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antimiya88) wrote2014-11-30 05:41 pm
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The Illusionist
Title: The Illusionist (oneshot)
Author: Andy-chan (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Pairings: Matsumiya (main), Jun/ Gackt, Sakuraiba (side) - I couldn't resist XD
Genre: Historical AU (in a way), Romance, Drama
Rating: NC17
Summary: Set in the first half of 19th century, Jun is the son of a cold hearted industrialist who decided to marry him against his will with a Japanese/French aristocrat for his own benefit. The same time a mysterious magician, Ninomiya Kazunari, arrives at the city. What could their meeting lead to? Is Jun destined to find his special one or not?!
Notes: 1) I don't know many things about 19th century Japan so apart from the names of the cities, I had to 'westernize' it a bit... 2) it is onlyslightly based on the homonymous film and 3) this is my way too late birthday present for my beloved matsuaurore <3
It had already been four days since Nino started his performances in Tokugawa theatre and the demand was so big that he had to discuss the possibility of prolongation. He had spoken with the administrators and had come to the conclusion of continuing the performances for one month with the provision of a house for as long as he stayed at Edo.
The theatre was full every night and in the first raw he could see him. He was always there… every single night. He could see his eyes fixed on him. At first he didn’t know how to react but as the days were coming by, he was accepting it gladly… he was even seeking his presence. It felt as if he was performing for no one else but for him. His mind was gradually captured by his figure. His only desire was to make this Matsumoto Jun look at him even more intensively. They had never spoken from that first night in the garden but he felt as if they had in an unspoken way. He could tell what the other was feeling by his reactions to his magic. He could feel the agony, the surprise, the admiration.
This young boy, he couldn’t call him man yet, had managed to pass through his shell; a shell that protected his soul so well all these years. Hence, he didn’t feel strange… he could tell that he was not one of those double-faced people who had tricked him in the past…. No… he was genuinely clear with his emotions and thoughts… Nino, as the time passed, started smiling more, being more open with Masaki and Satoshi. He started feeling lighter inside, as if a burden had washed off his heart.
“Ninomiya-san… you should smile more often!” was Masaki’s comment before that night’s performance. “It makes you cuter!” he added giggling.
Nino cleared his throat. “If you want me to continue on smiling then perhaps you should take closer notice of where you’re trying to put the box you’re holding!”
Masaki realized he was doing it wrong. “I’m sorry Ninomiya-san…” but there was no further lecture by Nino’s side. He had already gone to the next room to get prepared for his performance.
“He’s so different lately…” Masaki muttered slightly confused by Nino’s behavior.
Satoshi tapped his shoulder. “He may have found a true meaning in his life, don’t you think?!”
***
Nino took a deep breath. It was the time for him to shine. The curtains opened revealing him on the stage, causing the audience’s loud applause.
The performance went smoothly till the end. Nino would only look back at him. Their eyes seemed as if they were locked. He had to do something… he wanted to speak with him again…
“Ladies and gentlemen… I would like to perform a new trick tonight… but I will need the assistance of one of you…” Whispers spread among the audience. Nino walked down the stage and moved towards him. He reached out his hand and asked him gently “Could you do me the honor, Matsumoto-san?”
He saw Jun blushing and nodding positively. They went back to the stage where he made him sit on the chair placed in the middle of it. “Please… stay still…” he could feel that everyone had stopped breathing. “One… Two… Three!” he then snapped his hands and in a blink of the eye Jun was nowhere to be seen; just an empty chair.
Nino could hear the reactions of surprise and couldn’t feel more satisfied. He bowed smirking. Now it’s time for the real show. He looked straight up and snapped his fingers once again.
***
He saw him. Standing there, in the dark room behind the stage, looking at him confused. “How…?”
Nino smiled as he walked closer. “You’ve asked me before… but I’m afraid I can’t tell you…” He could feel his heart beating faster and faster, an urge to feel these slightly parted lips before him over his. But he managed to control himself.
“Why me?” Nino knew Jun’s question was to find the true meaning behind his action.
Nino then came even closer to him. He looked straight into his eyes and caressed his cheek. “What if I said I wanted to see you?” his thumb brushed Jun’s lips making the latter close his eyes. “What if I said that I have started performing just for you?” his voice was soft, almost like a whisper. “What if I said that you occupy my mind all the time and I anticipate to see you sitting there with your gaze fixed on me?” he could feel Jun’s breathing becoming slightly unstable, making lust inside of him even stronger. “What if I said…” he paused to look at Jun’s eyes “I want to take you into my arms and kiss you?”
Jun said nothing in response. He just leaned closer to Nino and pecked his lips. “Then do it…” Nino didn’t need to hear nothing more. He smashed their lips together holding the other tightly. His hands were roaming from his hair and nape to his back while his tongue was exploring every single inch of Jun’s mouth. It was so sweet. He could sense that the other was trying desperately to match his moves and respond the same way, though he could still find him a little clumsy. They were both left breathless once they broke the kiss, having their foreheads connected.
“You have never really kissed before, have you?” Nino asked in a mischievous way.
Jun felt embarrassed and just stuttered his words. Nino made him stop by kissing him once again. “Don’t worry... you were perfect… so perfect that I just want to kiss you again…”
Before they could start all over again they heard a knock on the door.
“Ninomiya-san… it is time for Matsumoto-san’s reappearance at the stage!” it was Masaki. Nino sighed and while looking back at the flushed face of Jun, he answered.
“Alright! Make the necessary preparations and we’re coming!”
“I want to see you again Ninomiya-san…”
Nino snapped him. “Kazunari…call me Kazunari… and you can come from the back door. It’s a really small alley… you won’t be seen. I’ll be expecting you…”
After a few minutes Jun was once again back at the stage causing the audience’s enthusiastic applause. “Amazing!!! This was the best performance!!!” were the praising comments that could reach his ears.
Nino bowed more than satisfied. This was indeed the best performance…
………………………………...
“Jun!” Jun stopped at the hearing of his father’s voice. “Please come into the library… I have to talk to you!” He had no alternative but follow his father.
“Had you been again to that magician’s performance?” his tone was a little strict. “What on earth do you find so fascinating that you have to go every single night?”
“There are many aristocrats that have been there more than three times, like Ito-san… the one you had introduced me at the ball” he saw his father having his full attention to him. “I just thought that it would be good if I showed up there… he once even told me that he was ecstatic with the level of the performance and how good taste you had… and besides… since Camui-sama has gone to Kyoto to visit his distant relatives… I feel… lonely… I just wanted to pass some time… is it such a bad thing?”
