Part 10

 

Nino threw his head backwards, his eyes having rolled back as the CEO’s mouth attacked his neck hungrily. His mind had turned completely blank, as pleasure kept invading and building up in his body. He had missed all the different sensations that only this man was able to pull out from him. It was hot… hotter than he remembered. He could only moan, abandoning himself to the older one’s caresses. He was kept with an unimaginable power against the glass, his body flushed between the cold surface on his back and the hotness that was emitting from the half-naked body in front of him.

 

His hands were lost in Satoshi’s hair, gripping it tighter every time the sinful mouth was attacking him in all the right places. It may be all this time that they were apart or perhaps the words the CEO had spoken a few moments ago but everything felt more intense to Nino, leaving him a breathless mess. He arched his back, letting out a small growl when Satoshi’s mouth kept nibbling his most sensitive spot right underneath his right ear. Instinctively, he tilted his head to the left to give the other more space.

 

“I want to taste you… all of you…” he heard Satoshi whispering with a deep, breathy voice into his ear.

 

His heart pounded faster and let out a long muffled moan, his hands that were resting around the other’s nape fisting the hair. He could feel the first traces of sweat running down his temples. He was feeling hot… needy… he wanted to feel the other everywhere… His semi-hard member twitched as he pressed with the rest of the power in him closer against the older lover.

 

Despite the layers of clothes, the moment their sensible cocks touched against each other made both men shiver.

 

“Shit… Kazu…” the CEO said in a lower voice than before.

 

Nino managed to open his eyes, his eyesight being a bit blurry but nevertheless, he could see the darkness and lust in Satoshi’s half-closed ones while they were looking straight back at his. Two hands had found his pair of trousers unbuttoning it in a fast, smooth move. His head fell against the window behind him, his eyes rolling back to his head as a shiver passed through his body. There had been a feather-like touch on his painfully hard member, still covered with the thin fiber. The fingers teased him more, brushing the tip of his erection, causing more precum to wet his boxers. His knees were turning weaker and weaker when the light touches were replaced by a firm touch… making his whole body tremble. The hotness around his member was wonderful… making him feel needier than ever.

 

“Please…” he managed to whisper in a broken, weak voice, trembling from the intensity of the moment.

 

He opened his eyes with difficulty, meeting Ohno’s darkened ones staring back at him with an intensity that could send him over the edge just like that. He had to take a couple of deep breaths when he saw the other, without breaking their eye-contact, lowering himself slowly on his knees, his hands gripping the boxers and sliding them down Nino’s knees. The erection sprang free, hard and reddish, its almost purple tip glistering from arousal. Nino leaned more against the window knowing that if he didn’t, he would fall. Sensing his difficulty, Satoshi’s hands came immediately to rest on his hips, so that he could keep him in place.

 

Nino couldn’t miss the way Satoshi’s tongue brushed those full lips of his, he loved so much, wetting them. The move was slow, sensual, erotic… He was about to plead once again, not caring if he sounded too begging; there was no reason to hide his weakness and need with this man… everything he was and had, was his… because of him… there was no reason to feel shy or ashamed…

 

“Pl-” the word was never uttered completely as a too sweet hotness covered his cock. His hands found Satoshi’s hair, fisting them. He was sure he was causing the other pain but it was above his powers… It felt too good… The way that tongue was moving from the base to the tip, sliding against the most sensitive nerves, sending thousands of shuddering waves of pleasure down his spine was more than Nino could handle. He found himself thrusting forwards, sending his erection deeper into the willing mouth. When his tip crushed against the back of the other’s throat he could only moan out loud. The other was giving him everything… was allowing him to take everything… and that made Nino lose it completely. His hips started backing with more force, faster but not once was there a protest. On the contrary, the head seemed to follow his lead, moving to his rhythm, bobbing faster while the cheeks were hollowing wickedly.

 

“Ahhh… Sato-…” Nino could only utter gibberish at his state.

 

Slurping and sucking noises were reaching his ears, making the air around him be warmer… he could feel his lower belly contradict. He was about to come…  

 

“I’m…” he tried to warn the other, opening his eyes and trying to see his lover despite his blurry and slightly unfocused gaze.

 

He could only gasp when he read the answer in Satoshi’s eyes, that showed only determination hidden behind the dilated-from-lust cores, and heard the low groan and muffled moan the other let out from the back of his throat, never leaving the erection out of his mouth. It was then that he felt, along with the earnest sucks, the tongue teasing in a torturing way the slit as well as Satoshi’s left hand that had come to brush the perineum, cupping his balls one by one… His mouth let out a soundless gasp. His whole body started trembling… he couldn’t hold back any longer… His hips moved on their own faster and after a couple of powerful, uncoordinated thrusts, he sent his hot seed deep down Satoshi’s throat, with a low groan.

 

The other didn’t move from his spot sucking on the now-softening cock in his mouth till he milked Nino’s orgasm to the last drop. Nino let a whimper escape from the back of his throat when he felt the hotness from around his member disappearing. He was about to fall but Satoshi was faster and held him by his waist up to his body.

 

“Delicious…” Satoshi whispered huskily on Nino’s half-parted lips.

 

Nino let out a small whine in between his heavy panting. His heart was pounding so fast that he felt it would jump out of his chest. It wasn’t only the intensity of the orgasm he had just experienced… it was the fact that he was held in the arms of the man he loved and had believed he would never feel around him again.

