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Title: Unfaithful
Author: Andy-chan (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
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Author: Andy-chan (
antimiya88)Pairings: Sakuraiba / Junba
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama (slight), Angst (slight)
Rating: R
Summary: Aiba Masaki and Sakurai Sho are together for many years despite their differences in terms of character and hobbies. They live together but in the last years grow apart due to the fact that Sho works more and more hours. Masaki loves him but can't help but feel lonely. One day, he meets at work Matsumoto Jun who doesn't hesitate to openly flirt with him. Masaki clears things up though telling him that they can only be friends. They have many things in common and the more time they spend together, the more Masaki starts finding his smile back. Could it be that this be the solution or the key to an even more complicated life with dead-ends?
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the boys, unfortunately.
Part 1
Sho opened the door of his apartment as quietly as he could. He took off his shoes and coat and walked towards the kitchen where a carefully covered plate was waiting for him.
Just heat it for 2 minutes...
I made your favorite… hope you’ll like it…
Masaki
He gulped as he felt guilt building up in him once again. The apartment was pitch dark and silent; the only sound that could be heard was that of the clock in the kitchen. It was already 1 am. You managed to disappoint him once again Sho… congratulations…
After having taken a quick bath and eaten dinner, he entered his bedroom where he found his lover sleeping peacefully. Sho bit his lower lip trying to suppress his urge to cry and covered himself with the blankets. His hand, trembling found Masaki’s soft hair, caressing it feather-like.
“It was perfect Masaki…” Sho whispered “I’m sorry for being late… baby…”
“It’s your work Sho-chan…” Masaki spoke softly opening his eyes.
Sho gasped at the hearing of his lover’s voice. “Did I wake you up?” he asked whispering.
Masaki smiled, raising his hand to caress Sho’s right cheek. “I heard you coming…”
Sho sighed. “I was ready to leave when that bastard remembered that there was a presentation that’s supposed to be shown tomorrow… I’m so sorry…”
“Sho-chan… I have told you that I-”
“I love you Masaki…” Sho cut him before being able to finish his words.
Masaki smiled. “I love you too Sho… you know that… but let’s sleep now… it’s already late…”
Sho leaned closer and pecked Masaki’s lips before wrapping his hands around him, making sure he was breathing in his scent. Soon, only small puffs could be heard in the room, indicating that he was already sleeping deeply. Masaki turned around and looked at his lover’s face, a bitter smile forming on his lips. I love you but… I miss you… I feel… I feel as if I’m living on my own… I feel lonely Sho… too lonely…
---
“This is it!” Sho exclaimed happily, his face red due to shyness and pride.
Masaki was left with his mouth agape. He was standing in front of a quite luxurious block of flats in one of the best neighborhoods in the heart of Tokyo. He wasn’t poor but certainly not so rich to be able to live in such a place.
“Don’t… don’t you like it?” Sho’s concerned voice reached his ears, making him wake up from his thoughts.
“Eh?! Ah… No! I love it… I was just taken by surprise… Us living together in such place… I can’t believe it…”
“You deserve even more…” Sho whispered close to his ear and pecked his cheek softly.
“I love you Sho-chan…” Masaki mumbled and hugged his lover tightly in order to hide his blush.
Sho chuckled but hugged him back. “I love you too”
***
“What are you doing this early?”
Masaki turned around and saw Sho leaning against the kitchen’s door with messy bed hair and his pajama pants being uneven. He turned off the cook-top and headed to the other.
“I wanted to make you breakfast… This is our first morning living together…” he mumbled ruffling his hair.
Sho smirked, his hands wrapping around Masaki’s waist. “The truth is I’m thirsty…”
Masaki leaned closer and kissed Sho on the lips. “There’s coffee and orange juice…”
“No…” Sho shook his head before grabbing Masaki by his hips, lifting him up in the air. “The one that I’m thirsty for is right here… in my arms…” and with that crushed their lips together, leading Masaki back to their bedroom.
***
“So now you will have to work more?” Masaki asked pouting.
“A few more hours… That’s true but that won’t change anything… I will always find time for you… and with the extra money we will be able to go to New York… It was your dream…”
Masaki pouted. “My biggest dream Sho is to be you… not New York… I don’t want us to end up like those couples who don’t see each other due to work… I prefer having you here next to me, watching movies, eating popcorn… drinking wine… going for walks in the park…”
“I promise you nothing will change… I will just be coming back home two hours later… We could live with that, right? I just want to offer you what you deserve baby… You’ll see nothing is going to change! I promise you!”