Jun hoped that his father would be satisfied with this explanation of his and would just let him be.
“I didn’t know that my son had such concerns…” his father was still not fully convinced.
“I have to say that this engagement made me look at things differently father… I have reevaluated a lot of my earlier beliefs and a great part of contribution to that direction has Camui-sama himself!” and that was not a lie. “But you asked me because you wanted to talk to me about something. What would that be?”
“I just wanted to inform you that your marriage will take place by the end of the month once Camui-sama returns from Kyoto with his family. Right after it, you will move to France” Matsumoto ignored the shocked face of his son. “He has expressed me his desire to go back to Europe. There’s nothing I could do…” he paused a bit “no… actually I really don’t care… You will belong to him… That’s all... goodnight…” Matsumoto left Jun standing there like a statue due to the shock. I’m getting married this early… and furthermore… I’m going to Europe?! He collapsed on the floor feeling all his senses give their place to the darkness.
***
“Jun-sama!” Jun could hear a voice calling him from afar. “Jun-sama! Jun-sama!” Jun opened slowly his eyes to see the familiar surroundings of his room and an overly worried Sho looking at him.
“Sho…”
Sho called for a servant “Is the bath ready?” The servant nodded in reply and Sho didn’t lose any more time he instructed the staff in charge of Jun to help him take a warm bath.
After almost half an hour Jun was back to his bed.
“Did the bath helped you relax Jun-sama? You scared me when I found you fainted in the library…”
“I’m fine now Sho don’t worry…” Jun didn’t dare to look the other in the eyes. He knew that he couldn’t lie. Sho knew him too well to be able to even hide something from him.
“What’s the matter?”
Jun tried to sound neutral, as if he didn’t care. “Nothing… my father wanted to speak to me about my marriage. That’s all… I guess I was just tired. I hadn’t had any dinner before I left for the theatre…”
“Jun-sama… could you tell me the reason why you are going there every night?”
“I just… find it… fascinating…” Jun tried to hide his blush.
“Jun-sama… I don’t know what kind of impact has this magician on you but please be careful… we don’t know anything about him… maybe you should stop going th-”
“NO!” Jun snapped him “I will go… I will be going every single night! Those performances are the only ones who have helped maintain mentally healthy during these past weeks! You’re in no position to tell me what to or what not to do! Remember your position!” Jun bit his lip the moment he said the last words. “Sho… I’m sorry I didn’t mean it… Believe me… I’m sorry… but… please don’t ask me that…”
Sho looked him in the eyes. “Do you love him that much?”
Jun just lowered his head. “Yes…”
………………………………………….
It was already morning. Masaki was murmuring a song while preparing breakfast when he heard a knock on the door.
Ah! They brought the paints Ohno-kun ordered… He rushed to the door and opened it without looking at the person who was standing outside.
“Please come in… you should follow me… we don’t want the floor to get dirty with paint right?! You could leave it here!” he pointed at a corner where he had placed special fabrics over the floor. “How much do they co- AHH!” Masaki found himself on the floor when he saw who was standing in front of him. “YOU!” he yelled while pointing at the man.
“Do you always open your door without looking who the guest is, Aibo-san?”
Masaki blushed feeling embarrassed. “No… Sakurai-san… it’s just that we were expecting some paints and they had told me they would pass by early in the morning…” he then stood up and looked straightly into the other’s eyes. “And my name is Aiba not Aibo!” his tone revealed some kind of annoyance.
It was Sho’s turn to blush because of his mistake but before he could apologize for that, the still messy because of the sleep Nino made his appearance. “What are all these loud voices so early in the morning?”
“Let me express my sincerest apologies sir for coming uninvited this early to your house but there’s something urgent I wish to discuss with you” Sho’s tone was so serious that Nino said nothing and just made him follow him to the next room where they could speak alone.
“I’m listening Sakurai-san” Nino could already guess what was this about but he preferred to remain silent and measure the other’s attitude towards him.
“It concerns Jun-sama”
Nino was starting getting impatient. “Well I could already tell that. Could you be more specific?”
“I knew that you were a clever man Ninomiya-san. I believe we can perfectly understand each other”
Nino said nothing in response. He was just hitting the table rhythmically.
“I’ve known Jun since he was 12 years old.” Sho continued. “He’s a pure… innocent… he believes in people and his ideals are high. I know that he’s fallen in love with you.”
Nino looked at Sho intensively. “And you are telling me this because?”
Sho smiled “I have never seen him like that… and as you already know he’s about to get married”
“To someone he hates… go on…” Nino snapped him.
“What matters is that I don’t want to see him being exploited and even more hurt by someone like you!” Sho raised his tone.
Nino smirked. “If I was in your position I would be more considerate whether he was exploited and hurt by someone like his fiancé who tried to rape him during the ball!” Nino was furious “and not someone like me! I might not be educated like that filthy aristocrat yet I know that I’m not allowed to touch someone against his will. And just because I have no title or no estate it doesn’t make me also unable to have feelings!”
Sho was left dumbfounded. “Jun-sama… Camui…”
Nino sighed. “I saved him back then… Nothing happened… but perhaps you should consider that as your problem and not me!”
Sho didn’t know what to say. “But… you…”
“I fell in love with him!” Nino’s eyes looked as if they were throwing flames. “What do you want to know about me? You can ask anything you wish… Sakurai-san…”
***
Nino looked at the clock on the wall. He had more than thirty minutes till his performance but it was the first time he was feeling nervous. Will he come or not?
He then heard steps behind him. He turned his head to meet him standing in front of him smiling shyly. “You came!” Jun just nodded and before he knew he was pulled into a deep passionate kiss. “You came!” Nino muttered once he broke it. He couldn’t tell how much alive he felt when he had Jun in his arms. It gave him strength; it gave him belief to human kind again.
Those secret meetings took part every single night right before Nino’s performances. But he knew he had no right over Jun so he always restrained himself to kisses and hugs; sometimes lighter and sometimes lustier.
It was almost the end of the month when Jun came but was not his usual, flushed and shy in the same time, self. He said nothing and just buried himself in Nino’s embrace. Nino could sense the intensity.
“Kazunari…” Jun’s voice came out as a whisper. Jun looked at him. “Please… tonight let me come with you…” his fists were holding tightly Nino’s shirt. “I’ve already spoken with Sho… he will help me… Please…” Nino couldn’t deny that he desired to become one with the person in front of him but did he have the right?
Jun sensed his hesitation. “I want to belong to you… Please… I want to know at least once in my life how it feels to become one with the person you truly love…” there was no trace of shyness in his words, just pure love.