 

“Satoshi…” his name was spoken shakily, as his hand came to trace the sweaty face of the older one. It felt so hot under his touch. He traced hesitatingly a path from his jaw line to the lips, glistering under the soft light with the evidence of the pleasure he had experienced so powerfully seconds ago. Satoshi’s breathing turned heavier the moment Nino brushed his fingers over his lips, taking the remaining cum away. Their eyes remained locked all this time… never leaving one another. They were speaking no words, yet it felt as if they were saying everything they needed at that very moment.

 

He let the same hand move lower, on top of Satoshi’s shirt… he wanted to open its buttons one by one but the hardness that was poking high, up on his thigh, reminded him that he owed Satoshi something first. His hand found the belt. Once opened, he moved to the trousers. The sound of the zipper sounded louder in his sensitive ears. The tension around them was also turning heavier. Satoshi wasn’t moving an inch all this time Nino was trying to free his erection. He was about to lower to his knees when the hand that remained behind his back forbid him from doing so.

 

“Your hand… just your hand…” Satoshi mumbled in the raw voice, Nino had first listened to that first night the CEO had brought him to his apartment.

 

Nino didn’t ask why… He just did what the other had asked him. His hand immediately wrapped around the heavy cock that twitched at the touch. He could feel it pulsating as he moved his hand from the base to the tip and back again in a torturously slow rhythm. He didn’t wish to tease the other. He only wanted to give him as much pleasure as possible… for as long as possible… His thumb pressed softly against the tip, causing more precum leak against his fingers and palm. His eyes were looking closely at Satoshi who denied to let him out of his sight. He tightened his grip gaining a muffled groan. He could feel the man in front of him tremble, as he gasped for air. He did it again… this time Satoshi became louder. He moved faster on the shaft, adding small round moves, swirling his wrist every time his hand reached the tip. Satoshi’s hand, that all this time had remained around his waist, tightened around him, gripping his shirt in a fist while his forehead was resting against Nino’s in a need to find balance.

 

“Nggg… Kaz-”

 

Nino knew that the other was biting his lower lip to force himself not to sound too loud and he didn’t want that… he wanted Satoshi to give him everything he had… everything he had been craving for all this time they were apart… he wanted to see him getting everything he had to give him. He moved his head a bit backwards so that he could look the other in the eye. His face was flushed, sweat had covered his temples and his eyes almost shut. There was an expression of wanting to give in and let go but still being afraid.

 

“Don’t hold back… give me everything…, Satoshi…, please…” he whispered on Satoshi’s lips before he claimed them passionately, shoving his tongue into the hot mouth that was agape in search of air. He could, now, feel Satoshi’s muffled moans, making him wanting work faster on him and he did… he started pumping him in a steady rhythm, making sure his thumb brushed the sensitive slit every single time it moved upwards. Satoshi moved his hips upwards in the air, his groans getting lower and needier. Nino was sure his lover was getting closer to his release, so tightened more. Satoshi pulled back from the kiss, needing to grasp some air. He was panting heavier with every second passing by.

 

Seeing the man he was in love with lose his control and abandon himself into the sweet fog of pleasure he was giving to him was enough to make Nino get aroused once again. The atmosphere was getting hotter… his body needier… it felt as if all his senses had become doubly sensitive. Feeling Satoshi’s cock twitch under his touch was sending thousands of shivers down his spine; feeling Satoshi’s hot breath so close to his face made him feel electrified, as if every single cell of his body was on alert.

 

“Kazuuuu…”

 

The breathy way the CEO muttered his name made him jerk his lover, now with a feverish haste, giving him more friction, bringing him to the edge. He knew Satoshi was about to come when the nails were buried onto his skin on his back, over his shirt, and when teeth got attached on his shoulder in a desperate move to stay quiet and not scream.

 

Moments later, his hand was covered with hot semen, making him groan back at the feeling. “So hot…” he whispered breathless. Yes… he had turned breathless just by seeing the other coming almost violently, spurting his hot semen with shuddering spasms, his whole body trembling from the intensity. It was obvious that the other hadn’t come for a long time, the realization of which made Nino’s heart skip a beat. They remained like this for several seconds in an attempt to calm down.

 

Satoshi let out another groan before he moved back to look at him. Without hesitation or shyness, Nino brought his covered-in-semen hand to his mouth, his eyes staring back at Satoshi’s that looked completely besotted. He let his tongue dart and move around them, licking the thick liquid off, slowly, sensually. The other always had this effect on him. He wanted to show him how much he craved for him… how he made him feel… The bitterness that invaded his mouth was to him the sweetest candy he had tasted the last couple of weeks. It made him feel alive… it was the proof of his lover’s bliss over him… from him… with him… for him…

 

He saw how Satoshi gasped, his eyes following every single move of his tongue, darkening more at every trace of cum that disappeared from the hand. Nino let out a breathy moan when Satoshi’s index came to the corner of his mouth to get a drop that Nino had missed. Without losing any more time, Nino took a hold of it with both his hands and brought it to his mouth. His eyes closed at the contact. It was Satoshi’s… It felt surreal. He tried with difficulty to keep his eyes open… just to be sure that this wasn’t a dream but reality… he was indeed there with the one he loved… 

 

Nino couldn’t count how much time had passed by like this. He only gave a surprised gasp when he was brought up in the air, Satoshi’s arms locking under his thighs. He had thought the other’s gaze was still unfocused but apparently he was wrong. The strength and manliness the CEO possessed was something that still surprised him and excited him in the same time. His trousers were thrown on the floor without realizing when or how but little did he care, at the moment. He quickly locked his legs around Satoshi’s slim waist while his arms came to wrap around his older lover’s nape, bringing their mouths together once more.