Masaki sighed and hugged Sho, his head resting in the crook of his lover’s neck. “I hope so too, Sho… I hope so too…”
***
“Welcome home Sho-chan!” Masaki welcomed his lover happily at the door.
“Masaki…” Sho whispered wearily as he stepped inside their apartment, not leaning closer to peck his lips as he always did.
It was two months since he had started working as floor manager and the tiredness had shown its first signs. Trying to sound as positive as possible, once he was in their bedroom, he started taking off his clothes. He knew that a hot bath could make him feel better. As Sho was ready to head to the bathroom, Masaki stood in front of him, grinning.
“Do you see anything different?” he asked impatience and excitement being recognizable in his voice.
Sho knew his lover was impatient by nature but having dealt for 10 hours with his boss had given him such a headache that couldn’t comprehend a thing. He tried to guess what Masaki was talking about but in his state he couldn’t distinguish anything different. Frowning, he pecked Masaki’s lips and passed him by.
“Let me have a hot bath first baby… I’m so tired… We’ll talk afterwards…” he mumbled his tone being flat.
Masaki bit his lower lip, lowering his head. “I’m so stupid sometimes Sho-chan… I’m sorry…” the last words were barely heard.
Sho sighed and wrapped his hands around his lover’s shoulders. “You’re not stupid… Masaki… please don’t say such things… I’m just tired… Let me take a quick shower… I’m sure it will chase that persisting headache of mine away and then I’m all yours… ok?”
Masaki nodded, trying to smile. “Of course Sho-chan…”
Sho pecked Masaki’s cheek and got out of the room, letting the latter alone. ‘I wish we were in our old apartment… it was consisting of only one room but…’ he bit his lower lip, trying to not start crying ‘…but that old Sho would immediately notice my new haircut… would always make sure he would kiss me passionately the moment he’d step in the apartment… would always make sure I was his priority over anything…’
Sighing, he took Sho’s clothes that were left scattered on the bed, to put them back in the closet. “I just want you, Sho… I just want you…” he mumbled with a trembling voice.
---
Two more years had gone by and Masaki was used to his new daily life with Sho… or more correctly without Sho… The routine was too monotonous but he didn’t want to admit that there was a problem. He knew that Sho loved him with all his heart. He would always wrap his arms around him whenever he came back home late… he would always peck his lips whispering how much he loves him when he was waking up too early in the morning.
He could see the tiredness in his lover’s eyes and he never doubted him that he didn’t love him truly but he couldn’t understand why Sho would have to push himself so much. Despite the times they had argued about it Sho would never change his mind. Masaki knew he was too stubborn and proud to declare his defeat and the fact that he already knew about it was only making things end up in a vicious circle.
…………………………………….
“I want the other lens Aiba-kun! Hurry up!” Masaki’s boss said abruptly. He was always like that but Masaki knew he wasn’t a bad person. Working as the assistant of one of the best photographers in Japan wasn’t a small thing.
“Here…” Masaki said leaving the larger lens on the small round table.
“Good… go to the dressing room. The model must be ready…”
“Of course…” he mumbled and headed fast to find the model. That day’s photo shoot was inspired by the 40s – American style.
Masaki knocked discreetly on the door. “Enter!” a voice was heard from inside. The door was opened, revealing one of the most beautiful men Masaki had ever met in his life. He wasn’t too tall, around his height, but his facial characteristics were intense; full lips, a few moles that decorated smoothly his cream white skin with two beautiful eyes, decorated by perfectly shaped yet powerful eyebrows.
“I didn’t know I wouldn’t be on my own today…” he said frowning. “I guess I was wrong…”
Masaki looked at him confused. “You are on your own today…” he looked fast at his papers to find the model’s name “Matsumoto-san… I just came to tell you that we are ready to start…”
The model, who wore a dark beige gabardine over his dark grey suit, came closer, his eyes scanning Masaki from head to toe. “You want to tell me that you’re not a model?!”
“I… what?!” Masaki asked feeling his cheeks getting hotter. “No…” he shook fast his head “… I’m not… I’m Aiba, Yokoyama-san’s assistant…”
“Pity…” the model said once he was standing right in front of him. “I’d be gladly sharing today’s photo shoot with someone as beautiful as you…” he continued in a lower tone and winked at him before stepping out of the dressing room.
