Author: Andy-chan (antimiya88 )

Part 4

“Ninomiya-kun, would you pass me today’s orders?”

Nino shook his head turning to his co-worker. “Sorry, Maruyama-kun. What do you need?”

“Today’s orders. It’s past 12 already. Soon, the packages should be getting ready.”

Nino opened his file and sent it to the other, mumbling an apology for being absent-minded. The truth was that no matter how much he had tried to focus on work that day, it was just impossible. How could he concentrate when he had realized that there was perhaps something more than attraction when it came to the feelings he had for his master?

Of course, he liked him… a lot… he had wanted to be owned by him because he was sure that the other was the one who could offer him everything that he truly needed. But having romantic feelings for him? That was something… contradicting in Nino’s mind. He was meant to be Jun’s slave not lover… He could care for him, like him deeply, respect him, be there for him, enjoy his company but not love him. Love meant development of egoistical aspects… feelings of possession and equality.

Nino sighed as he tried to type the emails he was asked. This had never happened before with any of his masters. He had fallen in love only once in his life but that was back at high-school and out of the BDSM world. It was exactly that love that made him realize who he was and what he truly wanted from his life because as sincere as those feelings were, clearly weren’t strong enough to keep him with in that relationship because that person couldn’t give him what he needed. They were strong enough, though, to keep him in his life till the present.

They have always told me, haven’t they?! He thought confused and sad. All his previous masters had underlined that fine line between caring too much and actually loving your master. Till now, he had never paid attention to it because he had never experienced it. He wanted exclusivity but out of the fear of being abandoned or being not respected as a submissive; not because he felt jealous as a man. Respect, trust and protection were the feelings that had always been the most important ones he was seeking in a BDSM relationship, nothing else. Such had also been the case with Matsumoto Jun. Of course, the fact that his new master was an admittedly handsome and sexy man was only a plus but at first, it was just that. What mattered is how the other would be able to impose himself on him; how he would make Nino obey or more correctly, want to obey.

Nino had never expected to feel his heart beat for a different reason. Never… he had decided that he could live without love or more correctly, that love wasn’t meant for someone like him. Being more sensitive towards his master could lead him to misbehave and he didn’t want that.

There’s no doubt… What I want above all is having Matsumoto Jun in my life as my master… the one person to whom I belong to entirely… But can I really love him?  He asked himself, thousand different thoughts passing through his mind. A behavior like this would eventually bring problems, cause an unbalance in their relationship and he didn’t want that in any way, yet he couldn’t control the way his heart was beating when Jun took him in his arms the previous night and asked to tell him the whole truth about Satoshi and him.

Nino let out a small bitter laugh. Satoshi…. Wasn’t it funny? That the one who triggered his love in the present was the same person he had triggered it in the past as well?

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“Ninomiya, I wish you tell me everything.”

Nino frowned. “About?”

“You and Ohno Satoshi. I know there’s something deeper between you two than just being friends.”

“But I’m only with y-”

Jun placed his index on Nino’s lips hushing him. “I’m not talking about now… But there’s no way you’ll make me believe that there has never ever been something more than friendship between you two. I just wish you to tell me everything.”

Nino sighed knowing he couldn’t lie to the other. “We’ve known each other since we were in grade school. He’s one year older than me… but somehow we started playing together. We lived pretty close, as well, so we pretty much met every day. That continued until I became a high school student. It was then that I started feeling… rather… strange with him…” the submissive mumbled, his voice fading away.

“You realized that you liked him?” Jun asked and took a hold of Nino’s hand and stroked it to show him that he could go on.

“I realized that I didn’t like it when he was given chocolates at Valentine’s Day. It wasn’t until the White day when I found chocolates in my locker… They were from him. My heart was beating funnily in my chest and I realized that I did like him… I dare to say that I had fallen in love without even noticing it. We went out on dates... movies, baseball games, fast food restaurants… Everything was ok until that summer we decided to move to the next… level…”

Jun’s eyes narrowed. “Did he hurt you?”

“No.” Nino shook his head. “I dare to say it was exactly because he didn’t hurt me. He was way too attentive and too sweet… It’s not that I didn’t enjoy it but I felt that something was missing. One time, three months later, I took the initiative and asked him to be… rougher…” Nino whispered with blushed cheeks. “He couldn’t… he treated me like some porcelain doll that would break… Soon, I started having dreams… of him… talking to me dirty… being rough… ordering me to do something… and I could feel myself writhe. At first, I didn’t know why… I had a wonderful boyfriend and I still missed something… something I couldn’t yet come to name.

 Around a year later, when I was seventeen we had a serious argument and I left. I was angry because he wouldn’t listen to me. I used a fake ID and entered the first bar I found. I must have been talking because after a while I found myself in one of the toilet cubicles getting… fucked roughly.” The words came out in a whisper. He didn’t dare to look up to his master. That belonged to the past but he still felt that he was disappointing the man next to him… that it was him the one he cheated on. He took a deep breath and continued in a trembling voice. “I should have panicked but to my surprise, I hadn’t…. With Oh-ch… Ohno… it was always love-making, this time, it was a fuck and I was actually enjoying it… or at least, my body was. It was the first time someone would talk to me in a way that could be described as insulting… and I found myself getting more aroused at the sounds of such words… for the first time in my life my whole body was on fire… That until it was over…

I had left the bar upset, and above all disgusted with myself. I had my boyfriend who loved me and took care of me, yet I had enjoyed the sex with a total stranger. I had betrayed him. I had cheated on him. The more I thought about it, the more confused I got. I could feel that it was something deeper… perhaps that part that I had always felt missing. Once I arrived home, I started searching... probably to find something that would justify my actions. It was that night that I came across the word masochist. It was that word that clicked in me. The more I read, the more I realized that was who I truly was and that it was that part of me that kept me from being entirely happy with him.

I finally realized that I was not crazy… I was just… different. The next day, I talked to him after school. He was shocked… sad… but not disgusted as I thought he would. He didn’t yell at me either; even for having slept with someone else. He told me that he could do anything for me except from hurting me… I knew we couldn’t continue being together and he knew it, as well. So, we decided to remain good friends. He tried to understand me. I don’t think he has managed to but at least, he has never been critical, judging. He was by my side as I was discovering this world… He has always been there for me and-”

“He’s still in love with you.”

Nino let out a small laugh, noticing his master’s angry tone. He could tell though that he wasn’t angry with him. “No, he’s not. I can assure you, master, that he’s madly in love with his boyfriend of five years now!”

Jun raised his eyebrow. “Ohno Satoshi has a boyfriend?”

“Yes! Matsu-nii! Matsuoka Masahiro.” Nino hurried to add catching the way his master was staring at him.

“That doesn’t change the fact that he still cares a lot about you…”

“He’s my best friend, master. He’s like… a brother to me.”

