14 February 2016 @ 01:00 pm
Ai no Honoo (Part 10)  
Title: Ai no Honoo
Author: Andy-chan ([livejournal.com profile] antimiya88)
Pairings: Ohmiya, Sakuraiba (both main pairings)
Genre: Historical AU, Romance, Drama, Angst (slight)
Rating: R - NC17(-ish)
Summary: Ninomiya Kazunari is a former courtesan, chosen to enter the Emperor's Ooku. There, he meets different people: The Emperor's favorite, Aiba Masaki who, at first glance, seems cheerful and perfectly adjusted to his life there, but proves to be someone with important secrets. He also meets Ohno Satoshi, Ooku's main guard who despises the concept of the Ooku and looks down at its members - particularly the male ones. Nino thinks that the best would be to stay away from him as much as possible. He knows his position well, even if he hates it.The only thing that keeps him strong is a memory...
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the boys, unfortunately.









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Part 10



Nino tried to ease his heartbeat as he applied a few drops of perfume on his neck. He was already dressed in the best kimono he had ever worn in his life. It was made of pure silk and the obi was decorated with small, round rocks… probably of high value. The colors were light… resembling those of a rainbow.

“Don’t feel nervous…” Jun was heard from behind. “The Emperor would not choose you if he felt that you wouldn’t succeed…”

“I… I can’t help it Matsumoto-san…” Nino mumbled. It wasn’t his performance that he was nervous about… it was after that… but he couldn’t utter a single word. “I’m sorry…” he whispered lowering his head.

“You don’t have to apologize… I can tell that you’re nervous because you will spend the night with him afterwards…”

“Eh?” Nino gasped. How could he know? If he really does then…

“The Emperor is a man that gives… not only demands… You have to relax and everything will be fine…” Jun continued snapping Nino out of his thoughts.

He thinks I’ll spend the night with the Emperor… He only nodded, not trusting his voice at the moment. He looked at the older man that was putting the hairbrush he was holding back to the table in Nino’s bedroom.

“You love him…” Nino whispered before realizing his words.

Jun gasped at the hearing of Nino’s words. “What?”

“There’s this bittersweet hue in your voice whenever you speak of his Majesty… Your eyes sparkle and turn nostalgic in the same time… as if speaking of him is the most joyful and painful thing you could do…”

“Ninomiya-kun…” Jun said closing his eyes tightly. “Please… don’t speak about things you don’t understand…”

“Perhaps…” Nino replied in a tiny voice. “But… you made me feel more reassured about tonight…” he continued causing Jun to frown a bit. “Because I know that it will be fine…”

“Why do you say that?” Jun asked almost whispering. It was strange… Despite Nino’s young age and despite what he had just told the other, he felt as if the latter knew exactly what he was saying at the moment.

“No one that doesn’t deserve it, can be loved…” Nino said slowly. “And I’m sure that he will be able to acknowledge that himself as well… I’m sure he’s someone who seeks for love…”

“He seeks for it elsewhere…” Jun mumbled before he could control himself.

“Maybe… but I’m sure that if someone’s love is strong enough, it will be able to reach his receiver…” Nino replied before sighing deeply. “Because I’m sure he’s not someone to make his decisions light heartedly… You used to be his favorite in the past… I’m sure it wasn’t without a reason…”

Jun was left to look at the other. “You have to go now… You are going on your own tonight… you’re not a trainee anymore…”

Nino bowed. “Thank you for everything, Matsumoto-san”

“Good luck…” Jun replied and remained at his position as he saw the other getting out of the small house, following the two servants sent to accompany him.

“Now I can understand why Ohno Satoshi is trying his best to take you out of here so that you can be together…” he mumbled to himself. “Your love reached him…”

***

Nino walked through the garden, his hand squeezing the small bottle he kept hidden in his chest. I have to be strong… Aniki will be there… I’m not going to be alone… If we’re together everything will be- he couldn’t finish his thoughts as he caught with the corner of his eye two silhouettes at the other side of the garden.

At first, he thought they were both familiar but after looking at them more carefully, he realized he had made a mistake. Only one was familiar as for the other… from the way they were standing he could guess who that might be. Before he knew it, Nino found himself getting closer to other two, after having sent away the servants telling them that he had to ask the guard something. He was behind the trees and since the sun had already given its place to the moon he knew he remained hidden from the other two. Aniki…

***

“Come on, Satoshi… You don’t have to behave like that… I…” the other man came closer to the other “…missed you… The shogun did give me money and I knew I had power over him but…”

“Ohkura…”

“No… no… don’t call me like that… I’m Tadayoshi… your Tadayoshi… remember… remember how you always said that we were meant to be together because the endings of our names sound alike?”