 

This time, they kissed hungrily and wetly. Teeth were crushing as they tried to find a balance in vain. Their longing was too much to be able to work on it slowly. Nino could taste himself in Satoshi’s mouth; something that, unlike with any other man he had spent the night together, he found arousing. His body was completely awake, now, already trembling, heated and needy as it was for Satoshi’s touch. He moaned out loud not caring if he was heard, when his lover took his lower lip between his teeth, nibbling it, sucking it greedily.

 

He was carried to the king-size bed and thrown unceremoniously on it. Before he could say a single word, he felt the two hands that were holding his waist, moving up to the front, grabbing the collar of his shirt before tearing it up in one fast move. Buttons flew up in the air in every possible direction but little did it matter at the time… because the moment Nino’s torso got uncovered, two hot lips attached to it, spreading soft kisses, nibbling the soft skin. Nino trembled at the sensation of the tip of Satoshi’s slick tongue moving on different patterns, tracing paths that sent millions of shivers down his spine. He felt hot…

 

When this sensation reached his dark, erected nipples, it was more than Nino could handle. His back arched into a bow letting his head fall back onto the white pillow, his hands lost in Satoshi’s sweaty hair.

 

“Sato…. Ahhhh…” he could only moan.

 

His toes curled as more intense sensations invaded his body. He could feel the hardness poking the inner part of his left thigh.

 

“Please…” he pleaded, not caring if he sounded desperate. He just needed to feel the other. He opened his legs more, bringing his hips up in the air, to make Satoshi hurry up. He had been waiting for too long to be able to wait any longer.

 

Satoshi stopped his ministrations and looked straight into Nino’s eyes that were looking back at him, slightly unfocused. He took off the rest of his clothes and came back lying on top of his lover. “I told you, Kazu.” Satoshi spoke in a serious tone that made Nino open his eyes better. “I…” Satoshi spread a feather-like kiss.  “want…” he whispered, repeating the motion once more “to…” another kiss “taste” another one… “you…” a small lick landed just underneath his right nipple “everywhere…” Satoshi whispered with a husky voice, before placing a soft kiss on the very same spot his tongue had traced seconds ago. All this time, his lips were almost touching his over-sensitive skin, making Nino not only listen to these words but also feel them.

 

Nino could only moan when he felt the hot tongue move lower till it reached his navel, circling around it slowly, moving around, before it went lower… It felt a bit ticklish but Nino was too aroused to think about it twice. In one powerful move he was turned around, letting his back free in the air. He closed his eyes, his mouth agape letting out breathy gasps as Satoshi’s fingers traced down his spine slowly, moving from the crook of his small waist upwards till it reached his nape.

 

He let out a loud whimper when he felt the slick, hot tip of Satoshi’s tongue tracing the very same path.

 

“You have no idea how beautiful you are…” Satoshi whispered into Nino’s ear.

 

Nino had to bite his lower lip with force in order to hold back the sob that threatened to escape from the back of his throat. The other always managed to make his heartbeat go crazy in his chest. His brain had given up on working properly. How could it when he was under Satoshi’s ministrations for this long? He had abandoned himself to the older man… he could do whatever he wanted with him.

 

Satoshi had brought his hips up in the air, opening his legs. Nino tried his best to relax. His lower back wasn’t at the best state but he wanted to feel the other inside him. He wanted to feel human again… He took a couple of deep breaths and closed his eyes while his hands gripped the sheets underneath him tightly to keep his balance at the intrusion of the heavy erection. He had expected to hear the usual ‘click’ sound of the lube lotion being opened but nothing like this reached his ears. For several seconds, there was pure silence.

 

With a light frown, he opened his eyes and turned his head to the side, back from his shoulder in an attempt to get a glimpse of Satoshi. Their eyes met for only a second. There was a seriousness in them… and lots of love… Before Nino could say or even think something, he felt like screaming. He might have expected many things but certainly not this. Nothing could have prepared him for what followed. The almost inexistent power he had used to rest on his elbows in order to look at Satoshi disappeared, making him fall like a lifeless doll back on the mattress. There was no way this was happening… there was no way he was feeling his lover’s hot tongue teasing his entrance. But then… Satoshi had told him twice; “I want to taste you everywhere…”

 

Nino was almost trembling when he felt his buttocks getting more open and the same tongue that he had felt in his mouth, around his member, all over his torso and back, being shoved inside of him. It was different from everything he had experienced before. He had always been the one who was forced to do it to his ‘master’. He had never dared to imagine that he would ever be at the receiving end and what is more that it would be Satoshi the one offering it to him. He threw his head backwards, letting out a strained sound between a scream and a moan the moment his spot was brushed. His back arched, his body moving backwards, wanting to feel more, if that was possible. His cock was already licking. The sensations were numerous and intense. It was too much…

 

“I…” he said with difficulty without knowing what it was that he had wanted to say in the first place. Did he want the other to continue? To stop?

 

Seconds later, he felt the hot tongue getting out, his inner muscles clenching at the loss before his body was pressed down by Satoshi’s weight on him. “Are you hurt?”