“He’s also your first.” Jun whispered with gritted teeth.

“I wish it had been you…” Nino whispered without realizing it, his gaze locked on his lap.

“What did you just say?”

“Eh?! Ah…” Nino looked at his master bewildered. “No… nothing…”

Jun smiled fondly. “I wish that too but don’t worry, Ninomiya. Even if I wasn’t, I’ll make sure it will be only me the one you will remember. I have made my plans to make you forget about everyone else…”

Nino bit his lower lip to muffle the moan that threatened to escape from the back of his throat. “I’m happy to know that, master, but I can assure you… from the first day I saw you, you’re the only one that lingers in my mind… so much that…” he gasped for a second just to hush. ‘What was I about to utter?! Am I an idiot? And since when would I enjoy something like that?’ He couldn’t reveal such a crazy thought to the other. What would he think of him?

“That…?” Jun insisted, noticing Nino’s distress.

“N… nothing…” Nino mumbled with difficulty.

“Speak, Ninomiya.” Jun ordered, in a dominating tone. “And don’t think to lie to me. I will know.”

“… I… I think that I would… enjoy…”

“What, Ninomiya?” Jun sounded more impatient.

“…even complete… vanilla… with you…” Nino gulped seeing his master’s shocked gaze. “It’s not that I want it! Honestly, master! I just thought that with you, even that would be satisfying to me... I mean… uhm… theoretically…”

Jun got up and headed to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water. “Let’s go to sleep.” he ordered Nino with an indescribable face, once he was back in the living room.

“Yes, master.” Nino whispered back following his master with his head lowered.

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Why did I have to say such a stupid thing? When I’m not actually craving for vanilla stuff?! He sighed deeply. He was sure he had fucked things up. It wasn’t that he was into vanilla sex anyway… It was more because he realized he had fallen completely for him… that not only didn’t he mind the warm arms around him, caressing him softly after their sessions but he was seeking for the safety the other was making him feel. They had been together for a while now and the more time they spent together, the more he felt these feelings getting stronger. The problem though wasn’t him… but his master. What did the other truly think of his words? He hadn’t commented on them… he had chosen to behave as if Nino had never spoken them and the submissive didn’t know what to think.

Nino sighed deeply for the nth time that day when he heard his phone buzzing. His eyes sparkled when he saw that Jun had texted him.

From: Matsumoto-sama

Ninomiya, I’ll be expecting you

at my house at 19:00. I want you to

be all prepared for tonight’s dinner.

Don’t be late or you’ll face the consequences.

Nino bit his lower lip, feeling a rush of excitement running through his veins. He hurried to type his answer.

To: Matsumoto-sama

Master,

Always your wish is my command!

I’ll be at your house at 19:00.

Impatient to see you! I’ve been

thinking about you the whole day.

He read it a couple of times before sending the text. He had been asked to always tell the other how he felt when he was away from him. He wasn’t lying… he was thinking about him… and he was impatient to find out what his master had planned for him. That night, they would meet with Satoshi and his boyfriend at a restaurant. Jun had been insisting on meeting them the very next day.

Nino could tell it was linked to the fact that his master had found out about his past with his friend but he couldn’t come to imagine what the other had exactly in his mind.

His phone buzzed again.

From: Matsumoto-sama

Be patient a few more hours.

Then, not only will you be thinking

of me but much more…, Ninomiya.

Just don’t be late.

Nino felt a shiver running down his spine. Master…

***

“Kazu, are you alright?”

Nino looked at his friend with a strained smile. This was the second time Satoshi had asked him, if he was alright. They had been a little more than thirty minutes in the restaurant and he knew he may look a bit… stiff… as well as he knew that his master was staring at him. “I told you, Oh-chan,” the name was spoken in a whisper. He wish he didn’t have to call him like that but he couldn’t since Matsuoka was there, as well. “I’m just a little tired…” he mumbled while trying to find a more comfortable way to sit.

“And I thought that you were getting bored with us here, wanting to leave and have some fun with your boyfriend!” Matsuoka said playfully before he drank more of his beer.

“I don’t think that Kazunari is bored…” Jun replied instead of Nino, his hand caressing feather like his submissive’s cheek. “He has been telling me how great friends you are to him and how much he enjoys your company. As for the fun… I don’t think that it’s something he misses, right, Kazunari?” Jun turned his gaze to Nino, smirking.

Nino shook his head. “Of course not.”

“They remind me of our honeymoon phase, Sato!” the taller man said to Satoshi who smiled with a faint blush on his cheeks.

“You! Stop it!” Satoshi cleared his throat before turning his attention to Jun. “So, Matsumoto-san, you have your own company?”

Jun sipped some of his beer. “Yes. It’s not the biggest company but I’ve worked hard to bring it where it is at the moment. I must admit that-” he didn’t have the time to finish his words as his phone buzzed. “That’s my consultant.” He whispered as he looked at its screen. “I must get this, excuse me.” He pecked Nino’s cheek, just before the latter’s body jerked weirdly again. “I promise, it won’t take much time, Kazunari.”

Nino let out a long sigh before he whispered an ok, his eyes avoiding those of his master’s.

“You’ve hit the jackpot, Nino!” Matsuoka said once Jun had gone. “He’s handsome, rich and seems to be crazily into you!”

It was the last words that made Nino turn his gaze to his friend’s boyfriend. “You think so, Masahiro-kun?”

“Yes! Only a blind would miss it! The guy is melting for you… and you don’t seem too far from that, as well!”

“I really like him…” Nino whispered before frowning, his hands holding the edge of the table with force.

“Kazu, are you alright? You seem as if you’re in pain or something.”

Nino tried to smile reassuringly. “Today, there was a lot of work and didn’t have the time to take breaks and get up… It’s my waist that’s been giving me pain from time to time… Not anything important! Really!”

“You should ask Jun to give you a massage!” Matsuoka said playfully. “Not only will you be pain free but also sexually satisfied! Success guaranteed!” he whispered winking.

“Matsu! Please!”

“I love it when your cheeks get all red… but it’s not as if I’m lying, Sato… and you know it!”

Nino sighed with a smile.

“What?” Satoshi asked Nino half-annoyed, half-embarrassed.

“I was just thinking that you two are seriously made for each other.”  

It was Satoshi’s turn to sigh but didn’t comment anything on Nino’s words.

Nino said nothing more. He wanted to hope that it would be the case of him and Jun, too… perhaps, not exactly like his friends but in their own personal way. He was about to look if his master was coming back when it happened again. He brought the glass of water to his mouth and drank half of it in one go. He closed his eyes. He had to not show anything to his friends.

“I’m sorry for that…” Jun said as he came back and sat next to Nino. “We work on this new project and there are many details that need to be taken care of.”

“Don’t worry.” Satoshi mumbled, his eyes still looking at his friend with concern.