“I’m not that man anymore, Ohkura... Don’t mistake things here…” Satoshi spoke as coldly as possible.

“You are…” the taller man insisted, making a few steps closer to Satoshi. “I can see it in your eyes that you are… the very same eyes that had looked at me with so much sorrow and anger back then... I will never forget them… when I woke up in the shogun’s bed… I realized, perhaps for the first time, that it wasn’t your katana that had hurt me so much but all of those mixed emotions that were reflected in your gaze…”

Satoshi turned his eyes away from the other’s ones. “You seemed pretty happy when you mocked me in front of the shogun though… I don’t forget Ohkura… and please don’t play dangerous games here…” he said in a warning tone but the other didn’t seem willing to stop his effort to convince the guard for the opposite.

“I know it… I know that I might not have the right to say those things but… not even once did I feel satisfied in his bed, Satoshi… I…” the taller man came closer so that he was now standing only a few inches apart from the guard. “I… always had to think of you… to imagine that I was giving myself to you…”

“There’s no point of telling me all of these, now…” Satoshi replied, after having closed his eyes tightly, failing to hide the slight tremble in his voice for the first time since he met with the other one. “Ohkura… please leave…”

The other seemed to notice that the more he sounded pleading and asked for Satoshi’s forgiveness the more the latter felt vulnerable. I guess I just need to try a little bit more…

“Satoshi… Do you know how many times I’ve dreamt of you?” Tadayoshi whispered, letting his fingers trace feather-like Satoshi’s arms, going upwards slowly. “…Feeling those arms wrapping around me, caressing me… worshiping me…? Feeling your hot breath on my ear… completely lost in the pleasure our bodies together… hot, covered in sweat…? And then waking up alone… I was feeling even more miserable for my life… because I knew I was the one who cause that to myself… I was the one who didn’t realize it before…”

“You came here with Yorimoto… that says it all…” Satoshi growled and turned the other way.

“Yes… because I found out that I would be able to see you again… I would go to hell, if I had to… I just needed to see you… to speak with you… to explain… to ask for your forgiveness… Satoshi, I…”

Satoshi chuckled. “Please…” he opened his eyes meeting the other’s ones that were looking straight back at his. “I’m not going to believe you, no matter what you tell me… you betrayed me… you hurt me…”

“This…” Tadayoshi stood up in front of Satoshi showing him the scar that was left on his skin from Satoshi’s katana. “This here… keeps reminding me my mistake… it haunts me every single day, Satoshi… it…” the taller man’s voice started to weaken. “It always reminded me of you…”

“How do you expect me to believe you? I’m not naïve… Do you think that I didn’t catch the irony in your voice when Yorimoto was here with you?”

“And I thought you were cleverer than that. Do you really think that I’d be able to survive if I showed him my true feelings? I… I know it might be late… but… I… love you… I really do Satoshi… I…”

Satoshi clenched his hands into fists at each side. “Stop… please…” sadness and desperation could be traced in his voice.

“I’m not asking you to love me back… I know I don’t deserve it… I… please just let me become yours… even if it’s for one night… I…” Tadayoshi bit his lower lip. “I want to take away his touches… please… All I’m asking is one night… please Satoshi… please…”

Satoshi lowered his head. “I… I can’t… You… you hurt me… deeply… I can’t remember how many nights I tried to convince myself that I shouldn’t shed a single tear for you… that you don’t deserve it… you were the only one I trusted… the only one I was looking forward to see after a day at war… knowing that your gentle smile would be there to welcome me back and make me feel warm again… yet you betrayed me… the worst way someone could have ever done… and now… now you come here… asking for forgiveness… telling me all of those things… I… I’m sorry… I can’t… Ohkura… I…”

Tadayoshi stepped forward and leaned closer, capturing Satoshi’s lips without a warning. Satoshi managed to grab him by his arms and pushed him away. “What are you…?” he asked but failed to continue as he saw the way the other was looking at him. “Don’t look at me like that… you know that I…” Satoshi’s voice was trembling as he spoke.

“Please…” Tadayoshi whispered once again. “Please, Satoshi… For tonight… I want to erase the shogun’s traces on my body… I feel dirty… please… just this one night… that’s all I’m asking…”

Satoshi seemed to fight with himself for several minutes before setting his eyes on the other man’s lips. The taller man was ready to speak again when he felt the guard’s hand brushing his hair. “I…” his voice was low… sounding almost raw… his gaze being completely blurred with the tears that had made their appearance in his eyes. “Why are you doing this to me? Why now…? Do you like it so much to torture me?”

“No… Satoshi… Make me yours just once and I swear you’ll never seen me again if that is what you want… Please…” Tadayoshi whispered straight on Satoshi’s lips. He knew the other was bringing down his walls one by one as they were talking.