Nino kissed lightly his forehead. “Come here after the performance…” Jun nodded smiling.
***
Jun entered Nino’s room which had only the dim light of the candles placed on the desk that could be found at the left corner. Apart from that, he could only see a big closet and a bed. He felt hands wrapping around his waist.
“Jun… The last thing I want to do is to force you…”
Jun turned around and looked straight at the other’s eyes. “Stop speaking nonsense and make me yours already…”
Nino could tell that Jun was getting impatient and smiled at the thought of his honesty. He led him slowly to the bed making him lie down on his back. His black silk hair had spread around his face making him in Nino’s eyes even more beautiful. Jun’s eyes portrayed the anticipation and the lust he kept inside of him for the person before him. Something that Nino could clearly see and made his blood boil.
He started unbuttoning Jun’s shirt revealing gradually the white, marble like skin. Impatience was building in him but he had to endure it; he had to enjoy this moment as much as possible.
Jun got freed from the shirt, followed by the clothes covering his lower part of body. He was now lying down stark naked watching Nino also getting rid of his clothes. Minutes later he felt the other’s body weight as he climbed on top of him stroking lightly his hair.
“You’re more beautiful that I could ever imagine Jun…” Nino whispered in his ear causing shivers down Jun’s spine.
He felt Nino’s hot breath on his neck area and then kisses. They were butterfly kisses that gradually turned to passionate ones. He felt the atmosphere suddenly become hotter, as Nino sucked and licked his skin in the most eager way. He felt his lips on his nipples; move that made him gasp. He could have never guessed there were so many different sensations…
Nino continued his wet journey to the south reaching the craving for attention hot member. He looked up at his lover who was already panting with a slight shade of red on his cheeks and his eyes tightly closed. He looked totally surrendered and to Nino that image couldn’t get prettier. With no second thought he took it in his mouth desiring to make his lover feel as good as possible. Jun gasped surprised to feel this hotness around his hardness. Only moans could leave his throat as he was brought step by step closer to the end. Soon, his hands found his lover’s head as the latter worked with both his tongue and hands. It didn’t take more than a few minutes of hard sucking to feel his body tremble and his back arch while sending his hot semen deep down Nino’s throat.
Nino came closer to Jun’s face that still seemed to have difficulty to breathe normally and kissed him, making him taste his self.
“Please… hurry up… I want to feel you…” Jun said looking deeply in Nino’s eyes.
The latter said nothing in return, he just took from the drawer something that looked like a small bottle and came back to Jun. He kissed him gently on his forehead. “You should know that it might hurt, since it’s your first time but I will try to make it as pleasant as possible…” Jun just smiled. “I love you and that can make me stronger than any pain… please… Kazunari… hurry up… I- I want to feel you inside of me… please…”
Nino said nothing else. He opened the bottle and took some of the liquid on his fingers. “Lie down baby and spread your legs as far as possible” Jun did as he was told with his eyes fixed on his lover. He felt a finger teasing his hole and then making his entrance. His body stiffened to the unfamiliar intrusion but he immediately tried to breathe deeply and relax. “That’s it baby…” he heard Nino’s reassuring sweet voice. After a while a second finger entered him, followed after a while by a third. His mind went almost blank when he felt something unprecedented that made him see stars. He moaned shamelessly every time Nino’s fingers touched that spot inside of him. It was not until moments later that his hips were moving on their own, trying desperately to find more friction.
He then felt the fingers leaving him, making him whine due to the loss. He opened his eyes and met Nino’s, in which he couldn’t distinguish but love and passion. He claimed his lips once again when he felt his lover’s member entering him. It was way bigger than the fingers and it did hurt but all he could think of was the fact that he was now becoming one with him.
At first Nino made careful moves, not wanting to injure Jun, but gradually they established a rhythm that was becoming faster and faster. Jun’s hands were roaming Nino’s back, his nails marking the smooth skin. Nino, seeing this reaction from Jun became more confident and let his own need take over, making his thrusts faster, deeper and harder.
“Jun… huh… I- I’m close… You feel so aaaahhh good…” Jun could say nothing in return he just led Nino into a messy and noisy kiss. He was feeling it again. He was close himself. “Let’s… huh… finish to- gether” was what Nino managed to say between his panting and hard thrusts as he took Jun’s member into his hand pumping it in the same rhythm of his thrusts.
Jun could only moan. He was desperately holding Nino as if there was a way to come even closer to him. His heart felt ready to explode. After a few more thrusts Jun felt trembling again spilling everything on their stomachs, followed a few seconds later by Nino who filled him up while his mouth left a soundless gasp.
Nino collapsed on Jun panting hard. After a while, he looked at his lover’s face who was smiling.
“Thank you Kazunari…” Jun whispered.
Nino took the sweaty bangs off Jun’s face and after kissing him softly on his forehead he whispered “No Jun… I thank you…”
He brought a towel to clean them up. He checked the fire and took the blanket to cover them. He pulled Jun into his embrace and caressed his cheek. “I love you Jun… I love you so much…”
“I love you too…” Jun placed his head in the crook of Nino’s neck. “Kazunari… could you tell me your story? I want to know everything about you…”
“It’s a boring one… Trust me… nothing too fascinating…” Nino replied almost in a whisper.
“You’re wrong… Please tell me…”
They spent the next two hours speaking about everything, from their darkest part of their respective lives to the silliest things that had happened to them. It seemed as if the time had stopped and all that mattered was them.
Suddenly Jun sighed. “I wish tomorrow never came…” Nino’s heart clenched as he could guess what was going on but said nothing.
“You know… tomorrow arrives Camui-sama with his relatives. My father informed me that the wedding ceremony will take place immediately and that afterwards I’ll find myself on a ship with Europe as its destination…I wish I’d never get married tomorrow…” Jun couldn’t control a few tears from running down his cheeks. It was hurting him too much.
“Then don’t… come with me… I have only three more performances but I can cancel them. I won’t sign any other prolongation… we can leave together…” Nino said out of the blue.
Jun turned around to see his lover in the eyes. “I have promised… If… If I refuse now other people will suffer… I can’t be that selfish…”
Nino smiled warmly and caressed Jun’s hair. “No one said that you have to break your promise to your father and that filthy aristocrat… I can speak to Sakurai Sho… he will understand…”
Jun’s expression showed his confusion. “How can I be with you and in the same time not breaking my promise…?”
Nino laughed. “You forget who I am baby?! I’m the one and only Ninomiya Kazunari… the illusionist… Perhaps tomorrow I’ll do an extra performance to your father as a gift out of gratitude for being the reason to have found you…”
“I don’t understand…” Jun whined but his eyes were full of hope.