 

Nino, who was heavily panting, gasped at the question. His left arm was caressed feather-like before Satoshi’s hand came to his chin, holding it so that Nino could meet his eyes. “Tell me the truth…”

 

Nino felt tears filling up his eyes. The concern… the love… it was reflected in Satoshi’s eyes like always. “I… am…” he whispered back knowing that there was no reason for him to lie… not tonight… “But I want you… and I want to be able to look at you…”

 

“As you wish, my love!” Satoshi whispered as he took a tuft from Nino’s hair and placed it behind his ears. It was such small things that made Nino feel overwhelmed. Satoshi attached his lips on Nino’s eyelids, kissing them softly before he moved on the side in order to be able to bring Nino back on his back. “There’s nothing I want more than looking at your beautiful face while I make you mine…”

 

Nino’s lower lip trembled. He locked his hands around Satoshi’s nape bringing their faces so close that their lips were almost a few centimeters apart. “I want you…”

 

Satoshi pecked Nino’s lips before he grabbed the small bottle of lotion getting a generous amount of it on its hand. Nino let out a shaky breath the moment the first finger entered him. It was slow and despite his fears, he wasn’t hurt… probably because this was Satoshi. Soon, another one was added before followed by a third one. Soon, he found himself pushing back on them, moaning out loud. He was hot… he was ready.

 

“Please…” he whispered shakily.

 

He didn’t need to wait any longer. He saw Satoshi positioning himself in between his thighs, holding the base of his erection, pointing it at his entrance. The moment the head of the cock came in touch with the small ring of muscles, Nino felt hundreds of waves of pleasure running down his body. Satoshi wasn’t exactly small but he felt no discomfort… no pain. The other pushed slowly in one fluid move until his balls were resting against Nino’s buttocks, making them both groan at the sensation. Satoshi fell completely on top of Nino. They were both panting, Nino trembling at the contact of Satoshi’s lower belly with his licking erection that was between them.

 

Satoshi leaned on his right elbow so that he could look at Nino’s eyes. “I love you…” he whispered huskily and thrusted his hips for the first time.

 

Nino could only moan. He brought his legs higher, locking them around Satoshi’s waist to make the cock inside him go even deeper. At first, Satoshi moved slowly. His thrusts were powerful but it somehow felt as if he was trying to make them both feel it to the fullest. Without breaking the eye-contact, his right hand searched blindly for Satoshi’s left one. The older one intertwined their fingers together as he thrusted again; this time, more powerfully.

 

“Sat… oshi… I… AH!” Nino screamed at the top of his lungs the moment the tip of the hard member inside for the first time came into contact with his spot. Nino wanted to push back but had no power to move against him. So, he let the other create the rhythm for both of them. The bed underneath them creaked from the intensity of their lovemaking…

 

“You… ah… feel so good… so… hot…” Satoshi whispered and moaned Nino’s name as he continued to move inside of him harder, sending his cock deeper into the so blissful hotness.

 

“Nnnn…” Nino couldn’t say anything in response. Only moans and whimpers were escaping from his gaping mouth. It felt way too good to be able to articulate anything.

 

Satoshi sat back, placing his strength on his knees, as he brought one of Nino’s legs up to his shoulder, changing the angle. Satoshi’s hips were now moving in a frantic rhythm. Nino whimpered trying to place his lover’s free hand on his abandoned erection. Satoshi seemed to take notice and immediately started working on him matching his thrusts.

 

“Together…” he groaned.

 

They moved a few seconds more, before Satoshi’s body stiffened, ejaculating hard into Nino while the latter came, his body trembling violently, as he sent his load of semen on Satoshi’s between his torsos.

 

Satoshi let Nino’s leg free and collapsed on top of his lover panting heavily. Nino immediately wrapped his arms around the hot body, wanting to feel it as close as possible. They remained like this for quite a long time, feeling their bodies, as if they were made out of jelly. Nino was keeping his eyes closed but could feel the CEO’s gaze constantly on him. At some point, he dared to stare back at the older man. He looked younger with his face flushed, covered-in-sweat, as it was at that very moment. He moved his hand towards it, letting it trace the cheek, caressing it softly. His lips curved into a smile. “You’re beautiful…” he whispered in a trembling, weak voice. His eyes were getting teary. It wasn’t only how intense their lovemaking was… It was also how treasured he felt being held like this, having these beautiful eyes staring at him the way they did right at that moment. They hadn’t actually spoken but Nino felt as if he could already tell what Satoshi wanted to tell him… He hadn’t used only words… he had shown it to him… with every touch… every move while they were connected as one.

 

“Are you hurt?” he heard him asking with concern.

 

Nino shook his head negatively, not being able to fight the tears back any longer. He let them run down his face freely, staining it.

 

“Kazu…”

 

“I thought I had lost you forever… I thought I would never get to feel you again… touch you… feel you close to me… hear your voice…” He couldn’t pretend the strong anymore. His body gave in to the sobs that had been threatening to come to the surface from the moment Satoshi had brought him to the bed.

 

He had tried so hard to convince himself that he was alright with letting the other go but he knew he did it in vain. He had been missing him badly… his body had been craving for a single touch of his… especially after the kiss they had exchanged the last time. And now, Satoshi had come for him to the host club… he had made love to him… he had told him that he loved him… Nino didn’t need anything else. He let himself being held by the other, in the meantime, had sat properly on the bed, with his back leaning against the head, bringing Nino onto him.

 

Nino could only clutch his arms, as if he was afraid that if he didn’t hold him tightly, he’d vanish… He felt Satoshi’s lips ghosting on top of his head.

 

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry, my love…”

 

Nino gasped. He could sense the regret… but also the sadness, the fear in Satoshi’s voice that trembled equally.