“You promise you’ll vanish?” Satoshi asked suddenly out of the blue.

Tadayoshi nodded, feeling that he had succeeded into luring the older man. You were always so easy to use… Ohno Satoshi… “Yes… I promise… Just make me feel loved again… please Satoshi…”

Satoshi said nothing as a reply. He looked straight into the other’s eyes before claiming his lips the way he used to… forcefully, longingly, passionately. Tadayoshi smiled as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss. I knew you wouldn’t be a tough opponent… You always had a soft point for sadness…

***

Nino felt as if drowning, no matter how much he tried to breathe. Feeling his heart pounding like crazy he found himself running fast towards the main part of the palace. He tried to forget about what he had just witnessed in the garden. I have to keep my faith… Aniki will be there… he won’t betray me… he won’t… he loves me… he promised me… he promised me… He blinked the tears away.

He knew that the other hadn’t lied to him when he told him that he loved him… when he had made love to him… when he was holding him in his arms, kissing the top of his head gently. He took a deep breath. No matter what, tonight it was his performance… probably the most important performance of his whole life and he knew that he owed it to himself to succeed. I have faith in you… aniki…
………………………………………………..


Nino entered the room seeing everyone being at their seats. The Emperor with Masaki, Sho, the Prince, Yorimoto… He felt like throwing up once he caught the way the latter’s tongue kept brushing his lips as his eyes were roaming all over Nino’s body. He was always a shameless man and didn’t seem to have changed a bit.

His heart started beating faster once the music filled the room. Trying to chase away all his fears and doubts, he closed his eyes and focused. I won’t be alone tonight… and even if I end up like that I won’t regret a single thing… because I know that even if it was for a little bit, I managed to belong to aniki and that is the only thing that matters… There’s nothing more I could ask from my life…

With confidence he opened his eyes focusing on Yorimoto who was taken by surprise. I guess I shall let you take a small taste of the new me… bastard… Knowing well the game, he threw his hands up in the air letting the long sleeves of the kimono he was wearing follow his moves elegantly. Whenever he was turning his gaze to his audience he made sure he had his attention on him. He knew well the technique… he had made sure he remembered it the harsh way.
---

“If you want to survive in Hanabira you have to follow some rules. From the very start focus on your target of the night. You have to make sure your message is delivered. Let him believe you’re ecstatic with the music, make him follow every single move, make him feel hungry, desperate then assured… make him believe that he has you… but once he starts relaxing and enjoying the show you have to take the temptation, which means you, away… make him feel insecure… that he has to work even more to get you… this will make him even more eager to desire you… It’s in the nature of all those samurais to want to conquer… all you have to do is to awaken that part of themselves… make them feel the need to conquer you… Understood?” the owner growled to the newcomers.

Nino shrugged at the corner he was sitting.

“I will make sure you all learn… I want professional whores not scared boys…” the older man continued on the same tone, moving from the one boy to the other. “So, who will try it first?” he smirked once he saw Nino. “You over there… I want to see that cute face of yours turn seductive… Follow me…”

Nino had no other choice but to follow him to the next room.

“You know what to do, right?”

Nino gulped but nodded. “Y- yes, Sir…”

The older man sat at the futon – the only thing that existed in the room, along with small bottles that Nino recognized as oil. “I know you’re not a virgin… That little hole of yours was quite loose for being one… I promise I won’t hurt you if you prove to be a good student… now c’mon… Make me want to conquer you…”

Nino felt as if he was struck by lightning. With Yorimoto he was usually thrown on the floor and taken with force. All he had to do was to moan and ‘show’ how much he loved sleeping with the daimyo.

“Don’t make me impatient boy or you’ll end up sleeping with the rats once again… I know you have talent in you… Don’t let it go in vain… Now show me…” the owner’s voice brought him out of his thoughts. He closed his eyes and tried to focus. He had to play the game correctly if he didn’t want to end up being raped and thrown to the rats… again…
---

Nino smiled proudly as he saw the way the sweat was running down Yorimoto’s temples. You are faster than I thought… Without hesitation, he went right in front of the daimyo, and with an intense glare he kneeled right in front of him filling up his cup. He knew that this wasn’t something he was meant to do at a dinner in the palace with the Emperor, himself, present but this night would be the last one he would pass there; alive or dead.

Smirking when he saw the bulge that had formed under the fabric of the kimono, Yorimoto was wearing, he moved away again, continuing his performance. The second part of it was similar to a geisha’s one but he knew that if he wanted, he could be more elegant than many women… perhaps not of the best quality but still it was a strong feature that he had and knew it worked well with men… especially men like Yorimoto. You’ll pay for whatever you have done to me and aniki… Just wait and see… it will soon be over for you... even if aniki doesn’t appear… I’ll personally make sure it will be over for you, Yorimoto… 

***

“Masaki…?” the Emperor whispered close to the ear of the younger man sitting by his side.

