13 October 2018 @ 10:48 am
Life Status: Restart_ (Part 13)  
Title: Life Status: Restart_
Author: Andy-chan ([personal profile] antimiya88 )
Pairings: Sakumiya (main), Junba (side)
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama, (a little) Angst
Rating: R
Summary: Sho is someone who has succeeded a lot in his life. He has a very good job that allows him to enjoy luxury. Despite that, though, he’s lonely. Apart from his good friend Jun, there’s no one who truly cares for him. He tries to convince himself that maybe it’s not meant for him, yet the sentiment of loneliness is there. One night, at his way home, he becomes the witness of someone’s beating. He takes the decision to pull at the side and see if the other is ok. Something inside him tells him to help this stranger, whoever he is, like Jun had helped him in the past. He comes across a young man. His face is pale, his thin body is covered in bruises and cuts and his hair is bleached yellow-ish. Is this unexpected encounter meant to change his life forever? 
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the boys, unfortunately.







Part 13

 

By 19:30 Nino had prepared everything. The food, the cake; everything. He was wearing the clothes he had bought this morning with the help of Matsumoto Jun and Aiba Masaki, after the latter’s insistence. It was weird to meet with his doctor, but Masaki-kun was a great company, differently to Aiba-sensei but equally pleasant.

 

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8 hours earlier…

 

Nino arrived at the mall he would meet with his doctor and his boyfriend. They looked really good together and now, could clearly see the difference between how Matusmoto Jun was with Sho and how with his boyfriend.

 

“Kazu-kun, good morning!” He was surprised to be called like that but the other had made it clear to him, hadn’t he? Outside, the office they would be acquaintances in the process of becoming good friends and something in Aiba Masaki’s smile and voice told him that it wouldn’t be that difficult. As much as he was hesitant and reserved with people, he couldn’t find anything against the latter; he was so easy to get to like. And then there was Matsumoto Jun. He was now sure that it was this person whom Sho had spoken of; the one who had saved his life in the past. There was something more serious and distant in him but not hostile.

 

“Ninomiya-san,” Jun said politely before bowing a bit.

 

It took Nino by surprise. He wasn’t used to such politeness in his life. They were different but maybe that’s why they were so happy; maybe they were just complementary to each other.

 

“Uhm, Matsumoto-san, Aiba-”

 

“Masaki-kun!” Masaki cut him off. “And drop the san even for Jun. Ok?”

 

“It’s ok.” Jun added with a smile. “I just felt the need to show you the respect I hadn’t back when I had visited Sho… I know I was interfering… and I’m sorry if in any way I caused-”

 

“Please, no need to talk about it. It was my weird perception of things back then… combined with the lack of clear judgement… self-confidence. Really no need to feel bad, Matsumoto-s-… kun.”

 

“I’m happy. And you look great with black hair!”

 

Nino smiled. “Thank you.”

 

“Ok. Now, that everything’s clear, I suggest we go and start shopping. I have a couple of ideas in mind. Come!”

 

Nino found himself following the couple to quite a large number of stores. They had a high sense of fashion, unlike Ohno who couldn’t care less about style. He chuckled when he remembered his moto: ‘as long as it’s practical, it’s good’. The two men with whom he was at the moment would have many objections on that matter. After two and a half hours, he was finally free to go back home with two large bags full of clothes. He had never had sophisticated and that formal clothes before. They looked great on Sho, but to him? He had been reluctant, feeling that it was totally out of him, but in the end, he agreed with the two older men because he could see in their eyes that they liked the result and deep inside, he himself wanted to try.

 

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He looked at himself in the full-length mirror in his room and sighed. Did he look really good? It was obvious that he had put an effort but didn’t want to be too much. He was dressed in total black, since Jun had insisted that like that he looked mature and sexy, with his hair styled backwards. It had been a while since he had such a short cut, making his face be seen clearly. Weirdly, he liked that… it came out with no fear, no hesitation. He wanted Sho to see him; see the real him for the first time.

 

After a while the bell rang. His heart started pounding in a crazy rhythm in his chest, as he came closer, but tried not to panic and stay cool; at least, on the outside.

