the name of the arrogant beauty that I’m about to fuck his brains off?” he asked seductively.
Jun turned them around, blocking the small man between his now naked body and the wall. “No my dear you make a mistake here. I’m Jun and I will be the one who will fuck you so hard you’ll forget your own name…”
The other didn’t seem to lose his confidence and that made Jun even more pissed off.
Soon the small figured guy was also free from his clothes and it was seconds later that pushed Jun on the mattress, his face down. “I’m Nino and if you think my cute butt is made for you you’re dreaming… yours on the other hand…” a slap landed on Jun’s right buttock “will be screaming for my cock tonight…”
Jun didn’t have the chance to oppose as the other moved fast shoving already a lubed finger inside his unprepared hole.
“Dick!” he said angrily, realizing that he had lost the game.
“Already?!” The other said mockingly. “I have to prepare you first darling” he lowered his head so that his face was at the level of Jun’s ear. “You know… the inches missing from my height were transferred somewhere else… You won’t be able to handle my dick like that…” he whispered before licking Jun’s earlobe and pushing inside a second one.
Jun was already trembling as his prostate was touched so many times. It had been a while since he was a bottom but these fingers were doing miracles inside of him. He felt so good that pre-cum was already licking from his rock now hard member.
“H- hurry up…” he whined, hating it that he was already surrendered but the lust was too much to be able to handle it.
Another slap landed on his buttocks as the fingers kept moving inside of him, driving him insane. “Hurry up to do what baby?”
Jun cursed under his breath. “Just fuck me already!”
Nino laughed. He turned him around so that he could see his face. It was red and sweaty. He leaned closer and licked the traces of sweat that were traveling down his neck before positioning himself.
“You know for someone who wanted to top, you’re quite needy…”
Jun was prepared to swear once again but all that left his mouth was incoherent sounds as Nino decided to shove all of his length inside. The movements were fast and hard.
Jun was at the verge of coming when he felt a hand wrapping around his neglected so far member, pumping it fast till he came hard. Nino took his hand and licked Jun’s cum off his fingers without breaking the eye contact.
“Now it’s my turn…” The next minute he grabbed Jun from his waist as he fell on his back, positioning him on top of him.
“Show me how much you enjoy my cock inside you my cowboy…” Nino said as Jun started moving up and down letting every single time his spot was hit small moans. His hands were resting on Nino’s slim torso as he kept riding him. Soon Nino’s hands came to Jun’s hips, making him move faster as he was coming closer to his orgasm.
“Yes… baby… don’t stop… you… feel sooo good…I’m… I’m comi…” Nino came with a loud groan, his whole body trembling because of the pleasure.
He looked at the other before pulling him into a messy, loud and wet kiss. It had been a while since he had such a good fuck. No… this was the best fuck of his whole life…
***
Nino lighted a cigarette. They were both lying in the bed covered by the blanket.
“You’re not from here… I’d have seen you before if you were…”
Jun smirked. “How can you be so sure?”
Nino kept his gaze locked on the wall in front of him. “Let’s say I have a talent to distinguish gold from rubbish…”
“So I’m gold now?!”
“You still didn’t answer my question though…” Nino insisted.
“I’m from Chiba… I had to get away… It was suffocating…”
“Too small minded environment I guess…”
Jun laughed. “Something like that… Especially when you’re the one always at fault for not being more like your perfect brother…”
Nino turned his gaze and looked closer at Jun. He could see how the latter bit his lower lip. It was a mix of anger and frustration. “So you’re one of those…”
Jun frowned as he looked at Nino. “What’s that supposed to mean?” he questioned suspiciously.
“One of the rebels… while your brother is always the model one…”
Jun turned his gaze to his lap. “Yes… you could say it like that… but I’m tired of it… No matter what happens he’s always surrounded by people who love him, who would do anything to make sure he’s alright… people who are willing to sacrifice their life for his sake… it makes me want to puke…”
Nino said nothing. He could tell how hurt Jun was. It was easily noticeable in his tone.
“He has never known what it feels to be hurt… so I’m more than willing to give him a small lesson…”
Nino didn’t know what to say. For some reason he wanted to hear the other; something that he normally wouldn’t do. He would always fuck and go. But this time he wanted to hear… he wanted to listen to the other. He knew that what had seen at the club was a frustrated way to let go… to forget… what and why he didn’t know… but for some reason this Jun had caught his attention.
It was Jun’s next words that snapped him away from his thoughts. “It was his fault anyway… and now he will pay…”
TO BE CONTINUED…
A.N. Here's chapter 3! Jun is 'moving on' with his 'plan'... I know that he looks like a total jerk but he isn't... I promise you! He may have his reasons?! You'll see! ;) Poor Sho... his body betrayed him but it's logical in a way ne?! That's why he wants desperately to come closer to Masaki! My poor Aibaby... My heart hurts that I make him suffer so much... I'm a bad bad girl! :P
And Nino made his appearance!!! I hope you enjoyed the last *cough* part! XD There are still a lot of hidden things!
Anyway... I'm offering you all cookies because I know that it's a tough and sad story!
I really hope you enjoyed the chap and comments as always are <333!!!
See you next week minna!!! ^_^
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