“Yes… Noriyuki…?” Masaki tried to speak with difficulty.

“Are you alright?” worry was obvious in the Emperor’s voice as he saw the other closely. He looked pale and his voice was leaving his throat with difficulty. “Don’t you feel well?”

Masaki smiled and leaned closer to capture his lips. “I’m feeling fine…” he tried to avoid his lover’s intense gaze that was locked on them and buried his head in the crook of the Emperor’s neck. “Just hold me like that…”

The Emperor was taken by surprise. Usually, it would be him the one to suggest such a thing when they were in public but tonight he felt Masaki being more consent to behave the way the other wished him to. “You are strange tonight…”

Masaki took a hold of his hand. “I’m just feeling a bit weak and dizzy… it must be the tiredness… Since I got here I felt safe with you… Is it so bad to want to feel like that now?”

The Emperor pressed his lips on the top of Masaki’s hair. “What are you even saying, Masaki? It just feels too good to be true…”

“Well… I can’t deny that I also feel a bit weird… I was never so close to you when you chose to pass the night with a new member for the first time…” Masaki said, his eyes following Nino’s moves in front of them. “I’ve known him for quite long now… he’s one talented man… I’m sure you will be captured by his charms…”

“Is it that you feel threatened?” the Emperor asked Masaki curiously, with slight amusement being recognizable in his voice.

“No…” Masaki denied it immediately trying to sound as not believable as possible.

“Then… is it perhaps jealousy?” the Emperor insisted, bringing his fingers on Masaki’s chin, making his eyes meet with his.

Masaki lowered his gaze. “No…”

“You have nothing to fear… You are the most important person… As long as I have you, I don’t need anyone…” the Emperor replied and smiled at the thought of the other being afraid of losing his position. If only you knew that I won’t be doing that… but I can’t reveal that to you yet… Without saying anything else he tightened his grip around Masaki’s waist and breathed in the scent of his hair. Don’t worry my love… Everything will be fine…

***

“It must be tough for you to have to watch that…”

Sho sipped a bit of his sake and preferred to avoid the other’s gaze. “It is but I have no other choice, your Highness”

“I guess so… Though I never understood why you had to stop seeing each other… you had my help…”

“Your Highness, I know and therefore I’m indebted to you, I do hope my efforts will bring the wanting result tomorrow at the Board but… concerning me and Aiba-san… we would have to break up sooner or later… His Majesty has chosen him to take the place of his official Mistress…”

“I wouldn’t count on that…” Toma mumbled as he finished the first glass of sake he had in front of him.

“Excuse me, your Highness?” Sho asked, pretending to look rather shocked.

“Nothing… I just assume it because of the rules… I’m pretty sure that it won’t be favored tomorrow… My brother will face many obstacles…”

Sho was ready to reply when he saw the Emperor whispering something in Masaki’s ear. He was left staring at them blankly.

“Drink some more… It might actually help you forget, Sakurai-san…”

Sho shook slightly his head. “No, your Highness I think that once the performance is done I shall retire to my room. I’m sure that I won’t be needed anymore… Besides I have to get some details for tomorrow’s Board prepared…”

“Whatever you think it works better for you. I want you to remember one thing. I will never forget your help!”

It was that moment that Sho realized that Nino had finished dancing and bowed deeply as he was kneeled next to the Prince. “With your permission, your Highness”

Toma looked at him moving carefully to the Emperor, asking for his permission to leave. Poor thing… he was looking at the scene rather amused when he felt someone sitting by his side.

“Have you recovered?” the Prince asked in a slightly mocking way without looking at the man next to him.

“I…”

“Don’t worry… I have to admit that that boy was seduction itself tonight… even me who doesn’t find any attraction to a young man’s body, caught me thinking how it would be to have him in my mercy… Only my brother seemed quite uninterested… but then he has his personal favorite object of seduction on his lap…”

“Your Highness… I…” Yorimoto tried to speak but was hushed by the Prince.

“I don’t judge you… relax… I don’t care if you get to fuck him anyway…” Toma continued before leaning closer to Yorimoto’s ear. “Where is your special guest?”

“Where he’s supposed to be, your Highness… I checked before coming here and everything seemed to be going by the plan… The guard will no longer be a problem…” Yorimoto answered without being able to hide his devilish smirk.

“Good… The last thing I wish for is unnecessary obstacles… Tomorrow it will be the beginning of the end… You’re doing great…” Toma whispered before going back to his seat and turning his gaze to the Emperor who was focused on Masaki. Enjoy yourself as much as you still have the time to, brother…
………………………………………………..