Masaki was left astonished. It had been several years since he was flirted and what is more in such a direct way… even if he wasn’t interested, he couldn’t help but feel flattered. At least, it made me feel more reassured… he thought as he followed him trying to clear up his mind. I haven’t heard any compliment in years…
***
“That’s it! We’re done!”The photographer said announcing that the photo shoot was done.
“Good work today, Matsumoto-san!” Masaki said smiling as he bowed.
“Please… call me Jun…” the model said, smiling as he gave the gabardine to one of the stylists.
“Jun-san…” Masaki repeated.
“Do you have to leave immediately?”
“I… can’t leave yet… I have to work on your photos first… but-” Masaki shrugged.
“Ah… ok then! I’ll wait!” Jun said grinning and headed back to the dressing room to change back into his clothes.
Masaki started working on the pc, feeling his heart beating faster. He could tell how the other was looking at him even during the photo shoot, his glazes on him were sending the message clearly and Masaki knew that he had to stop him... yet he couldn’t help but feel somehow happy… looking at him… listening to those words… even if it wasn’t Sho the one saying them. Despite Sho’s love, during the past few years he wouldn’t hear sweet words… or feel small moves of affection… something that had started making him doubt his own self. Could it be that he was the one who played a role for Sho’s indifference towards him? But then again he knew he shouldn’t even think such things… when Sho was trying his best to make his dream come true. Why does it have to be this complicated? Why? he asked himself without being able to answer.
He was lost in his thoughts when he felt a pat on his shoulders, startling him. “Aren’t you finished yet?”
Masaki looked above his shoulder. Jun was dressed casually in a pair of jeans, a sweatshirt and athletic shoes, but even like that he looked astounding. He was left staring at him having forgotten where he was and most importantly that he shouldn’t do so in the first place.
Jun leaned closer to the other, noticing the intense gaze upon him, smirking. “I didn’t know I looked this good in such clothes…”
Masaki gasped, realizing what he was doing. “I… I didn’t-”
“Do you want to go and grab a coffee? I desperately need some caffeine at the moment…” Jun said, cutting him off, not giving Masaki the chance to finish his words.
Masaki lowered his head. “I… I can’t…” his voice was low, its tone almost apologizing.
Jun chuckled as he brushed his hand through his hair. “I knew that a beauty like you would already be taken… such pity… can you tell me your first name at least, Aiba-san? I would like to know it… if it is ok with you of course…”
Masaki hesitated for a couple of seconds before muttering his name rather reluctantly.
“Masaki…” Jun repeated. “As I thought… so beautiful… exactly like you…”
Masaki was ready to reply when he heard his phone buzzing. His eyes lit up when he saw the caller’s id.
“Sho-chan?” he spoke smiling widely.
“Masaki…” Sho was heard from the other end of the line and from the hesitation in his lover’s voice, Masaki’s smile faded away. “I know… I know that I had promised you to have dinner together tonight… I explained to that bastard that it was important for me to leave but he wouldn’t listen anything…”
Masaki closed his eyes and took a deep breath. “You can’t make it…” he whispered before being able to stop himself; disappointment being drawn to his voice.
“Baby… I’m so sorry… I will ask for vacation leave… I haven’t had any in three years… I promise you…. We’ll celebrate our anniversary as we should… There’s no way on Earth that I won’t spend precious time with the one I love the most… I love you my angel…”
Masaki smiled at the hearing of the last words. He knew better than anyone that Sho did love him but he couldn’t suppress the feeling of being left alone… more and more.
“I love you too…” the reply came almost as a whisper.
“He’s already calling me back… Look I’ll buy the best wine and when I’ll come home we will celebrate! Ok?”
“Don’t worry, Sho… concentrate on your work…”
“Again I’m sorry Masaki… Love you…”
The call was ended and Masaki was left staring blankly on the floor for several seconds before sighing.
“Bye bye Masaki-san…”
Jun’s voice made Masaki look at him. I want to clear up my mind… but then I shouldn’t… but why? It’s only one coffee… I don’t want to stay alone… no… not today…
“Matsumoto-san…?” he asked the model when he saw the latter walking away from him.
“Yes?” Jun asked, turning around slowly.