 

He cleared his throat and opened the door. The sight, he came across with, was breathtaking. Even if he spoke to him every single day, sometimes for hours, he still hadn’t seen him in months, making it even more difficult to grasp that Sho was indeed in front of him, in flesh and bones, looking… simply perfect. The dark blue pair of jeans, certainly not one of the categories he usually bought, along with the dark blue dress shirt and the leather dark brown jacket on top was a combination he had never thought the other would choose – his instinct told him that Matsumoto Jun had had a small meddling in styling – but little did it matter. He had to admit that Sho pulled it off so good that made his throat get dry.

 

He was left astonished, with his mouth half-agape, not knowing how much time had passed by. His heart was still beating fast, faster than ever, because he could feel that he also had a similar affection on the other. He had caught how Sho’s eyes moved thirstily on him from head to toe all over, again and again. He wasn’t someone who’d wear such clothes but then again, he was never given the chance to. He liked that he had tried his best for the man he loved and it seemed it was highly appreciated.

 

It was only after he caught the way Sho cleared his throat awkwardly that he realized they were still standing at the door.

 

“Ah… please… come…” he said in a tiny voice that betrayed his nervousness.

 

He wasn’t the only one though. He had listened to Sho’s small gulp as he passed by him. He closed the door and asked from Sho to give him his jacket. He was surprised to see wider shoulders and more defined muscles trending under that shirt.

 

“I decided to try my best to impress you, too,” was what Sho told him when he realized the way Nino had been staring at him.

 

“I never said I was into muscular guys…!” his voice was hiding a hint of playfulness, implying that he was against them either.

 

“I wanted to do something for myself. To be stronger… I went to a dietician to help me create a healthy nutritional program for someone who works my schedule and also started going to the gym. There has been one 200 meters away from work but never thought to join until seven months ago. I must admit its impact was much more surprising than I could have ever imagined. It helped me keep my stress away and gave me more energy.”

 

Nino led them to the living room with a smile. The way that Sho spoke had also changed… It reflected more energy as he had just said?! More confidence?! For sure, a positivity that was more present than before.

 

“I’m happy for you… and…” Nino hesitated for a second, biting his lower lip, before he took a deep breath and met Sho’s gaze. “I do like what I see…” he meant everything. The life he could see in Sho’s eyes. The love. The sparkle.  Everything.

 

“So… what are your plans for tonight?” Sho asked the question not meeting Nino’s eyes. He had his back on him, as he supposedly - Nino was sure of that - looked around the living room.

 

Nino could tell the other was nervous. His body was stiff… because it was getting real. The same way he was.

 

“First. A dinner. For two.”

 

Nino made two steps forward and took Sho’s hand in his. It was the first time in his life he made the first move but somehow didn’t feel awkward. The way their hands fitted against one another was as if they were made for each other. 

 

“Come…” he whispered and led Sho to the kitchen where the round table was perfectly made. Plates, glasses and a pair of candlesticks were over a white tablecloth.

 

“Kazunari…” Sho whispered in owe.  He left speechless. Everything was made in detail.

 

“Do you… like it?” Nino asked in a trembling voice. “Have I… overdone it… maybe?”

 

Sho cupped the shorter man’s cheeks and pressed a soft peck on the tip of his nose.

 

“It’s perfect,” he whispered with a fond smile. He meant it.

 

Nino served the food he had cooked, before he lit the candles. They didn’t need other lights. They were sitting close to each other.

 

“You know… I love the light of candles…” Nino said in a low voice his eyes following the flame. “It’s warm… and their flame… is so beautiful to look at…”

 

“Just like you…” Sho whispered to his ear, making him gasp.

 

They exchanged a glance full of love before they started eating. They ate in a comfortable silence, interrupted only by the sounds of pleasure Sho was leaving every time he swallowed a bite.

 

“Did… you like it?” Nino asked in a tiny voice once they had finished. He knew the other had but still wanted to hear the words.

 

Sho chuckled. “You know I did. I’ve always loved your cooking, but somehow this… was beyond imagination… truly one of the most delicious, if not the most delicious dinner I’ve had in my life.”

 

Nino could only smile widely. He had been stressed. He had wanted it to be perfect. He had made it. Once they finished their glasses of wine, Nino brought Sho back to the living room, asking him to sit in the middle of the sofa while keeping his eyes shut.