 

“I was afraid… of collapsing once again… I had been mocked this way in the past… and then, I was humiliated from my very own father… I had felt as if everyone was pointing at me… I felt an idiot… incapable to read between the lines… I suffered from panic attacks… If it wasn’t for my best friend, I wouldn’t have managed to get a grasp of myself and reevaluate some things in my life. But then I met you and felt all the boundaries I had built falling down, one by one… and then, I found out about…” Satoshi took a deep breath, his body stiffening for a moment. “…him… and I felt being sucked back to those dark times that were filled with nightmares… I couldn’t stand it so I kept you away… I was once again an idiot… I made myself suffer but I was the one who had caused it, so in a way, I deserved it. But you…? I made the person I love the most on this Earth suffer… because of my fears and insecurities… because I was afraid of letting down my alarms and give me the chance to listen to what you had to tell me…”   

 

“Satoshi…” Nino whispered, turning his gaze to the CEO who had lowered his.

 

“I’m sorry…” a muffled sob escaped from the back of Satoshi’s throat. “I’m sorry, Kazu…”

 

Nino buried himself in the crook of his lover’s neck, tightening his grip around him. “You know everything, don’t you?”

 

He could feel the way Satoshi’s heart accelerated at his words.

 

“I do…”

 

Nino closed his eyes. If he knew, then… He had to ask him… had to find out. “Why…? I mean… you already ha-”

 

“Sakurai Sho is my best friend; nothing more, nothing less.” The answer came without any trace of hesitation. “As for why… It’s easy…” Nino leaned closer to the caress on top of his head. “Because I love you… I never stopped loving you, Kazu… Never…!”  

  

“Satoshi…” Nino didn’t know what else to say. “I’m afraid… afraid of waking up and realizing that this is a dream…”

 

“This isn’t a dream, my love…”

 

“…Afraid of knowing that this happiness may easily be taken away from me… I’ve tried to keep you out of his radar but… you punched him… and-”

 

“Shhh… Everything will be alright.” Satoshi cut Nino off. “I will protect you. I won’t let anyone hurt you… ever again.”

 

All Nino could whisper was ‘I love you’, as he snuggled closer to the older man, feeling his eyelids heavier… The energy he had spent the previous hour combined with all the tens of sleepless nights he had had the previous weeks made him feel sleepy.

 

“Don’t sleep on me, Kazu… Let’s get a quick shower first…”

 

Nino whined moaning but nevertheless let himself be picked up and carried in princess-style to the bathroom. Twenty minutes later, he was back into the bed, lying on the side of the man he loved, hearing to words of love and affection. He could only nest closer, curving his body into a small ball, like a small puppy seeking for warmth. He closed his eyes and let himself be taken into the dreamland. For the first time, in weeks, he would be able to sleep peacefully.

 

***

 

Nino woke up to find no one next to him. He frowned, still in a state between being asleep and awake, when he realized that outside it was still dark. It was then that he realized, Satoshi was staring sadly outside the window. He could tell that the other was confused… troubled. As soundlessly as possible, he got out of the bed and tiptoed to him. Nino was sure his lover hadn’t heard him, so he hugged him from behind.

 

The other gasped, his body jerking at surprise. “Shhh…” Nino whispered straight into Satoshi’s ear. “Stop thinking…” Nino continued whispering before he took the tip of his earlobe between his teeth nibbling it playfully. He turned the other around and without uttering another word, pressed his back against the wall next to the large window of the bedroom and made him slide slowly down to the floor, until he was properly sitting.

 

Without breaking the eye-contact, he covered his index and middle finger with saliva before bringing it to his lower back. It was still loosened from earlier, making it easier for him to prepare himself. He hadn’t considered of having another round so fast but seeing Satoshi lost in his thoughts..., he could tell, from the way his body was stiff, that it was mostly guilt what Satoshi was feeling and wanted to make him stop thinking nonsense. He wanted to show him that there was no need for him to worry and torture himself like this.   

 

He placed Satoshi’s hands on his hips as he lowered himself slowly, letting himself feel his lover inside him once again. Still no word was spoken. He started moving slowly, up and down, after a couple of round moves to make both of them accustomed to the feeling. This time it was not as intense as previously. It was slower but in the same time, way more sensual. This time, it was Nino the one who had the control, moving his hips on his lover as if he was dancing, moaning loud every time the powerful hips were thrusting up in the air, meeting his. His hands were resting on the tanned, slim torso, for balance.

 

There were only heavy breaths and low groans that were echoing in the room. Nino took a hold of his erection, stroking himself in a matching rhythm with his pelvis. They were both getting closer. Nino felt Satoshi’s nails being buried deep into the soft skin of the sides of his hips. Satoshi was about to come. He clenched his inner muscles to bring him over the edge. The CEO came with a soundless gasp for the third time that night, followed by Nino who came, with this lover’s name on his lips, in his fist.  

 

They stayed joined together like this, as Nino denied to let Satoshi’s softening member slip out of him. Once they found their breaths back, Nino looked at Satoshi and kissed him on his forehead.

 

“Do you feel better?”

 

Satoshi managed to only nod.

 

“We have all the time tomor- no… today, to speak about everything… but please, don’t burden yourself more… It hurts me…” Nino said in all honesty. He may feel a mess inside, as well. Confused… but it still hurt him seeing the man he loved being like this.

 

“I’m sorry for worrying you…” Satoshi whispered, his arms, now, around Nino’s waist, hugging him tightly.

 

“The sun hasn’t risen yet. Sleep?” Nino proposed, tilting his head to the side.

 

“But, we have to take another shower…” the CEO whispered, sounding exhausted.

 

“Later…” Nino insisted, getting slowly up.