“Is the invitation for the coffee still on? It seems that I’m free… and… I guess I need some caffeine as well…”
Jun’s face was delighted immediately. “Of course… Masak-”
“But only as friends… please…” Masaki insisted, making Jun sighing.
“As whatever you want… Masaki-san…”
***
“You should laugh more… you’re even more beautiful that way…” Jun said out of the blue as they were enjoying their coffees at the small café three corners away from the studio, making Masaki blush against his will.
“Matsumoto-san…” he mumbled not being able to finish his words. He didn’t know what he was supposed to say anyway… a part of him wanted Jun to stop and another part of him, small but still present, wanted the other to keep on with these beautiful words.
“It was a simple statement Masaki-san… but I’m Jun… I told you…”
“But…”
“You are an interesting person… Masaki-san… You must have figured it already out that I would like us to be more than friends but since we can’t, I guess that I could stick with that… I’ve never met a person in my life before that could make me smile like that…” Jun said smiling widely.
Masaki only nodded and sipped some of the hot coffee he was holding between his hands. He had caught the other staring at him all the time and for some weird reason he didn’t find it annoying. It was actually nice to feel that someone did pay attention to him when he was talking.
It wasn’t that he accused Sho for anything. He knew the other was making all the efforts to be like he used to be… he knew that, after having worked for so many hours straight, it would be logical to fall asleep on the couch while he was talking about a his boss’ new project or the decorations he wanted for this year’s Christmas… he knew… but it still hurt…
“Do you want us to order a sweet perhaps… or?” Jun asked casually, as if his hand wasn’t touching Masaki’s.
Masaki pulled his discreetly. “I think we should go Jun-san… It’s already late…”
Jun sighed but made a nod to the waiter. “But I truly mean it Masaki-san… I would like us to be friends…”
Soon, they were walking next to each other, Masaki making sure he was keeping some distance between them.
“Takoyaki!” Jun exclaimed happily, pointing at one street vendor a few meters ahead of them. “C’mon…” he grabbed Masaki’s hand leading him there. “My treat!”
……………………………………..
Masaki was looking at his phone screen.
From: Matsumoto Jun
It’s my birthday in a week
I’ll have some friends come over next Saturday.
If you want you may pass by…
You can see my address in the attachment!
I’ll be happy to see you! ;)
Jun
“Baby…” Sho’s voice heard from the living room. “Aren’t you changed yet?”
Masaki looked at his idol in the mirror to realize that he was still wearing his home sweatpants and T-shirt. He was supposed to get ready because Sho had made a reservation in his favorite restaurant but Jun’s message had made him freeze. It had been a while since he could go out for dinner with his boyfriend yet his mind was a mess. He could feel the excitement running through his veins every time his phone vibrated because he had received a message from Jun and he hated it; he hated it because once again he was a mess.
It had already been six months since he had met the model for the first time and they would meet up for a coffee or sometimes even lunch. Jun continued to flirt with him but he would always keep the pretexts. A tiny voice in Masaki’s head was telling him that he had to stop meeting up with the model… it would only bring trouble but he couldn’t. He didn’t know why but he gradually started looking forward to his meetings with Jun.
The model proved to have a good sense of humor and with a great interest in photography as well. Masaki cold discuss with him over art and things that usually Sho was bored with, even if he always pretended that he was interested. As months went on, whenever there was an interesting exhibition he would go with Jun and afterwards they would discuss about it for hours. It was as if he had found a way to not feel lonely anymore… as another part of him had found its companion… completing him in a way he’d never guessed.
Despite all that… he had never told Sho about Jun… Jun was just a friend… he had cleared it up to him so many times… but still he didn’t want to mention him to Sho. He didn’t know why… or perhaps he knew but he still didn’t want to admit it to even to himself.
“Masaki… we will be late…” Sho said as he came into the bedroom startling Masaki who still kept his phone in hand. “Who was it?” his boyfriend asked curiously.
“A colleague from work…” Masaki mumbled not daring to look at Sho’s eyes at the moment. “He just reminded me something…” he continued in the same tone before standing up and taking off his T-shirt. “I’ll be ready in five minutes and then we can go!”