 

Sho knew why and happily complied but failed keeping his eyes shut when he heard the other coming. He already had tears in his eyes but when he saw Nino coming with the cake, he couldn’t keep it anymore.

 

Nino was singing happy birthday to him, with a melodic voice that could be argued that it belonged to angels. Perhaps because he was an angel.

 

“Make a wish, Sho, and blow off the candles!”

 

Sho could only make one wish. He closed his eyes and blew. Soon, the room filled with the smell of burnt candles. They sat on the sofa and ate some. It was Sho’s favorite, cheesecake with blueberries sauce on top. Nino had made sure to notice down everything that Sho was sharing with him.

 

“Happy Birthday, Sho!”

 

Sho hugged the other and kept him close to him. They remained there along with two refilled glasses of red wine.

 

“It was the best birthday present ever!” Sho muttered, his breath landing on the top of Nino’s head.

 

“Well… I’m glad you’ve enjoyed my plan so far, but you still haven’t received your present… How can you name it perfect?” Nino teased him.

 

“What… do you… mean?”

 

Sho was left speechless when he saw Nino taking the glass of wine from his hand and placing it on the table, just before climbing on his lap. “Because your present…” Nino whispered close to his ear sending thousands of shivers down his spine. “…is me…”

 

“Kazunari…”

 

Nino looked straight into Sho’s eyes, pressing his body closer to the other. This time he knew what he wanted… how he wanted it… with whom he wanted it.

 

“Make love to me, Sho…”

 

Sho thought his senses played tricks to him. It wasn’t that he hadn’t thought of it… he’d be lying if he did, but he hadn’t really expected to happen… especially not hearing it loud and clear from Nino’s mouth. Their pelvises were pressed against one another, making him feel hotter. He could hear his pulse in his ears, as his heart was pounding hard in his chest. His arms had automatically circled around Nino’s slim waist, keeping him on place. It was a unique sensation keeping him this close. Not only did he see him in flesh, but also felt him; his warmth, his body. It was different… maybe because it was so real.

 

He swallowed hard when Nino moved his lower body in low, circling moves. He let out a shaky, almost silent moan. He wanted it… but also didn’t want to make the other think it was what he was looking for… At least, not the only one…

 

“I want it and I know you want it, too. Please, Sho… I want to feel you… I need to feel you…”

 

“Kazunari, I-” Sho hushed when Nino’s palm landed on his lips.

 

He had thought that the other would have wanted to wait since it was the first time they saw each other after having confessed their feelings. It was typically their first date… He looked at Nino who was looking back firmly into his eyes, with no doubt, no hesitance; only with love, desire and need.

 

Nino had a soft smile when he spoke again, once their foreheads were resting against each other. “I know.” He was sure that now the older man had understood what he meant behind that word. “Please, Sho…” he whispered on his lips, in a trembling voice.

 

Sho realized that during all these months they’ve spent so much time together that it didn’t feel rushed… Why to overthink it? Was there a rule when it came to this? No… Nino wanted it. He wanted it. That should be enough. Nino’s eyes closed when he felt the lips placing a kiss on his palm that still was on them.

 

“Allow me…” Sho said in a low, rougher voice that took Nino by surprise. His dilated cores revealed as much. In the next second, Sho stood up, his hands holding Nino up in the air, firmly pressed against him. “Your bedroom?”

 

“The door on your… left…” Nino replied weakly.

 

Sho had no difficulty in entering as the door was left open. He placed him on the bed before he went to close it. He turned around and allowed himself a few seconds to take in the sight in front of him. Nino looking sexier than ever, with flushed cheeks, looking back at him with his darkened from the turn-on eyes, and a visible erection in his lower front. He knew he wasn’t in a different state… maybe not as handsome as the other but he did feel the same thirst.

 

He came close to him and kneeled on the floor right before him. His hands came to the first button of the black dress shirt the other was wearing. They were trembling as they unbuttoned it, causing a faint chuckle from the other. From this close, Sho could see how Nino’s eyes were glistering, probably from tears… but this time he only smiled; because these tears were not there because of sadness but because of joy. He could feel how fast his heart was beating. They were sharing stress and excitement in the same time. Once all the buttons were open, Sho let it fall down Nino’s shoulders. The marks… they were there but he could tell they were all old. He lifted his gaze catching the way his soon-to-be lover was looking at him; the small frown on his forehead.