“First of all you have to go back to your house…”
…………………………………..
“Camui-sama it’s such an honor!” Matsumoto welcomed Camui’s relatives. Everything was ready and Jun was surprisingly calm. He must have finally realized this is his only option…
The time of the ceremony had come; as guests there were all the important people of Edo and a few of Kyoto. Camui Gakuto was already there standing in front of the priest. Jun walked slowly towards him and stood by his side. His face was emotionless. But that didn’t seem to trouble Camui. He was more than happy that he could have his way with that boy in front of him anyway.
Suddenly a loud pop could be heard. Everyone screamed… for a few minutes chaos was spread among everyone but as it started it finished. Everything looked at its place.
“Jun, are you alright?” It was Camui. The boy in front of him was just looking at him in the eyes, making him realize he was fine. “Please let us continue this ceremony…” he was getting impatient. He wanted to take him and leave that place at once. Japan always suffocated him.
At last, the ceremony had finished and he was already on board along with his husband. He could hear the sound of the waves hitting the ship as it was heading to the open sea. He walked to the room designated for them. As he was opening the door, a wide smirk had created on his lips. Finally… my little whore… it’s time…
……………………………………….
“I kind of… I feel sad that we’re leaving Edo…” Masaki pouted. “It was such a beautiful city!”
“The city was beautiful or Matsumoto’s guard… Sakurai Sho?” was the comment that slipped Satoshi’s lips making Masaki blush tomato red.
“Stop making fun of me!” the latter whined a landed a quite harsh kick on Satoshi’s leg next to him.
“You like him admit it… I caught you so many times daydreaming about him…” Satoshi continued playfully not intending to lose to Masaki.
“And what if I am?! How does that, involve you?!” Masaki said in a loud tone while crossing his hands in front of his chest and looking at Satoshi frowned.
“Gentlemen, I’d prefer it if you stayed still and kept your voices low. It’s a long journey ahead of us and the road is quite difficult.” It was the voice of the third man in the carriage that was sitting across them.
They hadn’t been able to take a clear glance of him. This time Nino had made them take a different carriage, so the only available was that one which happened to already have another traveler. The stranger took off his hat and made eye contact with both of them for the first time. “Don’t make it even harder!”
Masaki and Satoshi were dumbfounded. The man continued. “I’ll be joining you… so from now on please take care of me…”
After moments of silence, Satoshi managed to clear his throat and bowed. “No… Sa- Sakurai-san… please, take care of us…”
Masaki was speechless. Have I just confessed in front of him?! He couldn’t feel more embarrassed. When he saw Sho smiling at him, he immediately turned his gaze outside.
“You know… Aiba-san… You look really cute when you blush like that…” Masaki gasped at the hearing of this and turned once again to look at him. Could it be that…?!
……………………………………………
“I can’t believe I’m here in your arms Kazunari…” Jun said as the carriage was leading them north to Yezo. His body was curled up, buried in Nino’s arms.
Nino smiled and pecked Jun’s head. “I told you that everything would be fine…”
“But…” Jun sounded hesitant. “But what will happen when Camui-sama realizes that there’s no me on that ship?!”
Nino laughed. “There’s no way to contact your father… and even when he does find one, months later, he can’t prove anything. There were so many witnesses seeing you boarding along with him… Trust me… everything will be fine my love… no one can separate us now…” he pulled his lover into a kiss that left the other breathless.
Jun placed his head on Nino’s chest. “I still find it hard to believe that Sho accepted to help you and even follow us…”
“Well I had told you not to worry about it, hadn’t I? I knew that Sakurai-san would help us… we had cleared things up…”
Jun looked up at Nino confused. “When did that happen? And why didn’t you tell me anything?!”
“Because that was between me and him...” Nino caressed softly Jun’s cheek. “Now what matters is that I can hold you in my arms…”
Jun smiled. “I knew that everyone has his special one… I’m grateful I’ve found mine…”
Nino frowned a bit surprised but before he could say anything he was hushed by Jun’s lips over his. “I love you…” Jun said once he broke it.
“I love you too…” Nino said in reply and claimed his lover’s lips once again, this time in a more demanding way.
They would be travelling for months, facing a lot of difficulties. But that didn’t seem to concern them at all; all that mattered was that they would remain like that forever.
THE END
A.N. Ma chérie voilà ton cadeau... j'espère vraiment que tu le trouves agréable... Désolée de le poster tant tardivement, mais j'avais pas du temps! Je sais que c'est un peu trop longue. :P Par conséquent, je devais le faire en deux parties... Encore une fois, joyeux anniversaire!!! Un gros bisou pour toi!!! <3
For those who might have gotten confused Edo is the former name of Tokyo and Yezo the former one of Sapporo. Also... it's one of my first times writing NC-17 >< I just hope it didn't turn out ridiculous... I tried to keep it 'romantic'...
I hope you enjoyed it! Comments are always <3!
Author: Andy-chan (
antimiya88)Pairings: Matsumiya (main), Jun/ Gackt, Sakuraiba (side) - I couldn't resist XD
Genre: Historical AU (in a way), Romance, Drama
Rating: NC17
Summary: Set in the first half of 19th century, Jun is the son of a cold hearted industrialist who decided to marry him against his will with a Japanese/French aristocrat for his own benefit. The same time a mysterious magician, Ninomiya Kazunari, arrives at the city. What could their meeting lead to? Is Jun destined to find his special one or not?!
Notes: 1) I don't know many things about 19th century Japan so apart from the names of the cities, I had to 'westernize' it a bit... 2) it is only
matsuaurore <3It had already been four days since Nino started his performances in Tokugawa theatre and the demand was so big that he had to discuss the possibility of prolongation. He had spoken with the administrators and had come to the conclusion of continuing the performances for one month with the provision of a house for as long as he stayed at Edo.
The theatre was full every night and in the first raw he could see him. He was always there… every single night. He could see his eyes fixed on him. At first he didn’t know how to react but as the days were coming by, he was accepting it gladly… he was even seeking his presence. It felt as if he was performing for no one else but for him. His mind was gradually captured by his figure. His only desire was to make this Matsumoto Jun look at him even more intensively. They had never spoken from that first night in the garden but he felt as if they had in an unspoken way. He could tell what the other was feeling by his reactions to his magic. He could feel the agony, the surprise, the admiration.
This young boy, he couldn’t call him man yet, had managed to pass through his shell; a shell that protected his soul so well all these years. Hence, he didn’t feel strange… he could tell that he was not one of those double-faced people who had tricked him in the past…. No… he was genuinely clear with his emotions and thoughts… Nino, as the time passed, started smiling more, being more open with Masaki and Satoshi. He started feeling lighter inside, as if a burden had washed off his heart.