Sho got out of the bedroom and sat at the corner of their sofa in the living room. He bit his lower lip as his mind was working like crazy trying to analyze what had just happened. He could sense the uneasiness in Masaki’s reaction but tried to suppress his crazy, as he named them, thoughts. He couldn’t know if Masaki remained more hours out than before or if he had made new friends and met up with them as he would always be at work. Masaki would never betray me like that… Never…
He saw him entering the living room, dressed up in his dark blue jeans and the white shirt that Sho had bought him as a present a couple of months ago and he couldn’t help but feel guilty. His lover was so beautiful but when was the last time he had actually said it to him? Without breaking his eye contact he went closer to the other who seemed to feel a bit uneasy under Sho’s intense gaze.
“Sho…” Masaki mumbled but stopped when he felt his lover’s arms wrapping tightly around his waist bringing their bodies close.
“You’re so beautiful baby…” Sho said in an almost raw voice that sent shivers down Masaki’s spine.
Masaki couldn’t remember when it was the last time that he had heard him saying such words and especially looking at him longingly like he did at the moment. His heart started racing up in his chest as Sho’s right hand came to trace feather-like from his cheek to his neck. “So beautiful…”
“Sho…” he said, lust building up inside him. It had been so many months since he had felt the other’s touch and his body as craving for affection… love… he brought his hands around Sho’s neck and leaned close to his ear. “Make love to me…”
Sho gasped. “We have made this reservation and we…” he couldn’t continue as he felt the way his lover’s lips were touching his skin close to his ear, moving closer to his lips.
“I want you Sho…” Masaki said hoarsely looking deep in Sho’s eyes. “I want you so much…”
“Masaki…” Sho whispered and without letting any more minutes pass, he crushed their lips together almost painfully, as his hands tried in a desperate way to help Masaki out of his clothes.
Soon, they were on their bed, naked their legs intertwined, moving around as they were desperately trying to remember… remember how it is to breathe in each other’s scent… taste… feel… It felt so right that made them both wonder why they had grown apart like that. Hours had passed and the breathy moans… gasps… were continuing to fill the air making them even more insatiable. It was only when their bodies protested that they stopped, feeling exhausted and fulfilled in the same time.
“I can’t remember when it was the last time that happened…” Masaki whispered, buried in Sho’s arms as he was.
“I can’t remember either…” Sho replied his head turned the other way. “Masaki…”
“I love you…” Masaki said pecking his lover’s lips.
Sho tightened his grip around him. “I… Masaki… can I ask you something?”
“Of course…” Masaki mumbled, noticing that Sho didn’t say ‘I love you too’ back at him.
“I feel that you keep something from me… like… a secret… Should I feel worried?” Sho whispered trying to seek the truth.
Masaki’s body involuntarily stiffened as he heard Sho’s words. The other was looking intensively at him, making him feel naked in the worst way possible… he had wanted to open his heart and tell him everything… his thoughts… his hopes… his fears… his doubts… but Sho’s clear accusation made him hush. He had never done anything wrong… Sho was the one who would always be away… late… indifferent towards him… and yet now he was the one asked this question… when he should have made it to Sho since years ago… yet he never said anything.
“Sho… I just realized that there was no point of bemusing you with my affairs… I mean… you never were able to cope with them completely and when you’re this tired because of work it would only worsen your headaches…” Masaki said and freed himself from Sho’s arms, standing up from the bed. “I’ll have a quick bath…”
He stepped into the shower booth letting hot water fall on his face. You finally show me that you’re still here with me… I feel as if all the things were like before and yet you spoil the moment by accusing me of having secrets as if I have done anything wrong yet you didn’t apologize to me… as if everything you are doing is right, Sho… and still I love you so much… so much…
Sho punched the mattress mad; mad with himself and with Masaki. From the way he felt Masaki responding to him and the way he chanted his name like a mantra he knew that he loved him and that he hadn’t betray him in any way. Yet… he couldn’t hold himself back. He knew that his voice was bitter but he couldn’t help it… he felt he was losing his lover and he couldn’t control himself. Sho… admit it… you are the one at fault…
…………………………………………………
Jun couldn’t believe his eyes when he opened the door of his apartment and Masaki was standing out with a bottle of wine in his hands.
“Masaki-kun… My birthday is in six days…”
“I know… I just needed a friend…” his voice almost cracked and Jun quickly made way for Masaki to come in.