 

Do you still have doubts, Kazunari?

 

Immediately, he leaned closer, allowing his lips get attached to the first one. Then, he moved to the one on its right, following slowly a path of kisses on all of them; on Nino’s torso, arms… everywhere Sho could find one. It was something that had its own erotism, that created a deeper bond between them. Sho was led by Nino’s shaky moans, by the hands that were resting on the back of his hair, the fingers that were lost in his hair as he kept kissing.

 

When he reached the last mark, a little lower than Nino’s navel, he looked up. Nino was biting his lower lip but nodded. Sho smiled as his hands found the belt, followed by the button and zipper of the black trousers, the other was wearing.

 

Soon, Nino found himself sitting naked on the edge of the bed with Sho, still dressed, kneeled on the floor in front of him. He hadn’t taken his eyes away from the older man, not even for a split second. He couldn’t… the sight was breathtaking and now… was it possible to want to… No one had ever done it before. It would always be him the one who’d give it. He almost let out a cry, his head falling backwards the moment he felt himself being buried to an amazing hotness. He bit his arm to muffle his moan. It was only the first touch and he would sound desperate. He opened his eyes confused when he felt a hand taking it away.

 

“I don’t want you to hush, Kazunari, nor to hold back. I want to hear your voice, sighs, moans, everything you feel…”

 

“Sh… Shoooo” Nino couldn’t help but let himself give in. The sensations were magical. It wasn’t only that it was a long time since he last had had sex. He now realized that he had never had sex in his life… because that was driving him crazy, numbing both his mind and body in the most pleasant way. This was love… this was how it was supposed to be… He felt his toes curling, his whole body tremble heavily as he gave in and came. He could see starts behind his closed eyelids, gasping from the intensity of his orgasm.

 

When he opened his eyes, he saw Sho remaining at his spot looking at him with a smile that made his heart flutter. He bit his lower lip when he felt tears threatening to fill his eyes once again. He had never thought of him as the sensitive or sappy type of guy but couldn’t handle himself when he was with Sho. He had imagined how it would be if they slept together but would have never guessed all the feelings that he was experiencing at the moment. He let out a shaky smile as he cupped the older man’s cheeks, pulling his face closer so that he could taste his lips on his. Despite the bitterness that spread in his mouth, it also had something overwhelmingly sweet; something that made his heart jump funnily in his chest as he let himself fall on his back with the other on top of him. He could feel the way Sho’s hands were clinging on him while searching for his. He let the other place them over his head, their fingers intertwined. He could only tighten his grip.

 

There was only one thing that bothered Nino; Sho was still in his clothes. He broke the kiss, chuckling shortly when he heard the soft whine of his lover.

 

“Too many clothes…” he whispered on Sho’s mouth, as he pushed him a little on his back so that he could reach for the shirt buttons.

 

Sho was already too turned on but wanted to go with Nino’s rhythm. If the other was ready, there was no reason for him not to agree. He let him do it himself, enjoying the way Nino’s eyes followed the line of skin the shirt was revealing as it opened. There was a thrill and passion reflected in them that made Sho moan. Feeling the other’s fingers on his skin was something indescribable. Nino’s touch was hot, setting him in fire. He had to use all his willpower not to attack the other in a way that would make him insatiable. He took a sharp breath when he saw Nino unbuckling his belt before moving to his pair of jeans.

 

It was then that he realized the other had stopped. Confused he lifted his gaze meeting Nino’s eyes.

 

“Sit properly, your back on the head.” There was no room for question. Nino had been clear.

 

Sho inhaled deeply. He did as asked, his eyes bulging when he saw the smaller man finding his place between his legs, not moving closer; just sitting there staring. Something in him snapped. What if the other pushed himself further than he was ok with?