“I can’t believe that you’re this generous, your Majesty” Yorimoto spoke and bowed as low as he could. When he had met with the younger man earlier that day it would only be a matter of hours before his wish would come true. I admit that he’s even more stupid than I initially thought. If his brother proves to be only the half smarter, then the throne sooner or later will be mine…

“Generosity should be given to those who deserve it… and you’ve helped me Yorimoto-san… If it weren’t for you, then the ones organizing the move against me would never been revealed. You’ve risked your life… I’m only obliged to such a faithful follower of mine… as you…”

“But he’s a member of the…”

“I don’t care about him… He’s cute… I won’t deny it but he seems to be more interesting in your eyes… please… concern him as a personal present…”

“You Majesty…” Yorimoto said, still not being able to believe that he would pass the night with Nino.

“I would like to ask you not to mention about it anywhere and to anyone… This is only between me and you… Understood?”

“Of course…” Yorimoto said once again, remained in bowed position.  As if I cared to declare it…

“And now go… you will be accompanied to the room provided to you for tonight…”

“Once again… thank you so much… with your permission… your Highness…” Yorimoto followed the servant, smirking widely. Be prepared my little whore… tonight you will scream at the top of your lungs… think of it as a payback for the way you played with me during the dinner…

***

“Noriyuki?” Masaki said as he opened a little the door. He could see the way the Emperor was troubled, obviously not very fond of what he had just done. He could feel his head heavy but took a deep breath and walked forward.

“Masaki…” the Emperor’s face lightened up once he met up with the younger man’s face.

“I can stay with you tonight… if you want me, of course…” Masaki said in a tiny voice.

“Do you even have to ask? Oh, Masaki… I want to pass every single night with you…” the Emperor replied and leaned closer to kiss him when he felt the other gripping the sleeves of his royal kimono tightly. The strength was a bit weird and the Emperor frowned when he realized that the other had almost tripped. “Masaki, do you really feel fine? You are pale…”

“I just got a little dizzy… If I rest a bit, it will be fine… I’m sure of it… Please, don’t worry…” Masaki replied fast, pecking the Emperor’s lips before taking the latter’s hand in his and starting walking towards the door.

The Emperor still looked worried but said nothing more because he didn’t want to upset the other. I will call the healer the first thing in the morning… Even if he tells me he’s fine to reassure me, I can tell he’s not…

They had almost reached the Emperor’s chambers when Masaki couldn’t help but feel everything spinning around fast… So it’s like that… then…?! You have to be strong Masaki… you have to be strong… he shook his head in order to get rid of the blurry eyesight but soon, he started feeling nausea building up in his stomach and it wasn’t but only a few moments later that he found himself falling in the middle of the corridor.

“MASAKIIII” the Emperor screamed terrified, his eyes locked on the almost white-like, pale figure on the floor. Without losing another minute, he took Masaki in his arms, immediately placing him in his room.

“Bring the healer here! AT ONCE!” he yelled at the guards and the servants that came there running after hearing the loud cries.

“Masaki…” he whispered as he caressed the younger man’s hair. “Please… I won’t stand to lose you… please… you promised me that you will stay by my side forever… please… please…” he kept murmuring, his voice fading away as word by word was spoken. Soon, sobs were the only thing that could be heard in the room. I need you… I need you, Masaki…

***

Sho couldn’t get himself to sleep. He was lost in his thoughts when he heard the loud cries coming somewhere from the Emperor’s chambers. His room wasn’t that far, due to the nature of his position in the palace and late at night, when there was complete silence, it would be easy to hear.

Masaki… Without a second thought, he ran as he felt his heart drowning… As soon as he saw his lover, unconscious, being carried by the Emperor his legs betrayed him and found himself on the floor, his eyes filled with tears. Everything will be fine... It has to be fine… right?! It has… yes… it has… he kept thinking trying to push all the negative thoughts away. It has because… I love him…
……………………………………….


“Here you are…” Nino gasped as he heard Jun’s and not Masaki’s voice.

“Matsumoto-san? Wha- what are you doing here? I… I thought that it would be Aiba-san the one bringing me to…” he gulped before continuing “…the Emperor…”

“You won’t go to the Emperor tonight… You will pass the night with the Emperor’s guest… that daimyo… Yorimoto… Come…”

“But…” Nino tried to sound as surprised as possible.

“Aiba-san is occupied with his Majesty… Now, follow me…” Jun said firmly and started walking without giving the other the opportunity to say anything more.