“Ninomiya-san… you should smile more often!” was Masaki’s comment before that night’s performance. “It makes you cuter!” he added giggling.
Nino cleared his throat. “If you want me to continue on smiling then perhaps you should take closer notice of where you’re trying to put the box you’re holding!”
Masaki realized he was doing it wrong. “I’m sorry Ninomiya-san…” but there was no further lecture by Nino’s side. He had already gone to the next room to get prepared for his performance.
“He’s so different lately…” Masaki muttered slightly confused by Nino’s behavior.
Satoshi tapped his shoulder. “He may have found a true meaning in his life, don’t you think?!”
***
Nino took a deep breath. It was the time for him to shine. The curtains opened revealing him on the stage, causing the audience’s loud applause.
The performance went smoothly till the end. Nino would only look back at him. Their eyes seemed as if they were locked. He had to do something… he wanted to speak with him again…
“Ladies and gentlemen… I would like to perform a new trick tonight… but I will need the assistance of one of you…” Whispers spread among the audience. Nino walked down the stage and moved towards him. He reached out his hand and asked him gently “Could you do me the honor, Matsumoto-san?”
He saw Jun blushing and nodding positively. They went back to the stage where he made him sit on the chair placed in the middle of it. “Please… stay still…” he could feel that everyone had stopped breathing. “One… Two… Three!” he then snapped his hands and in a blink of the eye Jun was nowhere to be seen; just an empty chair.
Nino could hear the reactions of surprise and couldn’t feel more satisfied. He bowed smirking. Now it’s time for the real show. He looked straight up and snapped his fingers once again.
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He saw him. Standing there, in the dark room behind the stage, looking at him confused. “How…?”
Nino smiled as he walked closer. “You’ve asked me before… but I’m afraid I can’t tell you…” He could feel his heart beating faster and faster, an urge to feel these slightly parted lips before him over his. But he managed to control himself.
“Why me?” Nino knew Jun’s question was to find the true meaning behind his action.
Nino then came even closer to him. He looked straight into his eyes and caressed his cheek. “What if I said I wanted to see you?” his thumb brushed Jun’s lips making the latter close his eyes. “What if I said that I have started performing just for you?” his voice was soft, almost like a whisper. “What if I said that you occupy my mind all the time and I anticipate to see you sitting there with your gaze fixed on me?” he could feel Jun’s breathing becoming slightly unstable, making lust inside of him even stronger. “What if I said…” he paused to look at Jun’s eyes “I want to take you into my arms and kiss you?”
Jun said nothing in response. He just leaned closer to Nino and pecked his lips. “Then do it…” Nino didn’t need to hear nothing more. He smashed their lips together holding the other tightly. His hands were roaming from his hair and nape to his back while his tongue was exploring every single inch of Jun’s mouth. It was so sweet. He could sense that the other was trying desperately to match his moves and respond the same way, though he could still find him a little clumsy. They were both left breathless once they broke the kiss, having their foreheads connected.
“You have never really kissed before, have you?” Nino asked in a mischievous way.
Jun felt embarrassed and just stuttered his words. Nino made him stop by kissing him once again. “Don’t worry... you were perfect… so perfect that I just want to kiss you again…”
Before they could start all over again they heard a knock on the door.
“Ninomiya-san… it is time for Matsumoto-san’s reappearance at the stage!” it was Masaki. Nino sighed and while looking back at the flushed face of Jun, he answered.
“Alright! Make the necessary preparations and we’re coming!”
“I want to see you again Ninomiya-san…”
Nino snapped him. “Kazunari…call me Kazunari… and you can come from the back door. It’s a really small alley… you won’t be seen. I’ll be expecting you…”
After a few minutes Jun was once again back at the stage causing the audience’s enthusiastic applause. “Amazing!!! This was the best performance!!!” were the praising comments that could reach his ears.
Nino bowed more than satisfied. This was indeed the best performance…
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“Jun!” Jun stopped at the hearing of his father’s voice. “Please come into the library… I have to talk to you!” He had no alternative but follow his father.
“Had you been again to that magician’s performance?” his tone was a little strict. “What on earth do you find so fascinating that you have to go every single night?”
“There are many aristocrats that have been there more than three times, like Ito-san… the one you had introduced me at the ball” he saw his father having his full attention to him. “I just thought that it would be good if I showed up there… he once even told me that he was ecstatic with the level of the performance and how good taste you had… and besides… since Camui-sama has gone to Kyoto to visit his distant relatives… I feel… lonely… I just wanted to pass some time… is it such a bad thing?”
Jun hoped that his father would be satisfied with this explanation of his and would just let him be.
“I didn’t know that my son had such concerns…” his father was still not fully convinced.
“I have to say that this engagement made me look at things differently father… I have reevaluated a lot of my earlier beliefs and a great part of contribution to that direction has Camui-sama himself!” and that was not a lie. “But you asked me because you wanted to talk to me about something. What would that be?”
“I just wanted to inform you that your marriage will take place by the end of the month once Camui-sama returns from Kyoto with his family. Right after it, you will move to France” Matsumoto ignored the shocked face of his son. “He has expressed me his desire to go back to Europe. There’s nothing I could do…” he paused a bit “no… actually I really don’t care… You will belong to him… That’s all... goodnight…” Matsumoto left Jun standing there like a statue due to the shock. I’m getting married this early… and furthermore… I’m going to Europe?! He collapsed on the floor feeling all his senses give their place to the darkness.
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“Jun-sama!” Jun could hear a voice calling him from afar. “Jun-sama! Jun-sama!” Jun opened slowly his eyes to see the familiar surroundings of his room and an overly worried Sho looking at him.
“Sho…”
Sho called for a servant “Is the bath ready?” The servant nodded in reply and Sho didn’t lose any more time he instructed the staff in charge of Jun to help him take a warm bath.
After almost half an hour Jun was back to his bed.
“Did the bath helped you relax Jun-sama? You scared me when I found you fainted in the library…”
“I’m fine now Sho don’t worry…” Jun didn’t dare to look the other in the eyes. He knew that he couldn’t lie. Sho knew him too well to be able to even hide something from him.
“What’s the matter?”
Jun tried to sound neutral, as if he didn’t care. “Nothing… my father wanted to speak to me about my marriage. That’s all… I guess I was just tired. I hadn’t had any dinner before I left for the theatre…”
“Jun-sama… could you tell me the reason why you are going there every night?”
“I just… find it… fascinating…” Jun tried to hide his blush.