“So, would you like dessert? I’d personally enjoy some cheesecake…” Jun said as if there was anything wrong. “How about you, Kazunari? What would you say about a banana split?” Nino could only nod, not trusting his voice at the moment. “And you?” Jun asked the couple in front of them.

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“Ohno Satoshi looked to be really in love with his boyfriend.” Jun said casually as he started his car engine. Nino didn’t say anything in reply. “Although, I must admit that I didn’t exactly like the way you were calling him ‘Oh-chan’.”

Nino was now biting his lower lip so hard that he felt a metallic taste in his mouth. He looked at his master, hoping that he would actually pay attention to him.

Jun had been staring back but with a raised eyebrow. “Don’t look at me like that, Ninomiya.”

Nino had to gulp when he realized that would be all he get. Fifteen minutes had passed by and he felt more and more uncomfortable. He knew he shouldn’t speak… he had been ordered not to speak but he felt like fainting. “Please, master, I can’t hold it any longer.”

Jun looked at his submissive displeased. He could see his state… but he had been clear that he wouldn’t have the right to talk. “You just lost your first chance, Ninomiya. Make sure not to lose your second and last one.” He said as his right hand pressed the button he had been keeping in his pocket once again.

Nino put his hand over his mouth in a desperate way to remain silent knowing that his master meant his every word. 

***

Jun smiled at the security guard at the entrance before nodding to Nino to follow him faster. The latter was trying his best but it wasn’t the easiest task.

“Hurry up or this is all you get tonight.”

Nino gulped. He could sense that the words weren’t simply spoken as a threat. He knew Jun would do it which meant that he had to hurry the best he could.

Jun, on the other hand, could see through the elevator mirror his submissive’s state. The other had accepted his proposition and still hadn’t uttered their safe word… You may have gritted teeth, baby, but deep inside you’re enjoying this! He thought smirking. It wasn’t that the whole situation was leaving him unaffected. He’d be lying if he said it did… above all, though, it was entertaining.

“C’mon.” he said, once they had reached his floor. He unlocked the door and asked the small-figured man to enter. “Stay silent.” he ordered before climbing up the stairs vanishing from his submissive’s field of vision. He changed into more comfortable clothes and came back to the living room where Nino was still standing at the same spot. Seeing the flushed face of the other looking at him with begging eyes was making him the happier man on Earth at the moment. You’re begging me in silence… such a good boy you are, Ninomiya… “I have work to do. Ok, Ninomiya?”

Nino nodded knowing he wasn’t allowed to speak yet. He could tell that his master was silently approving his attitude and deep inside he was feeling proud… proud because he was making his master happy, even if the situation was at the limit to become unbearable to him.

“You’re doing great, Ninomiya.” Jun whispered in his ear before he went to his office that was located next to the living room.

Nino could hear his master talking on the phone. He wanted to sit but it was impossible. He couldn’t walk either so all he could do was just stand there and wait hoping his master would eventually come to him.

Twenty minutes had passed by, when he saw the office doors slide open and Jun looking at him with a mischievous stare. “Come here.” Nino took a deep breath before walking closer to the other. “Close the door behind you.”

Jun was about to sit on his leather chair when the soft click of the door was heard. He had turned his attention to his pc screen when he uttered the next words. “Undress yourself, making sure it doesn’t fall out.”

Nino knew that even if his master pretended not to pay attention to him, he actually did. He took off his upper clothes before it came the turn of his trousers. He gasped as he unzipped them and lowered them trying not to bench too much. He had tried to stay silent but he couldn’t help the moan that escaped from the back of his throat as it happened again. He looked pleadingly at his master who still had his eyes on his pc.

“Done?” Jun asked with a raised eyebrow. Nino bit his lower lip as he pushed the trousers away. “Now, come here.”

Nino was surprised to find himself being lifted, his master’s hands on his buttocks, pressing them together before he was made to sit on the latter’s lap.

“Now, give me your hands.”

In less than a minute, the submissive found himself sitting on his master with his hands tied together in front of him with the tie that Jun had been wearing at the dinner.

“I have to make one last call. You will stay silent. Am I understood?”

Nino gulped but nodded. “You can speak, Ninomiya. Is everything clear?”

“Y… yes, master.” Nino answered in a weak, trembling voice.

“Good.” Jun said with a smirk written all over his face as he pressed some buttons on the phone on his desk. 

Nino wanted to scream when he realized he could listen to the beeps. Jun had called with the speakers on which meant that if he made even the slightest of sounds, he would be heard at the other end of the call.

“Yes? Hiroshita-san? Good evening, I’m Matsumoto Jun. Yes. I spoke earlier with Yamada-san and I have no important objections. The only matter that concerns me is the schedule. Wouldn’t it be wiser if we were a couple of days ahead just in case…”

Nino couldn’t pay attention to what his master was saying. How could he when one hand was playing with his hardened nipples? The alteration from feather-like to heavier touches, even small pinches was making his body tremble. He had to bite his lower lip harshly not to let a moan come out from his mouth.

He started taking small puffy breaths when he felt the other hand which till then was caressing in small circling movements his waist moving south to his buttocks squeezing them. It was too much… The sensations were too many and too intense… He knew his master was doing it on purpose to make sure his spot was hit consistently. He wanted to cover his mouth but his hands were tied in front of his chest. Jun made him look at him with a challenging gaze. Nino whimpered when he felt it again. Tears started building up in his eyes… It had been four and a half hours since he had the vibrator inside of him and the cock ring around the base of his now-painful member… four hours of teasing in front of his friends. Jun had made sure to activate the vibration in the moment he was the least expecting it. He knew the other was doing it so that he couldn’t forget to whom he belonged to… but now that he was sitting this close from his master, it was just impossible to remain silent. 

A whimper was heard before it turned to a painful moan.

“Matsumoto-san? What was that? Is everything ok?” Hiroshita asked from the other end of the call.

“Just my… cat… She’s being naughty…” Jun replied, his narrowed eyes never leaving Nino’s face. He pinched the inner thigh of his submissive, making sure the latter took the message.  “What you were saying, Hiroshita-san? Ah… yes…”

Nino was trying to concentrate on breathing. His master was touching him while activating the vibration inside him. At some point the call ended, making him sigh in relief.

“Tell me, Ninomiya. What was exactly the part of the phrase ‘remain silent’ that you didn’t understand?”

Nino lowered his head. “I’m sorry, master…”

Jun growled. “You are lucky that I’m on my limits, otherwise you’d be sent to sleep without anything more.” He pushed his chair a bit back and made his submissive get on his knees right in front of him. “Jerk me off… with your hands.”

Nino realized that he had to do everything with his hands tied as they were. After several failed tries, he managed to open his master’s trousers and get his erection free. He moved a bit closer letting out a short moan as the vibrator moved along with him. He took a hold of the heavy cock, the best he could, and wrapped his palms around it firmly before moving them up and down.