Nino lowered his head as he started walking around the corridors before finding himself standing in front of the door that he assumed, it would be the room Yorimoto must be waiting for him…

“Here we are…” Jun announced and turned around to look at the younger one. Smiling softly he placed a hand on his right shoulder as if he was giving him courage before leaning closer to his ear. “Above all never forget your own words, Ninomiya-kun… if your love is strong, it will certainly reach him…”

Nino’s eyes bulged. “What?”

Jun looked at him deeply in his eyes. “No matter what you might have heard or watched… just remember that it will reach himnever doubt it… alright?”

The responsible of the Ooku said nothing more but Nino was sure that the other man had somehow told him more… causing a shy smile appear on his lips and a warm wave of courage filling up his body.

“Thank you… Matsumoto-san…” he whispered with a trembling voice.

“Good luck!” the other whispered before walking away.

***

Nino looked at the closed door and took a deep breath before opening it. There was only a candle lighting the room. His eyes caught the figure of the daimyo having already taken his seat on the futon with his clothes half opened and his hand lazily toying with his member.

“Finally…” the hoarse voice reached Nino’s ear, making him feel disgusted as he closed the door behind him firmly. “Finally… you made your appearance… You have been killing me after that performance of yours… you know your game very well, don’t you… little whore?”

“Then… Yorimoto-sama might want a private performance?” Nino asked, making his voice sound low and seductive.

The daimyo smirked before grabbing his member firmly pumping it in a steady rhythm. “I’m waiting… whore…” he growled.

Nino closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He placed his hands on the obi in order to make it a bit loose. He knew that the time had come. With one move he opened it, making sure a small part of skin was revealed. You will see at the end how well I know my game bastard… he thought as he turned his gaze to the older man who seemed already lost. Because I’m not alone in this… Like Matsumoto-san said, no matter what, my love has reached him… no matter what… I have him… I have aniki…




TO BE CONTINUED…






A.N. Sooo minna here's part 10! ^_^ It didn't came too late this time, right?! I tried my best so that you didn't have to wait too long! :)

First of all I want to remind you that I love happy endings and there's NO warning of possible Character's death!

As for the one having betrayed Ohno in the past is Ohkura Tadayoshi... I know that many of you might have found it weird (since these two together have no connection in rl :P) but I needed it to be him... XP
My poor Nino... he had to witness that scene... but no matter what he kept having his faith in his aniki and decided to do his best... Jun helped him a bit on that, right?! (even if there's a possibility for Ohno to not come... we'll see...)

Everything's happening for a reason! Don't forget that the plan is on already action - I promise you will understand every single part of it in the next one where we will have all the important revelations! You'll find out! I promise!!! ;)
Once again I'm sorry for the cliff... ^_^"


I really hope you enjoyed it and as always your comments are <333!!!




See you next week! ^_^








 
 
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[identity profile] dn-nura.livejournal.com on February 14th, 2016 02:39 pm (UTC)

Nino's words kind of reached Jun.. Jun did helped him to believe again.. now I wonder what Ohno would do.. will he finally give a fatal stab to that additional evil guy.. fuuuu drama drama
Looking forward to the next chapter!

[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 07:59 pm (UTC)
Nino said something important to Jun!
The revelations in the next chapter! I promise!!!
It's coming tomorrow! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] deelovesryo.livejournal.com on February 14th, 2016 04:07 pm (UTC)
Oh, my! So interesting! I'm sorry for the emperor as he is a very kind person, but we don't choose who we fall for so it can't be helped if Sakuraiba loves each other so much^^
Be brave, Nino! Sure Ohno is pretending it, or so I hope, lol
I'm looking forward the revelations, thanks for sharing!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:01 pm (UTC)
Oh.... I'm really glad you find it interesting! ^^ The Emperor seems to be trapped but everyone will be happy in the end! Nino is indeed brave! As for Ohno, we will see in the next one! ;)
Tomorrow it will be up!

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] br-arashi.livejournal.com on February 14th, 2016 04:46 pm (UTC)
Everything seems to be so messed up!!!
I'm truly hope you'll keep your word and they will find a way...
I'll wait anxiously for the next chapter!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:02 pm (UTC)
Everything is messed up or so it seems....?! *smiles widely* We'll see! ;)
It's coooooming very soon!

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] wjktl.livejournal.com on February 14th, 2016 09:18 pm (UTC)
Oh Masaki...hope you will be fine , baby~ am i the only one thinking about how the emperor should realize faster that the one he needed the most is Jun and not Masaki? Sho, calm down baby...dont make it more suspicious...control your emotion.

Nino, i feel bad for you because you have to see that. But dont worry...your love is true, it will reach him. And now, lets make the bastard fall for you more. I really want this demon to die. Act well so that your plan will be succesfull.

For ohno, i feel you babe. But i hope you will realize soon that ohkura is playing again with you. OR are you already knew and play along with him to make them think they are winning the game? ( ohkura is a good choice, he look so good in ooku movie...so its easy for me to imagine him in that period).