It was obvious that the other was having issues with his lover, making Jun wish that he was the one… he couldn’t understand how that man would be so ungrateful. He had such a magnificent person by his side and instead of making him smile, he always caused him pain. And what confused Jun more was that Masaki actually loved his boyfriend… even if he had caught Masaki’s eyes sparkling dangerously when he was close to him. Jun was sure he loved this person and, even if it sounded ridiculous in his ears, he dared to say that Masaki loved him as well; a tiny bit… but he did… he actually did.
***
“You see?” Masaki said in a trembling voice once he finished his second glass. “He didn’t even call to tell me he will be late… but I guess I don’t need it anymore… I’m used to it… living on my own! But I never complained about anything… because he’s doing it for me… so that I can go to New York for photography… I know that he loves me… even if he doesn’t say it that much nowadays… I know…” Masaki sighed as he refilled his glass.
“And I couldn’t believe it yesterday… he called me beautiful… like we always used to… he made love to me passionately… I was happy you know… feeling that my Sho-chan was really there for me… Yet…” Masaki sniffed a bit as tears started filling up his eyes. “He accused me of keeping secrets… of me being the one that ruins our relationship… me… who hasn’t complained…. I was the one that was supposed to accuse him yet I never did… and there he is…”
“Masaki… tell me something… have you told him about me?” Masaki looked at him bewildered. Jun smiled though continuing. “Don’t look at me like that… and answer me…”
“I…”
“You haven’t… Masaki… I’m sure you haven’t… but… have you asked yourself why?”
Masaki frowned. “You are accusing me too?” he tried to stand up but his legs, numb, betrayed him, causing him to fall back on the sofa.
“No… I’m just stating a fact… You haven’t told your boyfriend about meting up with me… Why? Have you ever questioned yourself? We are just friends…”
“Of course we are!”
“Then why?” Jun insisted, making Masaki frown as he tried desperately to find an answer.
“I… I don’t know…”
“You do… that’s why you came here…”
“What?”
“You have fallen in love with me… no matter how much you try to convince yourself for the opposite… That’s why you’re this upset… that’s why you needed to see me… to convince yourself once again…”
“You’re speaking nonsense Jun… and I’m sorry I came here to bother you… It seems you’re not the friend I thought you were…”
For a few seconds complete silence filled the room. They were staring at each other’s eyes not being able to utter a single word, when Jun, eventually, grabbed Masaki’s shoulders leaning closer to him. “Stop lying to yourself Masaki…”
“No! I told you! You stop saying nonse-” Masaki couldn’t finish his words as he felt Jun’s hot lips claiming his. His mind went blank as he felt his heart beating like crazy against his ribs. Hotness spread across his body as the kiss deepened even more. His hands were ready to wrap around Jun’s neck when he realized what he was doing and pushed with all his might Jun away.
“How did you dare kissing me?”
“The same way you kissed me back?” Jun said without breaking their eye contact.
“This was a mistake… I have Sho and I love him…” Masaki whispered as he quickly headed to the door putting on his shoes.
He was ready to open the door when he felt Jun’s arms around his waist and his chin leaning on his left shoulder. “I know you do… as I know that you love me too… All I’m asking you is to have you… even if I have to share you with him… I love you Masaki…”
“Jun…” Masaki said in a whispering tone as he pulled the other’s hands off him.
“I will be waiting for you on my birthday party, Masaki…” Masaki heard Jun saying to him as he closed the door behind him.
He reached the elevator and looked at his idol in its mirror. He couldn’t believe what had just happened but what made him even more scared was the fact that he knew… he would come to Jun’s party… his lips had felt right… differently right from Sho’s ones but still… right...
Why? he asked himself as he walked out of the building, letting the wind hit on his face. Why?
TO BE CONTINUED…
A.N. Sooo minna this is a 2-part fic, inspired, as you could probably tell, by Rihanna's 'Unfaithful'! ^_^ I know that it might not be so much likeable since it's both Sakuraiba & Junba but I wanted to write it for months now... :P
Sho seems to be too focused on himself and Masaki decides not to open up and tell his worries to him. He lets Jun come closer even if he can tell from the very start that he might be 'dangerous' to him. We'll see in the next part what happens next... Complicated right?! XP
Next part will be posted in a week from now! ;D
Also... I would like to wish you all Happy New Year! May 2016 be full of happiness, piece and bring to all of you what you want the most in your lives!!! Love you!!! ^_^
I really hope you enjoyed it and as always your comments are <333!!!
See you! ^_^
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