Jun let his head fall on the back of his leather chair, closing his eyes. Seeing his sub trembling the way he had during the dinner in front of his two friends had been more than arousing… It was as if he owned him in front of the man who had been his first because he had to make it clear to Nino who his master was and whom he should think of.

“Yes… like this…” Jun said huskily, allowing himself to be driven deeper into the pleasure the other was offering to him. His hands took a good grip of Nino’s hair, altering between caress and pulling. “Such a good boy, Ninomiya… so dexterous… your… hands are as talented as… your tongue…”

Nino smiled at hearing such words coming out from his master’s mouth and tried to impress him even more. A few minutes later, he had already found a good rhythm, noticing satisfied that Jun was getting closer and closer to the edge. What he hadn’t expected was the vibrator inside him to get activated on the maximum level. He almost screamed, his hands freezing instantly. The sensation was way too intense to be able to focus on his task. Not only had he been teased and aroused for hours but also was giving his master a handjob… The feel of the hot flesh against the skin of his hands and the sound of the erotic groans and moans that echoed in the room was making him be at the edge even more, if that was possible. The whole situation was driving him insane from the need to come. He had to bite his inner lip painfully not to let the loud scream that was threatening to leave his throat out.  

“Why did you stop?” Jun asked in a low voice between heavy pants. “Did I ask you to stop, Ninomiya?”

Nino hurried to shake his head negatively before taking a deep breath in an attempt to stay focused and resume his task. Soon, he could feel precum on his fingers. He wanted to moan. His mouth was watering up as he saw his fingers glittering in the juices he was in a way causing to get produced. He let out a mewl-like whimper without noticing.

“Always thirsty for cum… I could… tell you’d be… but this… much…? Ne… ver…”

Nino looked up at Jun with begging eyes.

Jun let out a low growl before his lips curved in a smirk. “No taste, tonight. I have something else in mind, Ninomiya.”

Nino frowned but dared to say nothing more. He didn’t want to make his master angry.

He ignored the chuckle that was heard and continued to jerk his master off in a faster rhythm. The erection had grown even bigger in his hands as the hips were thrusting forward in a need to gain more friction. He could see how more precum was coming out from the slit. He had never felt the way he did now by giving a handjob, neither had he looked so closely any of his other master’s cocks. This one though was Jun’s and it felt perfect in his hands, heavy and hard as it was… it almost felt as if he was holding the symbol of the other man’s virility… He closed his eyes moaning. He could remember how hot and smooth it had felt in his mouth as it violently fucked it till it hit the back of his throat… how it had felt inside him… how much it had stretched him… how powerfully it had fucked him… how it had made him feel complete and owned… And there he was, feeling it between his hands, holding it and giving it the attention it deserved.

His breathing had turned erratic. He was insatiable for everything the man in front of him had… He wanted to give everything he had to him… His heart skipped a beat at the realization. He had been wanting this, yes; he had been hoping he’d get that with Jun, yes; he had been seeing the signs but actually feeling this need to that extent? It was the first time he had no doubt. He let out a shaky moan as he could feel his own member swelling more. Everything was too much… overwhelming… his heart was pounding in his chest, his hands were getting sweaty and had to use all his strength not to let them start shaking, his ears were buzzing… he felt like crying from joy, screaming from the intense feelings of arousal that had conquered his body.

He wanted to look at the other. He was allowed to do that… and so did he. He looked up at Jun, not knowing how many of this storm of emotions he felt at the moment could be reflected in his eyes, gasping when he saw the beautiful dark eyes of his master staring back at him. Nino could see nothing but raw, lustful passion and desire… but there was something else as well… they weren’t cold… distant… they had a certain warmth, concern. Love was something Nino couldn’t dare to even think. But he was happy… because Jun was his master. Jun had chosen him… he was the one that was giving Jun pleasure at the moment. Nino let his index brush with a bit more pressure over the slit gaining a soundless gasp from the other. The only thing that Nino could think was how beautiful Jun was… perfect… and he’s my master…

In one fast move, and before he could realize exactly what was happening, he found himself being lifted from the ground and getting bent over the desk, the cold surface of the glass causing him to whimper as his buttocks were in perfect view for his master. He was overwhelmed by the whole advance of things that couldn’t control himself from scream as the vibrator was abruptly taken off and replaced the next second by his master’s hard erection that entered him till the base in a fluid move. There was no wait for adjustment; there was no need for anyway. His body was simply following the fast rhythm of his master, as the latter was sending his member in powerful thrusts deeper and deeper inside him. Nino had closed his eyes, with a tired smile on his face, as he kept feeling the pulsating cock moving inside him, filling him up in a way he knew, he’d never get tired of.

There were only low groans heard in the room as the moves became more and more frantic and uncoordinated. There was something animalistic about the way Jun was fucking the smaller man but also something really passionate. His nails were buried deep in the hot flesh of the slim hips, holding Nino possessively. He had never taken his eyes away all this time that Nino was giving him a handjob. He couldn’t tell for sure what kind of thoughts were passing through his submissive’s mind but there was no doubt that they were about him. He had never seen someone being like this while pleasuring him. There was a sentiment of selflessness in the way he was moving his hands around him… no hint of hiding the arousal he felt for giving him pleasure… and then there was the gaze… that beautiful, dark gaze, as if the smaller man was admiring him… almost worshiping him… and he couldn’t handle it any longer. After all these hours of arousal, he finally had the chance to feel the other around him.

“Don’t… stay lifeless…, Ninomiya. Move… Show me how… mu…ch you huh… want… m… me inside you…” Jun whispered with difficulty as he angled his hips so that he could hit Nino’s spot dead on.  

“Ma… masssster… ahhh… nnnggg…. huh…” Nino moaned, trying to meet his master’s thrust in the middle with as much power was left in him. 

Jun groaned when he felt the other pushing back in the best way he could. He knew he had brought him to his limits more than ever before, yet there he was obeying his every request without uttering a single complain.

“Ni… nomi…yaa… fuck…” he moaned as his hips thrusted a couple more times before slipping out the last second and sending his load of hot cum allover his buttocks and lower back, marking him. It had been a while since he had come this hard. It was almost as if seeing his white cum landing on the soft, pale skin, was making him ejaculate more.

There was a small moan that reached his ears which made him smile satisfied. He let himself fall on his chair, his eyes never leaving the now-glittering from sweat and cum skin of the other who remained bent over his desk.

“How does it feel, Ninomiya…, having my cum over yourself?”

“I… love it…, master…” the other replied almost in whimpers.

Jun knew that it was about time to allow Nino to come. He took a couple of deep breaths to regulate his breathing before he stood up and made the other sit on his desk, not caring if the glass would get stained by his cum.