“Jun-sama… I don’t know what kind of impact has this magician on you but please be careful… we don’t know anything about him… maybe you should stop going th-”
“NO!” Jun snapped him “I will go… I will be going every single night! Those performances are the only ones who have helped maintain mentally healthy during these past weeks! You’re in no position to tell me what to or what not to do! Remember your position!” Jun bit his lip the moment he said the last words. “Sho… I’m sorry I didn’t mean it… Believe me… I’m sorry… but… please don’t ask me that…”
Sho looked him in the eyes. “Do you love him that much?”
Jun just lowered his head. “Yes…”
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It was already morning. Masaki was murmuring a song while preparing breakfast when he heard a knock on the door.
Ah! They brought the paints Ohno-kun ordered… He rushed to the door and opened it without looking at the person who was standing outside.
“Please come in… you should follow me… we don’t want the floor to get dirty with paint right?! You could leave it here!” he pointed at a corner where he had placed special fabrics over the floor. “How much do they co- AHH!” Masaki found himself on the floor when he saw who was standing in front of him. “YOU!” he yelled while pointing at the man.
“Do you always open your door without looking who the guest is, Aibo-san?”
Masaki blushed feeling embarrassed. “No… Sakurai-san… it’s just that we were expecting some paints and they had told me they would pass by early in the morning…” he then stood up and looked straightly into the other’s eyes. “And my name is Aiba not Aibo!” his tone revealed some kind of annoyance.
It was Sho’s turn to blush because of his mistake but before he could apologize for that, the still messy because of the sleep Nino made his appearance. “What are all these loud voices so early in the morning?”
“Let me express my sincerest apologies sir for coming uninvited this early to your house but there’s something urgent I wish to discuss with you” Sho’s tone was so serious that Nino said nothing and just made him follow him to the next room where they could speak alone.
“I’m listening Sakurai-san” Nino could already guess what was this about but he preferred to remain silent and measure the other’s attitude towards him.
“It concerns Jun-sama”
Nino was starting getting impatient. “Well I could already tell that. Could you be more specific?”
“I knew that you were a clever man Ninomiya-san. I believe we can perfectly understand each other”
Nino said nothing in response. He was just hitting the table rhythmically.
“I’ve known Jun since he was 12 years old.” Sho continued. “He’s a pure… innocent… he believes in people and his ideals are high. I know that he’s fallen in love with you.”
Nino looked at Sho intensively. “And you are telling me this because?”
Sho smiled “I have never seen him like that… and as you already know he’s about to get married”
“To someone he hates… go on…” Nino snapped him.
“What matters is that I don’t want to see him being exploited and even more hurt by someone like you!” Sho raised his tone.
Nino smirked. “If I was in your position I would be more considerate whether he was exploited and hurt by someone like his fiancé who tried to rape him during the ball!” Nino was furious “and not someone like me! I might not be educated like that filthy aristocrat yet I know that I’m not allowed to touch someone against his will. And just because I have no title or no estate it doesn’t make me also unable to have feelings!”
Sho was left dumbfounded. “Jun-sama… Camui…”
Nino sighed. “I saved him back then… Nothing happened… but perhaps you should consider that as your problem and not me!”
Sho didn’t know what to say. “But… you…”
“I fell in love with him!” Nino’s eyes looked as if they were throwing flames. “What do you want to know about me? You can ask anything you wish… Sakurai-san…”
***
Nino looked at the clock on the wall. He had more than thirty minutes till his performance but it was the first time he was feeling nervous. Will he come or not?
He then heard steps behind him. He turned his head to meet him standing in front of him smiling shyly. “You came!” Jun just nodded and before he knew he was pulled into a deep passionate kiss. “You came!” Nino muttered once he broke it. He couldn’t tell how much alive he felt when he had Jun in his arms. It gave him strength; it gave him belief to human kind again.
Those secret meetings took part every single night right before Nino’s performances. But he knew he had no right over Jun so he always restrained himself to kisses and hugs; sometimes lighter and sometimes lustier.
It was almost the end of the month when Jun came but was not his usual, flushed and shy in the same time, self. He said nothing and just buried himself in Nino’s embrace. Nino could sense the intensity.
“Kazunari…” Jun’s voice came out as a whisper. Jun looked at him. “Please… tonight let me come with you…” his fists were holding tightly Nino’s shirt. “I’ve already spoken with Sho… he will help me… Please…” Nino couldn’t deny that he desired to become one with the person in front of him but did he have the right?
Jun sensed his hesitation. “I want to belong to you… Please… I want to know at least once in my life how it feels to become one with the person you truly love…” there was no trace of shyness in his words, just pure love.
Nino kissed lightly his forehead. “Come here after the performance…” Jun nodded smiling.
***
Jun entered Nino’s room which had only the dim light of the candles placed on the desk that could be found at the left corner. Apart from that, he could only see a big closet and a bed. He felt hands wrapping around his waist.
“Jun… The last thing I want to do is to force you…”
Jun turned around and looked straight at the other’s eyes. “Stop speaking nonsense and make me yours already…”
Nino could tell that Jun was getting impatient and smiled at the thought of his honesty. He led him slowly to the bed making him lie down on his back. His black silk hair had spread around his face making him in Nino’s eyes even more beautiful. Jun’s eyes portrayed the anticipation and the lust he kept inside of him for the person before him. Something that Nino could clearly see and made his blood boil.
He started unbuttoning Jun’s shirt revealing gradually the white, marble like skin. Impatience was building in him but he had to endure it; he had to enjoy this moment as much as possible.
Jun got freed from the shirt, followed by the clothes covering his lower part of body. He was now lying down stark naked watching Nino also getting rid of his clothes. Minutes later he felt the other’s body weight as he climbed on top of him stroking lightly his hair.
“You’re more beautiful that I could ever imagine Jun…” Nino whispered in his ear causing shivers down Jun’s spine.
He felt Nino’s hot breath on his neck area and then kisses. They were butterfly kisses that gradually turned to passionate ones. He felt the atmosphere suddenly become hotter, as Nino sucked and licked his skin in the most eager way. He felt his lips on his nipples; move that made him gasp. He could have never guessed there were so many different sensations…
Nino continued his wet journey to the south reaching the craving for attention hot member. He looked up at his lover who was already panting with a slight shade of red on his cheeks and his eyes tightly closed. He looked totally surrendered and to Nino that image couldn’t get prettier. With no second thought he took it in his mouth desiring to make his lover feel as good as possible. Jun gasped surprised to feel this hotness around his hardness. Only moans could leave his throat as he was brought step by step closer to the end. Soon, his hands found his lover’s head as the latter worked with both his tongue and hands. It didn’t take more than a few minutes of hard sucking to feel his body tremble and his back arch while sending his hot semen deep down Nino’s throat.