 

He was followed by Satoshi who took his hand into his and led him to the bed. He went to the bathroom before Nino saw him coming back with a wet tower in his right hand. Satoshi cleaned them fast before he slipped under the covers next to Nino, spooning him with his body.  

 

The sunrays were filling the bedroom, the next time Nino opened his eyes. To his relief, this time, he found Satoshi on his side, already half-dressed but still on his side, resting on his one elbow with his beautiful eyes on him. He gasped. Were you looking at me when I was sleeping?! He suddenly felt shy… and blushed.

 

Satoshi smiled in return, pressing his lips feather-like on the tip of Nino’s nose. “Good morning, my love!” his voice was soft, melodic.

 

Nino couldn’t help blushing harder. “Good… good morning…” he whispered, before he was brought on top of Satoshi’s naked torso.

 

“You have no idea how beautiful you are, looking at me so innocently…”

 

“Me? Innocent…?” Nino couldn’t hide the bitterness when he spoke of the last phrase.

 

“Yes. If you weren’t, your cheeks wouldn’t be covered by this amazingly beautiful shade of red, as they are at the moment…”

 

“You…” Nino didn’t know how he was supposed to answer to this.

 

There were always so many levels between them. There was that of pure passion; that of the older man in control; that of Nino making the first approach; and that of only love and adoration… of purity that made it even more precious for Nino.

 

“I have ordered a full English breakfast. They’ll bring it up to us. Have a shower and put on these clothes… I had them bought earlier.”

 

Nino looked at the clothes, placed on the armchair across the bedroom. “Satoshi…! You didn’t need to-”

 

“Get ready and then, we’ll talk. Alright?”

 

Nino only nodded. Satoshi pecked his lips before he got off the bed. Nino followed with his gaze the other who was wearing a pair of jeans along with a white T-shirt on top. Many could say he looked plain but to him, the CEO looked beautiful; simple yet sexy. Different kind of sexy from his usual look with his suits but still breathtaking. With a sigh, he stood up from the bed. He winced a bit as a sharp pain hit him at his lower back but he didn’t regret it. It would have gone in a couple of hours anyway. What mattered is that he was his… again…

 

He looked at himself in the mirror. There were a few faint marks left on his collarbones and torso by that monster but there were also some new… His lips curved into a smile as he traced them with his fingers, feeling his heart beating faster. These looked good on him… and he only wished he had more of them… only of them…

 

He let out a shaky sigh. He needed to take the bath and then go to find Satoshi. The other was right. They had indeed many things to discuss about.

 

---

 

Nino walked out of the bedroom to find Satoshi standing by the window while talking on the phone.

 

“I told you, Sho…”

 

Nino gasped. It was that Sho again. Involuntarily, his lips turned into a thin line as he pressed them together. Satoshi had told him Sakurai Sho was his friend… But what Satoshi didn’t know was that this friend of his had come to the club to ask him to pass the night together… when he knew about them. “I…” suddenly the CEO stopped talking, causing Nino to look up. The other had seen him. “I don’t think he followed us… I have already asked my driver to leave with the limo from the back door and send one from the company. Look, I’ll call you later, ok?” and with that the call was ended.

 

Nino saw his lover placing the phone into his pocket and coming closer to him, until he was standing right in front of him, his hands both wrapping around his waist.

 

“What is it?”

 

Nino bit his lower lip. Of course, the other could read him. “This… Sakurai Sho…”

 

“Yes…?” Satoshi asked, tilting his head to the side.

 

“He isn’t a good man, Satoshi.”

 

“I know that he came to the club as well as I know that he asked you to spend the night together…”

 

“You… know about this?”

 

“He told me… I admit I got angry with him… very angry because this is a part of your life, I know you despise… and yet…” Nino’s heart clenched painfully, hearing the other sighing deeply, obviously sad. “But he did it because he wanted to be sure you were worth it… that you truly loved me. I don’t justify his decision but in a way I can understand him. Believe me… he’s not bad… He’s the one who’s helping me getting at that bastard.”

 

“Hina…?!” Nino mumbled most probably to himself. “It’s dangerous… and what you did yesterday… His boss will-”

 

“He’s the big fish, Kazunari. There’s no boss.”

 

Nino looked up into Satoshi’s eyes not wanting to believe what the other was saying. “He’s the number two in-”

 

“He used to be the number two until a little after he took your father’s company at Singapore down. He managed to kill the boss and take his place.”

 

Nino thought his mind would explode. Hina had shown him papers… the debt wasn’t on him but his boss… “The debt is-”

 

“There’s no debt, Kazunari. This asshole has been lying to you. His boss had personal issues with your father. The moment he got the company in his hands and found out that your father had committed suicide was more than satisfied but there was someone else who wasn’t. It’s the bastard who thought and constructed all this plan to entrap you. He couldn’t force you differently because you remained a member of a powerful family. At least, officially, you were recognized as Matsumoto. So, he created this whole myth with the debt to be able to make you satisfy his sick-”

 

“In the beginning I had liked it…” Nino cut the CEO off. He let out a shaky laugh, blurred with a sob. “Isn’t it funny? I was happy when he approached me in the club… I was smiling like an idiot in the morning when I saw my body covered with marks and bruises… I was too wasted to remember what had happened. We met frequently until… the events. Even then, he appeared to me like a savior. At the moment, into the whole madness, I think I saw him as such but the more I was with him, the more I started hating myself. Eventually, he became violent… I guess he had always been… He had called me a puppy from the very first night… but I came to realize that I didn’t want to continue… not anymore. I was gaining no pleasure… I left for Japan without telling him anything. I was so naïve that I thought I would be able to escape…” Nino chuckled bitterly.