“You want to come, don’t you?” He asked whispering in Nino’s left ear. To his satisfaction, he saw his submissive arch his back his whole body trembling from anticipation. Jun brought his right hand over the almost purple head of the neglected cock, smirking when he saw it twitching under his feather-like touch. “You want it bad…”

Nino felt like fainting. “Please, master…”

Without breaking the eye-contact, Jun untied Nino’s hands and opened the first draw on his left in order to take out a small bottle of lube. He applied some on Nino’s fingers before putting it back and sitting on his chair. “You can but only by fucking yourself with your fingers. Once you have four inside, I’ll take the cock ring off.”

Nino knew he wouldn’t have another chance. With as much power was left in him, he opened his legs and inserted his index into the most intimate part of his body. It had already been perfectly stretched from the vibrator and his master’s cock. Desperate for release, he immediately added the second and third moving them quickly. It wasn’t only because he was dying to finally come. This position was leaving him exposed to his master’s eyes which was something that was making him even more eager to do what he was asked.

“C’mon, Ninomiya. I’m sure you can reach your spot… Show me how talented you can be… Fuck yourself properly…” There was an impatience in Jun’s voice that made Nino let out a long moan.

Nino crooked his fingers brushing his spot, exactly like his master had requested. He already was a bit oversensitive, causing his body to writhe on top of his master’s desk, looking like a fish out of the water. He couldn’t remain seated, as he was. His back found the cold surface of the glass, his eyes rolling back as he kept brushing his spot again and again.

“I said four, Ninomiya. Four.” Jun’s low voice reached his ears, causing him to whimper. He had to find a way to add the fourth finger. His position was not the most convenient but at the state he was at the moment, he couldn’t care less about how he looked.

It was after a while that he realized it wasn’t only his pants that echoed in the room but also his master’s heavy ones.

“Fuck, you look… so hot… so…”

“MAAAASTER…!” Nino screamed at the top of his lungs the moment he felt the cock ring vanishing from around his heavy erection allowing him to come hard all over himself, cum landing on his lower abdomen, even his chest, his whole body jerking from the intensity. “Nnnn… ma… master…” he kept moaning, still under the effect of the long-awaited orgasm. He had never felt more desperate to come but also never this overwhelmed. It had been the most intense orgasm he had ever experienced. He was breathing heavily, his eyes closed, not having the power to move.

He was still panting when he felt his master’s hand bringing him back to his sitting position and a hot breath landing straight to his half-agape mouth.

“Open your eyes.” Jun ordered him.

Nino immediately obeyed, moaning at the image of his master pumping himself furiously.

Jun had never expected to get aroused this quickly but it was inevitable. The other was simply too hot as he pleasured himself, moaning loud, while his body was squirming around from the intensity. He made the smaller man stand on his legs, leaning against the desk so that he wouldn’t fall and continued masturbating himself faster until he came hard for the second time over his submissive’s genitals and lower abdomen, mixing their cum together.

Nino sent his head back at the sensation. He had been covered in all intimate parts of his body that night. It was then when it hit him. He had felt his master’s hot cum against his face, he had tasted it in his mouth, as he had swallowed everything, he had felt it being shot deep inside him and now, both his buttocks and cock were covered by it. He smiled at the realization. It was almost as if his master was owning him part by part… symbolically, methodically… and he liked it… so damn much.

“How does it feel, Ninomiya? How does it feel to have your cock covered in my cum?”

“It… it feels hot…, ma… ster…” Nino whispered, not having the power to speak louder.

“So…, you like it…” Jun asked huskily, his arm around Nino’s waist in order to keep him close to him. “You like having my cum on you… On both your ass and dick… on your balls… Staining your skin?”

“I… don’t simply like it. I love it, master… I want to have it on me, in me… everywhere…” the submissive whispered before opening his eyes, meeting Jun’s. “…because it’s yours, master… because I am yours…”

Jun closed his eyes sighing deeply. There was no other surely knew what to say.

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Nino couldn’t help but smile when he realized his master wasn’t pushing him away when he clang on him. Being carried to the bathroom, princess-like, was something he could have only dreamt of. He knew it was a part of the aftercare but it was more than he thought, he ever get to experience. Feeling the hot skin of his master against his made his heart beat faster… feeling his master’s hands massaging his scalp as the latter was washing his hair was just too much for him. Twenty minutes later, they were both in the bathtub, Nino sitting across Jun, in a comfortable silence. The hot water felt soothing against his skin but there was something he was missing.

“Master?” Nino asked in a whisper, not knowing if he could ask for it or not… but he had to try. Jun had asked him to always be honest and never hide anything from him.

“Yes?”

“Could… could you… hold me?”

Jun smiled warmly as he opened his arms. Nino hurried to feel the other, allowing his back rest against his master’s torso. It felt magical being held like this. Jun was holding him firmly, while his mouth was ghosting on top of Nino’s wet hair.

“I love being in your arms, master.” Nino whispered in all honesty, feeling calm. He snuggled closer, in a try to feel the other even more.

“I love holding you in my arms, Kazunari.”

Nino’s heart skipped a beat. His master had done it again. Kazunari… he bit his lower lip not to let any weird sound escape from his mouth. Suddenly, all those confusing thoughts rushed into his head, making him nervous.

“Is everything ok?” Jun asked worryingly.

“I… yes…”

Jun sighed, taking Nino’s chin between his index and thumb, making the other look at him. “What is it?”

“I just… feel… I…” Nino bit his lower lip. “…li…ke you very… much, master!”

Jun leaned closer and pecked his lips softly. “I like you, too. You’re the submissive I’ve always dreamt of having, Ninomiya. It feels as if all my life, I was waiting for you. So far, you’re doing so well… better than I expected.”

Nino smiled, trying to ignore the small stinging pain he had felt for a second in his heart when he heard his master’s last words. He had been a good slave. “I will try my best to always make you happy and proud, master.”

“I know.” Jun whispered before pecking his lips once again.

Nino said nothing more as he let his head rest in the hook of Jun’s neck. Why am I feeling like this…?

***

Jun hadn’t been able to sleep that night, his mind being occupied with the man next to him. The truth was that he felt confused… again. He couldn’t stop replaying Nino’s words. “… I think that I would enjoy… even complete… vanilla… with you… It’s not that I want it! Honestly, master! I just thought that with you, even that would be satisfying to me... I mean… uhm… theoretically…”

And then… there was the happenings during the aftercare earlier… he wasn’t stupid. He could feel the way Nino had clung on him as he carried him upstairs to the bathroom; he could see the hesitation to ask to be hugged… the reluctance when he had told him that he liked him… the hurt in his eyes before he allowed himself to be hugged. It had been since Masaki and Sho had visited them. It was more than obvious to him that the smaller man had felt jealous when he found out about Sho being his ex-slave, even if it had only been for a very short period of time. It was also obvious that the other sought for physical touch... and Jun was sure it wasn’t only because of the need to feel protected.