 

“Ka… zunari…” The other looked at him with a frown. “You don’t have to do it, if you don’t want to… I did it because I wanted it… you shouldn’t-”

 

“But I want to, Sho,” Nino whispered, his hands applying the tiniest of strength on Sho’s thighs. “I just thought… that it’s the first time I want this so much…”

 

“Kazun…” Sho couldn’t finish his words… not when he felt a wonderful warmth covering his whole length. His head fell backwards, resting on the head of the bed not having the power to keep it in place. His hips were trembling with the need to move but he wouldn’t do that. His eyes closed as his mouth was left agape in desperate need of air. It had been years since the last time he had been intimate with someone and probably the first time in his life he was getting into such activities with a person he loved this much. This was Nino… It was Nino’s hands that were holding his thighs, Nino’s mouth around him… Just the thought of it was overwhelming. Suddenly, it felt impossible for him to hold back… The sensations were too amazing to be able to. He tried to warn the other by moving only to get a firmer grip as a reply… and then, he was gone. It was embarrassing to be so fast, but then there was no way he could have done anything about it.

 

He was still lost in the pleasure he had just experienced when he felt Nino crawling on top of him until their faces were on the same height.

 

Nino was smiling with a content expression on his face that made Sho’s heart skip a beat. “Don’t overthink about it. It was amazing…” he placed a peck on the plump lips before continued on whispering straight onto the mouth. “But now… I want to be yours… entirely…”

 

How could Sho deny him? Once he had got back his breath, he turned them around so that Nino was on his back, underneath him. “And I want to make you mine, my love…” he whispered back and let his mouth get attached to the crook of Nino’s neck, enjoying the sharp, surprised gasp the other let out of his mouth. He was happy to realize that the more he was touching him, the more his lover was turned on. It was a mutual reaction, as he felt himself turning back to life.

 

He took one of the pillows and placed it underneath Nino’s waist. He knew that doing it this way it would be more hurting for the other but he also knew that both of them wanted to be able to keep the eye-contact.

 

“In the first… dr… awer…” the words came out with difficulty.

 

Sho found everything he needed and focused back on his task. He was taking it slow, preparing the other while focusing on the smallest grimace or frown he could see on Nino’s face. It was the most important part and in spite of feeling the need to dive into the hotness of his lover, he wanted to be sure the other would enjoy it to the fullest. It was a test that could determine a lot in their relationship, even if it was on a subconscious level for Nino, and Sho wouldn’t risk it.

 

Only once he felt his lover was ready, he allowed himself to continue. He inhaled, his whole body trembling at the sensation of being one with Nino. He stilled once fully inside to give the other the time he needed to get used to him.

 

“Please, Sho… move…” Nino moaned breathily and Sho made his first move; hesitant.

 

And then, slowly, the rhythm built up, their bodies taking little by little the control until they gave in completely, allowing themselves only to feel.

 

Nino felt he was floating on air. He had no power to articulate a single word. He was completely gone, feeling Sho moving inside him, claiming him as his… His hands were holding the other’s back, seeking to hold on something, nails burying into the skin, as he saw stars behind his eyes for the second time that night. It was magical… He was one with the man he loved… and this was irreplaceable. He needed some friction… He was too close. He was about to move his hand between them when, abruptly, Sho turned them once again around, still connected, and found himself on top of his lover. He moaned out loud, feeling his lover deeper inside him due to the change of position. After a few round moves of his hips to help him get accustomed to this, he started moving again. And then, Sho’s hand was on him, matching the rhythm of his hips.

 

“Together…” Sho growled, lost in the pleasure.

 

Nino could tell that his lover was close, the same way he was close, too. They moved together, their bodies losing their coordination… they were almost there… Nino tried to keep his eyes open, happy to realize that Sho was mirroring him. They both wanted to see each other. With two last sharp thrusts and a tighter grip on Nino’s length they were both gone screaming each other’s names. They rode off their orgasms, until Nino fell on top of Sho’s sweaty torso, not having any power left in him. Their bodies felt as if made out of jellies. They were exhausted but in the same time so complete.

 

Nino felt Sho kissing him on the top of his hair. “I love you, Kazunari. So much.”

 

“Me too, Sho… me too…”

 

Nino tried to move away but Sho forbid him from doing so. “I want to feel you a little more, my love… please…”

 

He had softened completely but Sho didn’t want to slip out of Nino; at least, not yet.

 

“As long as you want, Sho…” was Nino’s reply as he let his head rest in Sho’s crook of neck. “I’m yours…” he whispered before closing his eyes smiling happily. He was finally Sho’s.

 

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Half an hour later, they were lying in Nino’s bed, fresh and clean after a quick shower.

 

Nino snuggled closer to Sho who kept him protectively in his arms. “Did you like my birthday present?”