 

“How stupid…” A long sigh made him stop for a couple of seconds, closing his eyes tightly. “Of course, he wouldn’t let me go. I didn’t care less if he killed me but he had threatened that his boss would get Jun.” Nino’s eyes felt with tears. “I couldn’t allow them touch my little brother. He had done nothing wrong so I decided to play the role of the good puppy he wanted… With the time, I learnt to lock my mind away… That way every time he touched me; it felt as if I was elsewhere, out of my body… as if it was someone else who experienced all those tortures. Not that it was any easier that way… Nightmares would always be there but it helped me not to lose my mind completely. I had to protect Jun. I started working as a host to pay off the debt… I had always used sex as a way to escape from reality… as a way to let go and become good at the only things, my family thought I was capable of succeeding in. My mother’s genes, you see…” Nino added, trying to sound… somewhat funny, even though he was sure he wasn’t convincing enough.

 

He took a deep breath. “And then, I continued living having as my only goal to protect Jun. I was in that state when I was approached by your brother… and then… I got…” Nino’s lower lip trembled as shyly he turned his gaze to Satoshi who had never stopped staring at him. “…to know you…” his hand came hesitantly to touch his lover’s cheek, to feel it… to be sure that the other was indeed there. “…You made me feel alive for the first time in my life…” Nino blinked the tears that threatened to fall on his face away. “You made me feel human… loved… and-”

 

“And instead of protecting you, I hurt you… I left you at that scum’s trap…”

 

Nino placed his palm softly over Satoshi’s lips to hush him. “You had all the right to believe differently… I hadn’t told you the truth… I didn’t want you to know because I was afraid of getting you into trouble. I couldn’t bare the idea of having you becoming that… man’s target. The same way I never wanted Jun to know anyth-”

 

Satoshi took Nino’s palm away, holding it securely into his. “He knows more than you think, Kazunari. He may not know in detail but Jun knows that you work in a host club the same way he knows there’s someone who makes you really sad. He’s the one who opened my eyes and threw right onto my face how wrong and how unfair I had been to you!”

 

Nino felt all the power he had leaving his body, his knees turning weak. He grasped Satoshi not to fall on the ground. Jun knows?! My Jun knows?! He couldn’t speak… His eyesight turned blurry. The one, he wanted to keep as far away as possible from all that dark part of his life the most, already knew… he shook his head negatively, as desperation filled his soul. He could hear Satoshi saying his name to get his attention but his mind was stuck on that small piece of information. Jun knew. No… not Jun…

 

“Kazunari…” Satoshi tried again before he shook Nino quite forcefully, finally, gaining his attention back. “He loves you. Do you know how he called you? An angel… an angel with broken wings, Kazunari.” Nino gasped. “He wants you to be happy because you deserve it… He’s far more intelligent and mature than you may have thought. I told you… he managed to put me in my place. He truly loves you.”

 

“But-”

 

“He’ll be safe. And I promise you’ll be safe, too. I’ll make sure that asshole gets what he deserves!” Satoshi sounded angrier than ever.

 

“It’s not easy… He’ll-”

 

“Sho knows many people… And he’s been working on it for a while, now.” Satoshi tightened his grip around Nino.

 

Nino’s head was still a mess from everything he had just found out but leaned to the warm touch. “Do you really think that I’ll ever be free?”

 

A soft peck was landed on top of his head. “You will… I’ll make sure you will, my love.”

 

“I still feel the need to tell you that I’m sorry…” Nino mumbled, lowering his head. He didn’t know the exact reasons… maybe was for everything. For having brought him into his mess for life, for not having told him the whole truth from the very beginning…

 

“If it’s someone who must apologize, that’s me, Kazunari. Not you.”

 

Nino knew from the CEO’s tone that he meant every single word. He pressed his body more against the other, smiling when he felt the grip around his waist tightening, as well. “Just hold me like this…”

 

They remained like this for several minutes. “The food must have turned cold…”

 

“Ah… I…”

 

“I’ll order another one.”

 

Nino was about to protest but Satoshi had already taken the suite phone into his hand, dialing the reception number. “We’re having two of your most expensive lunch menus. Thank you.”

 

“Why?” Nino asked.

 

“Because I love you.” was the answer that reached his ears, making his heart jump funnily into his chest.

 

There were still many things he needed to apprehend and get used to but he somehow felt lighter… as if a burden had been lifted away from him. He was, now, able to stare the other in the eye without fearing his deepest, darkest secrets would be revealed. The other knew… and accepted him the way he was. That was all that mattered to Nino. He was accepted… not judged and above all, loved.

 

“What are you thinking about?” Satoshi asked close to his ear with the sweetest voice, Nino had ever heard him before.

 

“You…” he answered earnestly.

 

Nino could tell that Satoshi felt rather embarrassed as he chose not to comment anything and simply take his hand to lead him to the sofa a few meters away. “Let’s sit here…”

 

Nino happily followed him, letting his fingers intertwine with Satoshi’s, but let out a small hiss.

 

Satoshi turned around, worried. “Are you in pain? Shit… of course, you’d be…!”

 

“You didn’t force me, Satoshi. I wanted it… Despite the slight pain I’m feeling right now, I feel happier than I have been these past weeks that we’re apart. I was with him two nights ago…” Nino’s voice traced down. “You have already figured it out though, haven’t you? I know you have because you’d been kissing all the marks he has left on my body… every single one… I could tell that they were not simple touches, Satoshi. So, don’t say that you caused me pain. My screams from yesterday weren’t caused from pain but from pleasure… complete happiness…” 

 

“Kazunari…”

 

Nino took Satoshi’s hand and led them to the sofa. He made them sit side by side, leaning his back against the CEO’s torso.