He sighed, his eyes never leaving the sleeping figure of his submissive next to him. From the beginning, there had been a connection between them; there was doubt about that but what was exactly that connection? And up to what point?

He couldn’t lie to himself. The way, he was sure Nino had felt earlier, was similar to what he had experienced. He wanted to own the other; body and soul… he knew the other also wanted that… they were on the right track… yet, he felt that there was something else his submissive seemed to be wanting to give him… something he had never thought of with any of his previous relationships. And he knew, from the way his heart was beating at the moment, that deep inside he wasn’t appalled by the thought of it. On the contrary, it seemed quite… thrilling… mysteriously appealing to him.

Sighing, he got off the bed without caring to put on anything. He looked at his idol in the mirror as if he could find the answer. Is this even possible? Am I supposed to feel like that? He sighed. Why should it be so damn confusing and complicated? There was a sound of ruffling sheets that made him look at the bed. The other was now on his side, his hints of curves being bathed in the moonlight, as the latter entered from the large window. Jun’s heart skipped a beat. He had never been drawn to someone like this ever before. He looked back at himself letting out a trembling sigh. He wanted to own him… body, soul… he let out a sigh. “And… heart…” he whispered in a trembling voice.

He sat back on the bed and grabbed his phone to send a text to Masaki. It was almost two am but he needed to speak to him. He needed to have a second opinion… a point of view out of their world.

“Master?” he heard Nino’s voice from behind.

He put his phone on the bedside table and lied back on the bed, his eyes falling on his submissive’s face. “Did I wake you up?”

“No. I just… felt a little thirsty.”

Jun smiled warmly. “You wait here.”

“But…”

“It’s an order.”

“As… you wish, master.” Nino mumbled.

Jun went to the small table where there was a jug with fresh water and filled a glass. “Here…”

Nino took it and drank it with a small frown. Was everything ok?

“Thank you, master.” He whispered as he put the glass on his bedside table.

He gasped when he felt Jun’s thumb brushing the corner of his mouth. “There was a drop of water.” His master whispered, his eyes focused on his lips. “Ninomiya?” Jun asked his gaze going upwards, meeting with Nino’s.

“Yes, master?”

“I know it’s not the most appropriate time… and surely it’s a bit early but I’ve given it some thought and… seeing you sleeping by my side made me realize that it’s what I want the most.” Nino felt his heartbeat raising second by second. “I would like you to move in with me. You could still work… I wouldn’t ask you to depend on me from the first month but I would like us to go to the next step. I want you to be here.”

Nino couldn’t hide his surprise. “There’s nothing I’d like more, master. I want to be with you… always…”

Jun sighed relieved. He hadn’t planned on asking that yet… but then again, it was almost as if he was exploring hidden, unknown sides of his with this man.

“Let’s sleep, now. We have to get up early.”

“Yes, master.”

Jun closed his eyes, his hand wrapped around Nino’s waist, hoping he would be able to find the answers he was looking for.

***

 Masaki was shaking his head with a hint of smirk at the corner of his lips. Sometimes, you make things complicated yourself, J… he had just arrived at his apartment when he received his friend’s text. “I think we must have a serious talk.” he mumbled in a low voice as he took off his shoes by the entrance and headed to the bedroom.

The view, his eyes met, was breathtaking. His tongue brushed his lower lip as he got rid of his clothes on his way to the king size bed. “I will never understand how you manage to get rid of your pajamas, Sho-chan, but I will always be grateful to you for it…” His lover was sleeping prone on the bed with his round butt in perfect view. “So beautiful…” Masaki whispered as his right hand caressed feather-like Sho’s back from his nape to the curve of his waist. “and sexy…” he let his hand, follow the curves lower.

He couldn’t help but feel aroused. How could he not be when seduction was so provocatively close to him? “I’m so happy, I feel no confusion or doubt for loving you…” he whispered as he let the tip of his tongue leave a trail following the other’s spine downwards.

He opened Sho’s legs a bit and kneeled behind him so that his face was right in front of his lover’s most intimate part. His mouth attached to the soft skin of the firm buttocks while his hands were massaging them slowly. The skin was soft and tender, making him moan. He moved south… opening them so that he could have a perfect view. He felt his throat getting dry. He needed to taste the other. Closing his eyes, he came closer… his tongue brushing the tight ring of muscles and circling around the opening a few times before he let slide inside. He made sure there would be a lot of saliva so that he didn’t hurt his lover. He could feel that the other was still sleeping but the effects of his actions were starting to be showing. The slow, deep breaths had given way to quicker puffs. Smirking he started sending his tongue deeper, crooking it in a way that it mimicked his fingers… he knew him well. He knew exactly where he should touch his lover so that the latter would lose himself in the pleasure.

“Mmm…”

Masaki smirked but never stopped.

“Ma… Mmmasaki?” Sho asked, still sounding sleepy mixed up with confusion and arousal.

Masaki moaned in reply gaining a loud one from Sho while his body trembled. Finally… he thought as he took his tongue out, replacing with his index. Sho couldn’t help but grip the sheets underneath him, arching his back like a bow as his spot was brushed.

“What… did…? Ah…”

Masaki turned him around, smirking seductively when he saw that Sho’s member was half erected. He didn’t want to lose another minute. “It’s your fault… lying in the middle of my bed all naked with your butt up in the air…” he whispered before he took Sho’s cock into his mouth.

Sho’s head fell backwards. It wasn’t very usual to be the one receiving a blowjob from his lover, making it every time intense. He didn’t know what had triggered his lover to be this eager to please him and be so giving. He just knew that whatever it was, he should be thankful to it or them.

Masaki was eagerly howling his cheeks, sucking deeply as he moved his head up and down, while his hand was moving between the balls and the perineum. Sho put his hand on his lover’s hair to warn him but the other slapped it away, not showing any intension to get away. His moves turned faster and faster until he felt Sho’s body freezing right before he sent his load of hot semen right down his throat. He swallowed everything with a low moan before he climbed upwards and claimed in a possessive, almost brutal way Sho’s lips.

The latter opened his mouth allowing Masaki’s tongue brush against his, tasting the bitterness of his own cum. He knew what was following and he was more than pleased to give it to his lover. He raised his legs up in the air, opening them the best he could, so that Masaki could move. In one fast move, he felt the familiar stretching feel in his lower back. Masaki moaned closing his eyes, not moving for a few seconds.

“Wrap your legs around my back.” Masaki said in a low voice, his eyes staring at Sho’s, darkened from lust.