 

Sho smiled, his hand finding Nino’s jaw so that their eyes could meet. “What do you think?”

 

“I’m happy... Now, I can recognize the feeling…” Nino muttered under his breath, still staring at Sho. “Because you’re here… with me… Even when I asked you time… you gave it to me with no doubt, unconditionally…”

 

“I would do everything for you, my love…”

 

Nino sighed, a big smile on his face. He knew it. “Sho?”

 

Sho pressed his lips on Nino’s forehead. “What is it, Kazunari?” he whispered.

 

“I want you to know.”

 

Sho frowned. “Kaz-”

 

“I want to tell you everything. I need it… for myself…”

 

“You know I’ll listen to you, anything you tell me… whenever you decide to tell me…”

 

Nino smiled before he rested his head against Sho’s torso, his left hand tracing patterns on the soft skin of his lover. He took a deep breath and began. He said everything; about his mother, his mother’s boyfriend, the years of the orphanage, his bullies, his meaningless one-night stands, he explained what was passing through his marks and how he had been the reason to stop… how he gradually became stronger and stronger… everything.

 

There had been no trace of pity; only a firmer grip whenever he heard something that had hurt him. It was a way to tell him that he was there for him; that he’d always stay by his side.

 

Once he had revealed everything, Nino felt lighter; as if a burden had been lifted from his shoulders.

 

After moments of silence, it was Sho’s time to speak. He talked about his family and how had always felt pressure to be perfect, the top of class, the best at everything he was doing… his share of bullying at school and Jun’s role in his life…  everything.

 

“Kazunari, can I ask you something?”

 

“Of course.”

 

“Why did you leave?”

 

Nino smiled. He knew the other wanted his honest answer, and now he felt no reason to keep it a secret from him. “I… had felt jealous… I had heard some of the talk between you and Matsumoto-kun… I knew I was at fault and then, I caught a glimpse of you hugging… You looked perfect in my eyes… I was seeing someone who could stay by your side… who was worth to stay by your side while I was feeling someone useless; a foreign body in your world. It was turning more and more painful for me, because I had already fallen in love with you, so… what was left for me was to go… get back to reality…”

 

Sho sighed pulling his lover into a tight hug. “You can’t imagine how devastated I felt when I realized you were gone…”

 

Nino gulped. “And I left you twice…”

 

“The second time, you didn’t disappear. You just needed space… You needed to fight for you and for us. I was actually smiling… because I knew you would finally get the chance to see the person I had fallen in love with.”

 

“Hmmm… while you chose to become someone way sexier than the one I fell in love with…” Nino said pouting.

 

Sho chuckled. He knew Nino wanted to lighten the atmosphere up. “You said you liked it…”

 

“I only mentioned that I didn’t say I hated it! It’s different!”

 

“Yes… yes… and so you know, you also became someone way sexier…”

 

Nino bit his lower lip. “If you’re seeking for another round, mister, you should know that-”

 

“I don’t,” Sho hurried to cut him off. “Now, it’s time to sleep. Besides… There’s always the morning for that!”

 

Nino smiled, feeling his face growing hotter at the sound of the last words. “Is that a promise?”

 

“Maybe…?” Sho replied in a teasing tone.

 

“But now, Kazu, let’s sleep. It’s late…”

 

Nino nodded, feeling tiredness claiming his body. “I love you…”

 

Sho switched the small lamp on the bedside table off. “Sweet dreams, my love…” he whispered close to his lover’s ear, as he kept him securely by his side.

 

After a while the only thing that could be heard in the bedroom was the steady rhythm of the two men’s breathing.

 

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The next morning, Sho got surprised when he woke up to the smell of freshly made pancakes and coffee.

 

“My birthday was yesterday,” he said as he saw Nino bringing a tray to the bed.

 

“Yes, but maybe I want to pamper you… This time I’m the host and you my guest. Maybe I’m that kind of host…” Nino whispered as he placed the tray on the bedside table.

 

“Be careful…” Sho mumbled as he sat properly on the bed, his naked torso being revealed as the sheets fell. “I may get used to it…”

 

Nino smirked as he came closer, wrapping his one hand around Sho’s nape, his lips almost touching those of the other. “Well… perhaps it’s what I want…?!”

 

“I thought what you wanted was something else…” Sho teased him.