Anyway im believing in my boys...they will make it. And the emperor will realize who is his true love~ ( Gosh, i cant stop shipping the king & Jun)


Good work,Andy chan!

Happy Valentine Day <3

Edited 2016-02-14 09:24 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:07 pm (UTC)
Masaki... he seems to bde in trouble. We'll see!
Perhaps something will happen so that the Emperor will realize! Sho is in a very difficult situation - so close and yet so far from his lover :(
Nino, my poor baby... he had to witness that kis. Everyone will get what they deserve! ;)
As for Ohno, I can't say anything... You'll see in the next one!
haha Keep your faith in them! ^^
I'm really glad you liked it Sandy-chan!

hihi thanks!

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] naoki-hikari.livejournal.com on February 15th, 2016 12:35 am (UTC)
Poor Nino for witnessing that. And what's with Ohno grrrr. I want to smack his head hard for doing that. And if he didn't show up, boy was I gonna raise hell for him.
If he even have intercourse or a sexual thing with that guy I swear I am going to slap him around. DX

GRRRRRR I am just si so frustratedly angry at him. Hhh.. I get the bitch was his firmer lover, but Really REALLY Ohno??

Thank you.
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:08 pm (UTC)
Yes... poor Nino... I can't reveal anything now... We will see in the next chapter what happened with Ohno and Ohkura!
But remember that I like happy endings! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] hatorisachiyo22.livejournal.com on February 15th, 2016 01:34 am (UTC)
Ohno-san you'd better be there!! I hope everything will be fine. :( there seems to be some unexpected happenings there. Did Jun probably changed his side?
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:10 pm (UTC)
Poor Nino... We'll see what happens with Ohmiya! ;)
Jun changes sides?! Perhaps he didn't?! You'll see what I mean in the next one!

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] gambitsfox.livejournal.com on February 15th, 2016 02:27 pm (UTC)
Let me try again........LJ sucks!
Poor Nino but he believes his Ohno still. Aiba seems sick......are they gonna fake his death? : )
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:11 pm (UTC)
Yes... poor Nino... but he believes in his lover... we'll see if he should or shouldn't do that in the next one! ;)
Aiba seems sick indeed... you think so?! I can't reveal anything but I'm sure you'll get your answers in the next one! ^^

Thanks for reading and commenting! <3
[identity profile] nadzsanz.livejournal.com on February 15th, 2016 04:46 pm (UTC)
actuallyyyyy..
Im lost in the game XD
maybe i understand some part , just need to re-read after you finish all the chapter. ><
but im still following and read the rest until then :b
Masaki is sick, he not pregnant? i dont know why my mind thinking like that after he act? with the emperor ==
Poor nino and glad Jun said something good to him .. T__T *hug Jun* kick ohno butt*....

Thank You Dear!!
Im haging with ohkura at the cliff XD

[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:15 pm (UTC)
Yes... My dear I can understand... it has become way too complicated... I'm sure you'll understand everything in the next one where there will be the revelations! ;)
hahaha No! Masaki isn't pregnant! I don't write Mpreg (not too fond of it tbh ><") You''ll see what has happened to him!
Tomorrow you will find out! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] lynaheera92.livejournal.com on February 16th, 2016 09:29 am (UTC)
Oh wow.. What is happening? Ohno? Aiba? Is this within the plan? Oh trust issues!! Confusing right nw.. Hope it'll be alright!!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:15 pm (UTC)
Too complicated situation or pperhaps not?! You'll understand what I'm saying tomorrow when it will be up! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
coolohoh[personal profile] coolohoh on February 16th, 2016 10:29 am (UTC)
Oooohhhh exciting!!! Can't wait for the next chapter!!!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:16 pm (UTC)
I'm really happy to read that! ^^
You'll have it tomorrow! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[identity profile] dani-mathoz.livejournal.com on February 16th, 2016 02:37 pm (UTC)
JUN AND TOMA IS BEHIND ALL THIS SHIT???

For God's sake I still believe both are good guys and just trying to do justice...

EHHHH ARE U KIDDING ME???

THE FORMER BOYFRIEND OF OHNO IS TACCHON???? Okay I'm speechless... That bitch is my favorite member of Kanjani 􀁹

NOOOOO SATOSHI THAT IS A TRAPPPPPO DONT SLEEP WITH THIS BITCHHHHHHHH


THIS IS GETTING MORE PAINFUL.... I can't believe Nino saw this scene!!!!