Sho hurried to do as asked. He felt the heavy cock leaving his body until there was only the tip inside him before it came back in full force. Masaki was never holding back when he was doing him and Sho couldn’t be any happier for that. After a couple only of thrusts, the rhythm changed, becoming more and more erratic. Masaki couldn’t hold it any longer, allowing his hips to move on their own, his nails marking his lover’s naked torso, as his body jerked one last time before he ejaculated hard into the small hole. He collapsed on top of Sho, not having the power to move.

“I’m so happy that I can love you without feeling confused...” he whispered, once he found his breath back, his fingers brushing through Sho’s hair.

“Something happened?”

Masaki smiled mischievously. “Don’t tell me you didn’t like my way of informing you I’m back home…”

“I would lie if I said that I only liked it, Masaki…”

Masaki smirked his hand slapping playfully the side of Sho’s hips. “Naughty boy…” he got off the bed before looking at Sho over his shoulder. “You’ll understand later but now, how about we take a shower?”

Sho smiled knowing exactly what was his lover hinting behind his question. “I’d love one…” he whispered before following the other to the bathroom.

Minutes later, his hands were trying to hold onto the fogged glass as his lover was fucking him from behind under the hot water in the shower. Their moans were echoing better there than in the bedroom while the sounds of their skin slapping against each other were only making him moan louder. There was an eagerness in their moves both meeting in the middle, wanting to come for the second time that night.

---

“I could tell that this Ninomiya Kazunari loved him. If only you could see how jealous he looked, when he realized there had been something between you and J…” Masaki said once they were back in the bed.

“How can you be so sure?”

“Because it was as if I was looking at myself, Sho-chan.”

Sho was taken aback. He didn’t know what to reply to this. “I’ll always feel sorry for putting you through this…” he lowered his head to his lap as he continued. “…back then, I thought it was what I needed.”

Masaki looked at Sho sighing with a hint of smile. “I know, Sho-chan. Sometimes, we feel confused… like J and Nino-kun. They both have fallen for each other… It crossed my mind as soon as J went to him. He had seen it, the question and hurt in Nino-kun’s eyes, even if he didn’t want to admit it to himself. It was why he kissed him this possessively in front of us… Didn’t you notice how Nino grabbed his nape? J’s. Nape. And the latter did nothing to push him away. That was something he would have never allowed to any of his previous slaves.”

“That was why you chose not to tease…” Sho whispered his eyes locked on his lover’s face.

“I had no right to.” Masaki replied seriously in a low voice. “It was something between them… they both needed the reassurance, whether they admitted it at the time or not.”

“So, you’re saying that Jun-kun has now realized it and it’s why he told you that he needs to discuss something serious with you.”

“I bet that’s what it is. I guess he needs to hear someone who’s not into BDSM but knows him really well as a person.”

“But if so, he shouldn’t feel worried. They shouldn’t feel worried. Love… isn’t something that complicates things… neither does it change them. It simply makes them worth even more. Can’t they be master and slave while fondly loving each other?”

Masaki made Sho look back at him. “Since when do I date some love expert of whom I had no idea?” he asked in a teasing tone with his eyebrow raised.

“I’m not some love expert, Masaki. I only speak from experience… with you… Loving you is giving me strength, a meaning to my life. The fact that we enjoy rough sex or sometimes something kinky doesn’t devaluate my pure feelings for you, exactly like it doesn’t devaluate your feelings for me. I know that you love me… It’s probably that what makes me enjoy those moments even more… because I share them with the person I love the most…”

Masaki felt his heart beating faster and faster as he heard the words coming out of Sho’s mouth so effortlessly, so naturally… He did love him and he knew that everything he had just said was reflecting like a mirror his own feelings, emotions and thoughts. It would be such times that he felt his eyes getting teary, wanting to feel the other as close as possible.

“How can you say so beautiful words so… so like… you?” Masaki couldn’t find the right words to form his sentence. He couldn’t. The other had done it again. “Why do you have to make things so difficult for me? You know the impact they have on me and as much as I’m sure you’d never say no to me, I doubt your little butt can handle my cock a third time in a row… even if it’s to make love to you… My sexy DJ has a performance tomorrow night and I want him to be in perfect shape for that.”

Sho’s cheeks turned hotter and Masaki could only chuckle at the sudden shyness of his boyfriend until he felt a hand brushing against his member. “You’re way too talented to make me lose my mind in so many different ways…”

“You…” Masaki whispered huskily. “Insatiable man…”

“I want to feel you, Masaki… Please…”

Masaki couldn’t ignore Sho’s pleading voice and so he took Sho’s already half-erected cock in hand and started pumping it, his eyes never leaving his lover’s ones that were mirroring him. This time, there was nothing brutal or rough about their actions. They didn’t fuck or simply get each other off. They were conveying everything they felt… Their rhythms were matching as they moved their hands faster, chasing down their orgasms. It only took them a couple of minutes to bring each other over the edge, their bodies shuddering from the intensity. Apart from low groans and soundless gasps there was no more sound that echoed in the room but this didn’t mean that the pleasure they had just experienced was any less intense. Once they came down from their high, Masaki grabbed a few tissues from the drawer next to him and cleaned them the best he could.

“Shower in the morning. We should sleep, now.”

Sho mumbled a yes and let his head rest in the crook of Masaki’s neck.

“I love you…” Masaki whispered, his arm wrapping around Sho’s waist so that he could hold him closely.

“I love you, too, Masaki. Good night…” Sho whispered back, trying to move even closer.

Masaki pecked the tip of Sho’s nose before closing his eyes with a large smile brightening his face. “Good night, Sho.” he whispered lovingly before being drifted to dreamland.

***

“Nino-kun?”

“At his apartment.” Jun replied before lighting up the second cigarette.

“So, what is it that has made you once again this confused?” Masaki asked with a raised eyebrow. He knew he could speak and get his friend out of the uncomfortable place he was at the moment but a part of him was enjoying seeing the other, who died to have everything under control, not knowing how to control his own feelings.

“It’s…” Jun kept trying to find a way to start. “I… it’s complicated…”

Masaki shook his head trying not to chuckle. “Why do you have to make it so dramatic?”

Jun frowned. “Dramatic?”

“Yes… the fact that you’re in love with Nino-kun!”

Jun’s eyes bulged. How could he…? He let out a long sigh, lowering his head. What am I even saying? He’s Aiba Masaki! Of course, he’d know…!

“You weren’t exactly subtle when you invited us to your apartment. That kiss was just the verification note for me… I could already tell…” Masaki went to sit by his friend’s side. “Your eyes, J… you can’t hide your feelings. I know you very well. You may think you’re capable of keeping a poker face… maybe in your business and to strangers you do it but not when it comes to feelings… neither to me. And so that you don’t start lecturing me again, I don’t imply your capability as a master… because love, my dear J, has nothing to do with BDSM; nor with any other type of relationship… romantic or vanilla, as you like to call it, marital, sexual or I don’t know what. Love isn’t always there… if it was then, people would all be happy…”

“But what I do-” Jun didn’t have the chance to finish his own words.