Nino came closer to Jun’s face that still seemed to have difficulty to breathe normally and kissed him, making him taste his self.
“Please… hurry up… I want to feel you…” Jun said looking deeply in Nino’s eyes.
The latter said nothing in return, he just took from the drawer something that looked like a small bottle and came back to Jun. He kissed him gently on his forehead. “You should know that it might hurt, since it’s your first time but I will try to make it as pleasant as possible…” Jun just smiled. “I love you and that can make me stronger than any pain… please… Kazunari… hurry up… I- I want to feel you inside of me… please…”
Nino said nothing else. He opened the bottle and took some of the liquid on his fingers. “Lie down baby and spread your legs as far as possible” Jun did as he was told with his eyes fixed on his lover. He felt a finger teasing his hole and then making his entrance. His body stiffened to the unfamiliar intrusion but he immediately tried to breathe deeply and relax. “That’s it baby…” he heard Nino’s reassuring sweet voice. After a while a second finger entered him, followed after a while by a third. His mind went almost blank when he felt something unprecedented that made him see stars. He moaned shamelessly every time Nino’s fingers touched that spot inside of him. It was not until moments later that his hips were moving on their own, trying desperately to find more friction.
He then felt the fingers leaving him, making him whine due to the loss. He opened his eyes and met Nino’s, in which he couldn’t distinguish but love and passion. He claimed his lips once again when he felt his lover’s member entering him. It was way bigger than the fingers and it did hurt but all he could think of was the fact that he was now becoming one with him.
At first Nino made careful moves, not wanting to injure Jun, but gradually they established a rhythm that was becoming faster and faster. Jun’s hands were roaming Nino’s back, his nails marking the smooth skin. Nino, seeing this reaction from Jun became more confident and let his own need take over, making his thrusts faster, deeper and harder.
“Jun… huh… I- I’m close… You feel so aaaahhh good…” Jun could say nothing in return he just led Nino into a messy and noisy kiss. He was feeling it again. He was close himself. “Let’s… huh… finish to- gether” was what Nino managed to say between his panting and hard thrusts as he took Jun’s member into his hand pumping it in the same rhythm of his thrusts.
Jun could only moan. He was desperately holding Nino as if there was a way to come even closer to him. His heart felt ready to explode. After a few more thrusts Jun felt trembling again spilling everything on their stomachs, followed a few seconds later by Nino who filled him up while his mouth left a soundless gasp.
Nino collapsed on Jun panting hard. After a while, he looked at his lover’s face who was smiling.
“Thank you Kazunari…” Jun whispered.
Nino took the sweaty bangs off Jun’s face and after kissing him softly on his forehead he whispered “No Jun… I thank you…”
He brought a towel to clean them up. He checked the fire and took the blanket to cover them. He pulled Jun into his embrace and caressed his cheek. “I love you Jun… I love you so much…”
“I love you too…” Jun placed his head in the crook of Nino’s neck. “Kazunari… could you tell me your story? I want to know everything about you…”
“It’s a boring one… Trust me… nothing too fascinating…” Nino replied almost in a whisper.
“You’re wrong… Please tell me…”
They spent the next two hours speaking about everything, from their darkest part of their respective lives to the silliest things that had happened to them. It seemed as if the time had stopped and all that mattered was them.
Suddenly Jun sighed. “I wish tomorrow never came…” Nino’s heart clenched as he could guess what was going on but said nothing.
“You know… tomorrow arrives Camui-sama with his relatives. My father informed me that the wedding ceremony will take place immediately and that afterwards I’ll find myself on a ship with Europe as its destination…I wish I’d never get married tomorrow…” Jun couldn’t control a few tears from running down his cheeks. It was hurting him too much.
“Then don’t… come with me… I have only three more performances but I can cancel them. I won’t sign any other prolongation… we can leave together…” Nino said out of the blue.
Jun turned around to see his lover in the eyes. “I have promised… If… If I refuse now other people will suffer… I can’t be that selfish…”
Nino smiled warmly and caressed Jun’s hair. “No one said that you have to break your promise to your father and that filthy aristocrat… I can speak to Sakurai Sho… he will understand…”
Jun’s expression showed his confusion. “How can I be with you and in the same time not breaking my promise…?”
Nino laughed. “You forget who I am baby?! I’m the one and only Ninomiya Kazunari… the illusionist… Perhaps tomorrow I’ll do an extra performance to your father as a gift out of gratitude for being the reason to have found you…”
“I don’t understand…” Jun whined but his eyes were full of hope.
“First of all you have to go back to your house…”
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“Camui-sama it’s such an honor!” Matsumoto welcomed Camui’s relatives. Everything was ready and Jun was surprisingly calm. He must have finally realized this is his only option…
The time of the ceremony had come; as guests there were all the important people of Edo and a few of Kyoto. Camui Gakuto was already there standing in front of the priest. Jun walked slowly towards him and stood by his side. His face was emotionless. But that didn’t seem to trouble Camui. He was more than happy that he could have his way with that boy in front of him anyway.
Suddenly a loud pop could be heard. Everyone screamed… for a few minutes chaos was spread among everyone but as it started it finished. Everything looked at its place.
“Jun, are you alright?” It was Camui. The boy in front of him was just looking at him in the eyes, making him realize he was fine. “Please let us continue this ceremony…” he was getting impatient. He wanted to take him and leave that place at once. Japan always suffocated him.
At last, the ceremony had finished and he was already on board along with his husband. He could hear the sound of the waves hitting the ship as it was heading to the open sea. He walked to the room designated for them. As he was opening the door, a wide smirk had created on his lips. Finally… my little whore… it’s time…
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“I kind of… I feel sad that we’re leaving Edo…” Masaki pouted. “It was such a beautiful city!”
“The city was beautiful or Matsumoto’s guard… Sakurai Sho?” was the comment that slipped Satoshi’s lips making Masaki blush tomato red.
“Stop making fun of me!” the latter whined a landed a quite harsh kick on Satoshi’s leg next to him.
“You like him admit it… I caught you so many times daydreaming about him…” Satoshi continued playfully not intending to lose to Masaki.
“And what if I am?! How does that, involve you?!” Masaki said in a loud tone while crossing his hands in front of his chest and looking at Satoshi frowned.
“Gentlemen, I’d prefer it if you stayed still and kept your voices low. It’s a long journey ahead of us and the road is quite difficult.” It was the voice of the third man in the carriage that was sitting across them.