 

“The view is beautiful…” he whispered as he let himself be hugged by the older man.

 

“You’re more…” the reply came immediately causing Nino’s cheeks turn red.

 

They ate and then spent the next hours talking about many things… books, movies, everything any normal couple would talk about. They were enjoying a glass of wine when Nino moved a bit so that he could look at Satoshi clearly.

 

“Can you call your friend to come?”

 

Satoshi frowned. “You mean Sho?”

 

“Yes.” Nino replied seriously. “I want to tell you everything that has happened in detail. It… it may help.”

 

“Of course, baby… Whatever you want.”

 

“I want us to be free… I want to be free, Satoshi.”

 

“You are. You don’t have to work at the host club anymore. There’s no debt.”

 

“But…” Nino hesitated. There wasn’t anything else he wanted more but what if that put Jun or Satoshi in danger? “What if…?”

 

“We’re close.” Satoshi told him reassuringly.

 

Nino threw his arms around the CEO’s nape, needing to feel his warmth. I hope so…

 

***

 

Nino looked at himself in the mirror of his bedroom. It had been an hour since Sakurai Sho had brought him back to his house secretly. Now, that he had the chance to meet the real him, Nino discovered a man that he could easily talk to. He seemed strict but genuine and that was something that he appreciated.

 

It was about time to go to the club only that this time he didn’t wear his usual clothes. This time, he went there to quit. From this night, he’d be a bit less dirty… 

 

He was climbing down the stairs when he saw Jun entering the manor.

 

“Kazunari…!”

 

Nino felt tears in his eyes… tears of happiness. Without saying anything, he ran to his younger brother and took him in his arms, holding him tightly. Jun mirrored him, hugging him back.

 

“Thank you. And remember… if there’s one angel in this house, then, he’s you…!”

 

“I have the right not to agree, onii-chan!” Jun spoke in a trembling voice. “Are you… leaving…?”

 

Nino sighed when he sensed the disappointment in the other. “Yes. But this time to quit. I’ll be back immediately and we’ll be able to talk about everything.”

 

Jun’s face lit up. “You… you mean it?! You’re quitting?”

 

“Yes!”

 

Nino let out a surprised gasp when Jun hugged him again. “You can’t imagine how happy this makes me, onii-chan!”

 

“You can’t imagine how happy that makes me, too, Jun…” Nino whispered. “But it’s time for me to go. You may eat and-”

 

“I’ll be waiting for you. We can cook together! Pasta!”

 

Nino could only smile widely at the teenager’s enthusiasm. “Whatever my Jun wants!”

 

He felt lighter as he approached the door, not caring less about the cold stare he received from the butler. Tonight, it was the night he took the first real step away from the hell he’s been living in, for the last seven years. That was all that mattered… 

 

***

 

Nino could sense his former colleagues’ gazes following him as he walked towards the door. He had just stepped out of the club, when he saw one of his gross middle-aged clients approaching.

 

“Nino-chan! Where are you going this early? I came for you…!”

 

Nino pushed the hand that had come to circle around his waist with force. “You have no right to touch me with your disgusting fat hands. Understood?”

 

“What the-?!” the other hissed obviously annoyed.

 

“I quit.” Nino snapped at him. “You’re not my client anymore. So back off. I’m sure you’ll find one of your taste in the club. Bye.” And with that left, cursing under his breath. He took his phone into his hand and dialed Jun’s cell phone to tell him in fifteen minutes he’d be there. Satoshi and Sho had insisted on getting someone to take him back home, if he didn’t wish for them, but he had insisted it’d be more dangerous. Besides, Hina wouldn’t know he’d leave the club this early.

 

“Yes…? Jun? I just-” he was about to walk across the street when he felt a grip around his wrist pulling him to the side. His phone, still open, fell on the ground.

 

Nino felt his heart thumping dangerously fast against his ribs. That pain… was familiar. It… it couldn’t be happening… right? Tears blocked his eyesight as the strong grip pulled him towards the darkest part of the street where there was the usual luxurious black car waiting.

 

No… It can’t be happening… not now…

 

Before he could do anything, he was thrown violently into the back of the car. He kept his head lowered… being a mess from the sudden, unbearable headache. He heard the door closing and then the engine starting. They were leaving.

 

He was held painfully by his chin and forced to sit up and meet the other’s wicked, mad-from-anger gaze.

 

“Don’t ever dare to think that you will escape from me…, my little puppy…!”

 

 

 

TO BE CONTINUED…

 

 

 

A.N. Sooo minna!!! Here’s chapter 10 (which once again turned out quite long)! ^_^ I know I’m super late but finally after years, I managed to finish writing my PhD thesis! *cries from happiness* I’m a bit too busy atm but I try my best not to abandon my fics! The next two chapters that remain for this fic will be posted in December!! I won’t keep you waiting any longer! *bows apologetically*
We have mostly smexy Ohmiya moments! This is probably the longest NC I’ve ever written! I tried to make it passionate and romantic in the same time. Hope it turned out ok! :) They were able to talk and clear things between them, Nino also was about to make a step forward from hell but it wouldn’t be very easy, right?! Some of you actually did mention it at the last chapter… We’ll see what happens, now!
This is the last cliff, though!! I promise !

I really hope you enjoyed it and as always your comments, even a small one, is <333!!!

See you soon,
Andy <3