“Doesn’t necessarily forbid falling in love with your slave. The fact that Ninomiya Kazunari is your submissive doesn’t negate the fact that he’s the one you love… The first puts the limits and the rules of your relationship. It’s more of a technicality. Love has to do with feelings. You may want to control him, to own him in your way. He may want you to do that to him… you can be as harsh as you have decided but that doesn’t mean that loving that person will be a hindrance. On the contrary, I can only see it as something beneficial. It will only take the whole thing to another level.”

Jun was left staring at the other.

“Wasn’t that the reason why you broke up with my Sho-chan?”

Jun sighed. “Archeology? Again?!”

“What I want to say is that the lack of it has made you break up.” Masaki insisted.

“It’s different to feel something deeper than a superficial attraction and-”

“You cared about your previous-” Masaki started saying just to be cut off this time from Jun.

“Yes. I cared. But with Ninomiya… I can’t describe it with words…”

“Oh… you don’t take it personally! No one can!” Masaki answered between being joking and speaking seriously.

“Masa… really!”

“Oh, c’mon, J! You know he loves you back… and I feel that it’s that what has made you even more worried.”

Jun let his half-smoked cigarette on the ashtray and grabbed his drink from the table in front of them. “He told me he wouldn’t mind theoretically, as he pointed out, even vanilla with me.”

“J?” Masaki sighed when the other didn’t reply. “Look. I’m pretty sure Nino-kun won’t change his mind about your relationship. He’s into BDSM for like ten fucking years as you told me! Believe me! If he couldn’t and most importantly didn’t want to be a slave, he’d have stopped, no matter how much he loved you.”

Jun gasped. Nino had broken up with Ohno Satoshi exactly because he was missing that something… and he had said it, hadn’t he? “I had this wonderful boyfriend but I still had enjoyed myself more with a stranger…”

“Maybe if you took your relationship to the next level, maybe, then, you’d realize there’s no reason to be so afraid of your feelings because J… it’s something wonderful to have found someone to love and this very person be the one to love you back. People aren’t always this lucky. So, you’d better make the best out of it! You deserve it!”

“Would you mind, if I called him to come?”

Masaki smiled widely. “I had told you it was about time.” He went to his office and pressed a button on his phone. “Yes, It’s me. There will be a Ninomiya Kazunari be coming. He gets in from the special VIP entry. My personal guest. Thank you.” he turned to Jun who had just texted the other. “Done!”

***

“Did you like Masaki’s club?” Jun asked as he sat on his sofa.

“It’s been a while since I’ve visited a regular club but I admit it had a nice atmosphere, master.” Nino replied standing at his spot waiting for his master’s order.

“You may sit next to me.”

Nino hurried to do so without uttering a word.

“I have something… Just a minute…” 

Nino felt his heartbeat accelerating as he saw Jun heading to his office and coming back holding an envelope in his hands. The contract…

“It’s ready.” Jun said in the same calm tone as he sat back on the sofa. Nino’s eyes bulged when he saw that his master had already signed.  “I want you to understand one thing. From the moment you sign, you automatically make me demand more… and by more I think you understand that I mean obedience and compliance with the rules.”

“I… I know, master…” Nino whispered in a weak, almost trembling voice.

“Read it carefully and then, if you agree, sign it.”

Nino read it fast before taking the pen between his index and thumb. A few seconds later, his signature was appearing by the side of his master’s one.

“You should know you’ve just made me very happy, Ninomiya.” Jun told his submissive as he took him by the hand, leading him upstairs.

They entered Jun’s bedroom where Jun placed the contract into the safe that there was in his closet.

“Now, there’s one last thing that remains to be done, isn’t it?” A shiver ran down Nino’s spine. He closed his eyes in an attempt to control himself before he mumbled a yes. “Follow me…” Jun whispered into his ear before he headed to the door.

Nino was entering the room in the middle… their special room.  “Take off your clothes and come to kneel right here.” Jun said in his low, authoritarian tone pointing at the spot he was standing at the moment. Nino quickly threw his clothes on the floor and came to kneel where Jun had asked him to. “Close your eyes.”

Nino could feel his heart beating crazily into his chest as he complied with his master’s request. He was extremely nervous and excited but remained silent. Moments later, he heard Jun’s footsteps stopping right behind him. He felt a cold chain-like thing brushing over his right shoulder before the same sense went around his neck. My collar… I will finally have my collar…

“You can open them.” Nino opened his eyes coming across with his idol being reflected in the mirror his master had brought right in front of him.

“Can… Can I see it, master?”

“You can.”

Nino stood up and came closer to the mirror. It was a platinum, from what he could tell, necklace. There was the letter M with the N right underneath the part the two letters had similar strokes, their edges locked together forming small chains in rose-gold inside a circle. It was beautifully made.

“Do you like it?” Jun asked his submissive as he came to stand naked behind him, his eyes looking at Nino’s lustful ones through the mirror.

“I do, master.” Nino replied as calmly as he could at the sight of his naked master. He honestly did like it.

“The circle symbolizes the forever… it has no end and our two letters linked together mean that you are bounded to me. You’re mine and I’m here for you… to take care of you… always…”

“Master…” Nino whispered not knowing what else to say, recognizing the now-familiar darkness filling up his master’s eyes.

“Open your legs and give me your hands, your eyes always on your face. Tonight, the one who you will be staring at is no one else but yourself. Am I understood, Ninomiya?”

“Yes…, master…”

TO BE CONTINUED…

A.N. Sooo minna here’s chapter 4! ^_^ I’m sorry for posting a bit late this time but rl has been a bit busy these days once again… *sigh* At least, you got a super long chapter again! Almost 12.000 words! ;)
I hope you enjoyed Matsumiya’s special scene… Poor Nino… he had been tortured in front of his friends but Jun couldn’t really help himself from doing so, could he?! xD At least, Nino got to have the aftercare he deserved! ;) They both are confused about their feelings but, even though I don’t know much about this type of lifestyle, I don’t think it’s impossible to actually love each other like this. They have taken things to the next level and they will need to talk openly. Maybe something will happen in the next chapter that would make them do it? We’ll see! ;)
Also as promised, this time we had Sakuraiba! I wanted to show not only their playful and sexy side but also their romantic one! I hope you enjoyed them, too, as well as the Junba scene! 

Now, as far as the collar is concerned, because I hide a perfectionist Jun in me, I tried to show you how I imagined it. I just warn you that 1) I created it on my pc with the help of Paint (oh yes!) and PowerPoint (oh yes, again!) and 2) my drawing skills are Sho’s level! xDDD But anyway here it is:

I really hope you enjoyed it and as always your comments, even the super short ones, are <333!!!

See you soon,
Andy ^_^