I really hope Ohno is planning something because I truly believe in his feelings for Nino


I FEEL SO SAD FOR EMPEROR... man he is a such and gentle man.... Why MASAKI???? If only he had choose Jun in the past... What make me wonder why he didn't want to accept Jun's feelings because is very clear how much Jun loves Emperor



EH???? MASAKI had a lungs collapse WHY GOD????


FOR GODS SAKE WHY DID YOU END LIKE THAT

JUST WOW Getting more and more amazing Andy!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:22 pm (UTC)
Jun and Toma?! Hmmm.... You'll see! :P
I'm not kidding!! It's Tacchon! :D Well he looked too hot in the Ooku and I got inspired!!! *_* (+ I need him for another reason - you'll see <3)
Ohno seems to have fallen right in the other's trap... Poor Nino that had to witness that... I know that it's painful but you know what a terrible DoS I can be... ><"
The Emperor is trapped in the rules and games of the palace... Perhaps Jun will have his chance?! We'll see! ;)
Because I love cliffs?! *smiles innocently*

Ohhhhhh.... I'm really glad you like it so much sweetie!

Thanks for reading and commenting as always!!! <3
arashixohmiya[personal profile] arashixohmiya on February 19th, 2016 01:29 pm (UTC)
ASDFGHJKL OHNOOOO WHY ARE U SO WEAK TOWARDS THAT UNFAITHFUL MAN NAMED OHKURAAAAAAAAAAA seriously i AM really mad to him! POOR NINO *CRIES*
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 08:18 pm (UTC)
Ohno seems to have fallen in Ohkura's trap... we'll see what has happened between them in the next one which will be up tomorrow! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
arashixohmiya[personal profile] arashixohmiya on February 23rd, 2016 04:13 pm (UTC)
Oh myyyy i cant waiitt!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 23rd, 2016 06:08 pm (UTC)
hihihi it's up! Hope you'll like it dear! ^_^
[identity profile] br-arashi.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 02:00 am (UTC)
Where's my chapter???
Just kidding!
I hope you are fine, though!
And I'll be waiting for your update!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 22nd, 2016 07:58 pm (UTC)
Hey my sweetie!!! ^_^"
Your chapter will come tomorrow like the replies to all the comments here! I promise! ;)
Tbh I planned to post today but the chapter turned out too long to be one post in the end, so I had to rearrange it a bit! But think... you'll get one more that way! xD

I just hope you'll like the revelations in it! ^^

Lots of kisses! <333
[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com on February 24th, 2016 08:48 am (UTC)
well, I'll believe in Jun until the end!!! xD he can't be nasty or if he was in one of your fic, I would have to put poison in your tea when we would drink at Aki :P I hope ohmiya and jun will find their total happiness and for sakuraiba...well... I know you will never make them suffer in the end so, let's say I'm not scared for them xD
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 25th, 2016 09:05 am (UTC)
And you're on the right track! ;)
Heeeeeyyyyyyy I won't let you pour anything in my tea! Besides, I've never made Jun the evil one in any of my fics, if I remember correctly (he just doesn't get the main hero a.k.a my Aibaby in the end :P) I'm not that cruel medium-chan! *pouts*
Of course I won't! You know me! I love to torture them with the precondition that they will have their happy endings! You'll see! ;D

Thanks for reading and commenting!!! <333
[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com on February 25th, 2016 12:05 pm (UTC)
mmmm do have I to make you remember Kako no sakura? xD you were very cruel with jun except in the end but you always make him suffer the most compared to the others xD my poor bb is so hated by everybody around me TT be careful or your aibaby will be treated very badly in my next fic :PPPPP
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on February 25th, 2016 04:01 pm (UTC)
I do torture them but equally! In Kako no Sakura perhaps Jun was a tiny bit worse than Sakuraiba but in Gigolo it wasn't him the one with whom I was the most cruel! *sniff sniff*
And he's not hated! So you know medium-chan, I intend to write a Junba one! And no it won't be angst/drama! ;D
Do you want me perhaps to remind you that lately you always leave my Aibaby alone in your fics? (Even if it's Aimiya!) *pouts* Sooooo don't dare treat him badly! I'll be waiting!!!!! :PPPPP
[identity profile] matsuaurore.livejournal.com on March 2nd, 2016 10:31 am (UTC)
I leave your aibaby alone because I have to take my revenge as everybody always leaves jun all alone xD a junba? I'm waiting for this fic then because I don't beliiiiieve you at all :P
[identity profile] arashi4dream1.livejournal.com on March 5th, 2016 08:52 am (UTC)
Andy san!! It's been almost 2 weeks..waaaa I miss this story please!!
[identity profile] antimiya88.livejournal.com on March 5th, 2016 01:03 pm (UTC)
I know... gomeeeen but my schedule is crazy. If you don't have it tonight then I promise you tomorrow it will certainly be up! ;)