They hadn’t been able to take a clear glance of him. This time Nino had made them take a different carriage, so the only available was that one which happened to already have another traveler. The stranger took off his hat and made eye contact with both of them for the first time. “Don’t make it even harder!”
Masaki and Satoshi were dumbfounded. The man continued. “I’ll be joining you… so from now on please take care of me…”
After moments of silence, Satoshi managed to clear his throat and bowed. “No… Sa- Sakurai-san… please, take care of us…”
Masaki was speechless. Have I just confessed in front of him?! He couldn’t feel more embarrassed. When he saw Sho smiling at him, he immediately turned his gaze outside.
“You know… Aiba-san… You look really cute when you blush like that…” Masaki gasped at the hearing of this and turned once again to look at him. Could it be that…?!
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“I can’t believe I’m here in your arms Kazunari…” Jun said as the carriage was leading them north to Yezo. His body was curled up, buried in Nino’s arms.
Nino smiled and pecked Jun’s head. “I told you that everything would be fine…”
“But…” Jun sounded hesitant. “But what will happen when Camui-sama realizes that there’s no me on that ship?!”
Nino laughed. “There’s no way to contact your father… and even when he does find one, months later, he can’t prove anything. There were so many witnesses seeing you boarding along with him… Trust me… everything will be fine my love… no one can separate us now…” he pulled his lover into a kiss that left the other breathless.
Jun placed his head on Nino’s chest. “I still find it hard to believe that Sho accepted to help you and even follow us…”
“Well I had told you not to worry about it, hadn’t I? I knew that Sakurai-san would help us… we had cleared things up…”
Jun looked up at Nino confused. “When did that happen? And why didn’t you tell me anything?!”
“Because that was between me and him...” Nino caressed softly Jun’s cheek. “Now what matters is that I can hold you in my arms…”
Jun smiled. “I knew that everyone has his special one… I’m grateful I’ve found mine…”
Nino frowned a bit surprised but before he could say anything he was hushed by Jun’s lips over his. “I love you…” Jun said once he broke it.
“I love you too…” Nino said in reply and claimed his lover’s lips once again, this time in a more demanding way.
They would be travelling for months, facing a lot of difficulties. But that didn’t seem to concern them at all; all that mattered was that they would remain like that forever.
THE END
A.N. Ma chérie voilà ton cadeau... j'espère vraiment que tu le trouves agréable... Désolée de le poster tant tardivement, mais j'avais pas du temps! Je sais que c'est un peu trop longue. :P Par conséquent, je devais le faire en deux parties... Encore une fois, joyeux anniversaire!!! Un gros bisou pour toi!!! <3
For those who might have gotten confused Edo is the former name of Tokyo and Yezo the former one of Sapporo. Also... it's one of my first times writing NC-17 >< I just hope it didn't turn out ridiculous... I tried to keep it 'romantic'...
I hope you enjoyed it! Comments are always <3!
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merciiiiiiiiiii j'ai adoré ce one shot, c'était trop mignon même si j'ai détesté Gackt dedans TT quel salop, il a même failli violer Jun TT heureusement que nino était là :) pauvre jun qui est si gentil et innocent, il ne méritait pas d'avoir un père aussi horrible qu'hiroki TT j'aime beaucoup le passage où sho vient parler à nino et que notre kazu dit qu'il aime jun ;w; j'aime l'idée de nino en illusionniste, c'est original et en plus, ça lui va bien :) merci beaucoup pour ce cadeau, j'ai adoré <3
je pensais que tu ferais du sakumoto, donc j'ai été très surprise xD mais c'était une très bonne surprise, peu de gens aiment le matsumiya alors que c'est un des pairings préférés au japon, il faut soutenir le matsumiya :)
merci encore ma chérie pour ce beau one shot <3<3<3<3<3 et ta scène de NC-17 était très bien faite, ne t'inquiète pas, je l'ai beaucoup aimé :)
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Ohhhhh.... je suis très très heureuse que tu l'as trouvé mignon! :) Et oui je sais... Gackt fut vraiment horrible mais heureusement Nino était là!
Jun est l'exact opposé de son père... mais c'est pourquoi il a un ami si fidèle comme Sho.
Oui... Nino était honnête avec ses sentiments!
Soulagée que tu aimes l'idée de Nino comme illusionniste. :) Pour dire la vérité, je n'étais pas sûre si c'était bien ou non! :P
Au début, j'avais commencé à écrire un Sakumoto parce que je pensais que ça était ton pairing préféré mais quand tu m'avais dit que tu préférais Matsumiya l'idée d'illusionniste fut née dans ma tête! ;) Moi, je préfère Jun avec Nino! :) j'aime pas Sakumoto beaucoup... >< alors il était plus facile pour moi de l'écrire enfin!!! XDDDD
En ce qui concerne la scène NC-17 je peux dire seulement ça: uuuufffff! XDDD
Merci de l'avoir lu ma chérie! <3
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merci pour ce beau cadeau <3
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Thanks for reading and commenting!
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p.s. You've made me really really happy that you read so many of my stories and also take the time and comment! You're really sweet! <333
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p/s:I still can't decide whether to read Mr and Mrs Ohmiya because of the Sakuraiba/Sakumoto tag.. should i read the epilogue to decide..haha..(i really don't mind spoiler..yeah..i hate surprise that break my heart..XD)
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Mr and Mrs Ohmiya is basically crazy/horny Ohmiya! lol If you don't like them don't read it. Perhaps you'd like Part 11 which is Sakuraiba! ;)
Personally I love Sakuraiba AND Ohmiya! :)
I don't mind that dear! ^^ It's enough that you read so much of my work!!! I appreciate your comments too!!!! <3
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Innocent and vulnerable Jun is one of my major weaknesses and when you put it together with a strong and confident Nino I am completely lost. I don't know why Nino is so often portrayed as weak when I see him as having a will of iron in a small body.
The side touch of Sakuraiba was sweet. Such different people but I think they will get along together just fine.
Thanks for perfect breakfast reading. 💖 I will be happy for the rest of the day now.
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You can't imagine how happy you've made me! ^^ I find that my ultimate disaster but somehow I love the story! xD It's one of my first attempts of writing so I think that it did lack at some points but that's inevitable I guess... :P
I believe that behind this 'MJ' face, Jun is very sensitive and vulnerable!
As for Nino perhaps because of his looks? I think that he's one of the cleverest and strongest people out there!
Sakuraiba... yes! ^^" I couldn't avoid them! xDD
I'm really glad that you dropped by and even left a comment! <3