 

 “Why do you think I brought you this breakfast?”

 

Sho chuckled. He loved this bolder, teasing side of his lover. It was as if he was rediscovering Nino and he liked it… he did want that every day. Not the tray in bed, but to listen to his voice, see his face before anything else. He was sure that every day, even the toughest one, would be bearable… because he’d have had the dose he needed.

 

He wrapped his arms firmly around Nino’s waist pressing him against his torso, his gaze locked onto the smaller man’s face. “Kazunari?” he asked, his voice turning suddenly serious. “Will… will you… move in with me?”

 

Nino was left speechless. He could only gasp at the sound of these words.

 

“I just want to be able to sleep with you by my side and wake up knowing that you’re there…” Sho continued, “I want to listen to your voice, see your face, every morning…”

 

Nino couldn’t believe in his ears. Waking up next to this man had been what clicked in him and made him seek help… Now, that he had once again experienced it while he was finally feeling strong, he could tell positively that it was what had crossed his mind the moment he came across Sho’s sleeping face by his side. He could only see the half-parted mouth and the messy hair, fallen as it was on his face, accentuating in a way his chubby cheeks and that only made him smile. He felt complete, peaceful. And now the other was telling him the same thing… It was as if they had the same rhythm… as if their minds were linked together… as if they were soulmates… meant to be together… He teared up as he leaned closer, his hands closing firmer around Sho’s neck. Tears started falling down his cheeks. He was feeling happier, if that was even possible. There was an excitement… a thrill that filled his body causing it to flush.

 

“Yes, Sho! Yes! I want to move in with you!” finally he exclaimed before he pulled his lover closer to kiss him.

 

It was what he had been dreaming all this time… And now it would turn true…

 

Their mouths closed together, leading them in a slow and full-of-emotions kiss. They kept kissing as if they could share everything they wanted to tell but couldn’t because of how moved both were at the moment. Only once they felt an urged need for air they broke it their foreheads remaining linked.

 

“My love…!” Sho murmured on Nino’s lips right before he pulled him into a tight hug.

 

This mutual feeling of belonging to each other had a completion; an intimacy in it… making them feel one.

 

There was no doubt anymore… their meeting that night was meant to be.

 

 

THE END

 

 

 

A.N. Sooo minna here’s chapter 13!! ^_^ Finally, Sakumiya are together officially! :) Junba helped them the best way they could and Nino prepared the best birthday night for Sho! And yes finally they slept together!! Even if they haven’t really met, all these months they’ve come to know each other and be really close so I thought there was no reason not to happen! It was actually the reason why I “wanted a home-date”! ;) I didn’t want to make it an nc so I kept out most details so that I could focus on their feelings which I think were more important here! I hope it wasn’t disappointing! ^_^
Next week, you’ll have an epilogue so that I can show you how Sakumiya’s life will be from now on and how their friends will be part of their lives! ;)

I really hope you enjoyed it and as always your comments, even the short ones, are <333!!!


See you soon,

Andy ^_^

 
 
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matsuaurore[personal profile] matsuaurore on October 13th, 2018 08:52 am (UTC)
My spooooooooooooooooooooooottttttttttttttttttttttttttt <3
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 13th, 2018 08:55 am (UTC)
xDDDDDDDDDD Yes!!
matsuaurore[personal profile] matsuaurore on December 9th, 2018 01:03 pm (UTC)
It's a miracle, I have finally read it! XD
That was so cute how Jun and Aiba helped Nino for the shopping part ♡ I'm sure Jun knew which clothes would fit Nino's butt perfectly :P I was imagining a so sexy Nino in black! Strangely, even in a fiction, it's now hard for me to picture a sexy sho xD he is so.... well... you see what I mean xD
Both were very cute with their doubts and their lust for the other; the NC part was very hot and sexy (mostly with Sho's new muscles xDDDD). It was also cute how Sho asked Nino to move in with him, I'm glad Nino finally told him everything ~ now, let's go to the epilogue xD
jkc80[personal profile] jkc80 on October 13th, 2018 10:39 am (UTC)
Totally emotional on both sides, sakumiya belong to each other... great story ne, looking forward to the epilogue even though that will be it :( thanks heaps
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:26 pm (UTC)
As you said! They belong to each other!! ^^
The epilogue is posted! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
pluvie_27[personal profile] pluvie_27 on October 13th, 2018 10:40 am (UTC)
I nearly cry..... T.T
So happy for them, finally they become together for real!
Looking forward for the epilog
Thank you 😘
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:27 pm (UTC)
Oh~~ They've finally found what they deserve! ;)
The epilogue is posted! ^^

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[personal profile] shozi_sakurai on October 13th, 2018 01:37 pm (UTC)
hello. i"ve been following this fic since start. and i love SakuMiya. thank you so much for this story. ^_^ otsukaresama deshita!
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:27 pm (UTC)
I'm glad to know that you've read it from the start and that you like it!! ^^
There's a small epilogue if interested! It's posted! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
Bon[personal profile] bon_san on October 13th, 2018 06:13 pm (UTC)
This was so good! They're finally at a good spot and together, I'm so happy.
Looking forward to the epilogue!
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:28 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you liked it! ^^ I guess their timing is finally the best for both! ^^
The epilogue is posted! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
[personal profile] galuhdayinta on October 17th, 2018 02:22 am (UTC)
THE SWEETEST DATE!! <3 Nino really did his best to pampered Sho on his birthday hahah xD I like how Junba helped Nino <3 and matsumiya apologized to each other XD also the birthday gift! <3 the best gift ever, I'm sure Sho is really happy that Nino could open himself to him. somehow I like it when Nino being all nude first and Sho came to him, kiss all his old bruises. I could see why Nino is close to tears because Sho is so loving, and I'm totally T_____T at that scene. the most romantic and sappy blowjob I've ever read LOL! Really. Nino was like a baby, a bruised baby and Sho accept Nino the way he is T_____T
AND THE PROPOSE FOR LIVING TOGETHER I'M SO SOFTTTTT. Yay for Nino starting to be bratty XD
I can't wait for the epilog! This series really ended hmmmm T__T
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:30 pm (UTC)
I wanted it to be sweet! ^^ Nino tried his best all the way (and Junba helped both! They're super friends ;D) Well I'm sure it was one of a kind present to Sho!
LOL You made me laugh! Well that was my intention!! To make it sappy and romantic because I felt is what suited this story the most! ;)
hehehe there's more coming in the epilogue! You can find out! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
kisSHO_SA8282[personal profile] mytenshi_sa82 on October 18th, 2018 12:41 am (UTC)
Finally sakumiya are together and yahooo they slept together!!that's was so so so beautiful and sweet . I'm happy that you focused on their feeling first..because that were most important things for this fic ne. 😍 no disappointment.. ❤💛 they are going to living together ne.. Ahh.. Ureshi.. Thanks to Junba.They helped sakumiya so much and grateful to ohno too.. 😘

Thanks for such a beautiful fic Andy Chan..❤💛 💚💜 💙💛
Eagerly waiting for the epilogue.

Edited 2018-10-18 12:46 am (UTC)
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:32 pm (UTC)
Yes! Sakumiya are together!! I felt the most important part in this fic was the feeling rather than simple lust!
Glad you liked it! ^^
The epilogue is posted! ;)

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
mikunicchi[personal profile] mikunicchi on October 20th, 2018 04:11 pm (UTC)
I'm super late but I had a really bad week... I'm sorry T-T
And now I'm crying because this is so good and I can't believe this is the last chapter *ugly sobbing*
I'm so damn happy that Sho and Nino finally managed to meet 😭 my heart!
And I really can't wait for epilogue 😭
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on October 20th, 2018 06:33 pm (UTC)
Don't worry about being late! I almost forgot to post today ><" The story had to end at some point! At least, now everyone's happy and Sakumiya have finally found each other the way they should!! ;)
The epilogue is posted! Read it whenever you can! ^^

Thanks for reading and commenting dear! <3
wjktl1999[personal profile] wjktl1999 on November 1st, 2018 04:31 pm (UTC)
This chapter is a mix of sweet & hot. Love it!
And Sho did a work out to impress him😎. Glad they opened up with each other.
antimiya88[personal profile] antimiya88 on November 7th, 2018 07:34 am (UTC)
I wanted it to be really sweet! Glad you liked it! ^^
xDD Sho felt the need to also do sth for both of them! ;)
They deserved it!!

Thanks for your comment dear! <3