06 February 2015 @ 07:01 pm
Title: A Broken Promise
Author: Andy-chan ([livejournal.com profile] antimiya88)
Special thanks for all her support to my dear [livejournal.com profile] chrysiida_tori <3
Pairings: Sakuraiba (main), Sakumoto, Matsumiya (side), Junba (??????), Yama (friendship)
Genre: AU, Drama, Angst, Romance
Rating: R - NC-17
Summary: "I promise you to always be by your side… I promise to never hurt you… I promise to never let you down…"This was the promise Sho had made to Masaki. Seven years have passed since then and Sho knows positively that he still loves his partner more than his life. But sometimes life has unexpected surprises. Will he be able to keep his promise or not?
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the boys unfortunately

Hi minna! ^_^ This is my new multi-chaptered! It's an idea that keeps revolving into my head for several months now... I would really appreciate it if you told me what you think about it! I admit I'm quite nervous!!! <3


A broken promise



CHAPTER 1



The alarm started ringing breaking the silence in the room. Sho managed to make it stop before waking up the one lying next to him. He opened his eyes and looked at him sleeping peacefully. He was so beautiful… like an angel. Yes… that’s what he was… a true angel that had fallen from the skies. Sho’s lips curved into a smile.

It had already been ten years since they got together. They were both students when they met each other. Sho was a third year student in law and Masaki a second year student in Humanities. Some people might have called it love at first sight but for Sho it was love; nothing more; nothing less.
---

“I’m sorry… but could I sit here? There’s no free table…” Sho looked up to see a tall slim figure. His face was beautiful, decorated with sparkling eyes and the most breath-taking smile he had ever seen.

“Of course…please…” he took his bag from the chair next to him so that the other could sit.

“Thank you so much! If you had denied it I guess I would have to eat on the ground! I’m so hungry!” Sho laughed how energetically the other was speaking. His voice was a little bit husky but it felt sincere.

“My name is Masaki! What’s your name?” Masaki asked him happily as he started eating in a really fast pace.

‘Did he just told me his first name?!’ Sho thought as he heard how the other presented himself. “My name is Sakurai. Nice to meet you” Sho said in a low voice.

Masaki frowned. “Sakurai what?! There are a million people named Sakurai. But that’s not your name… I asked for your name. I am Masaki. You are?” Masaki said flashing him a bright smile.

Sho gulped. He had never met another person like him. He never felt at ease meeting new people; especially people like him who were pushing the other but somehow he didn’t feel any kind of pressure being with this Masaki. “Sho… My name is Sakurai Sho…”

“Sho-chan!” Sho’s eyes bulged at the hearing of ‘Sho-chan’ but said nothing.

“You have such a beautiful name and you didn’t want to tell me… You should have more faith in yourself… You have a beautiful name, you are handsome and you seem really smart!” Sho felt warmness cover his cheeks.

Masaki caught that and poked softly his right cheek. “Hey… Don’t be shy… I’m only telling the truth! You’re studying law right?!” he pointed at the books that were next to Sho. “I could never understand or even remember all these laws and all these rules and regulations…” Masaki sighed while mixing his coffee that accompanied his lunch.

“What…” Sho coughed a bit. “What do you study?”

Masaki smiled and looked at him straight in the eyes. “My dream is to become a teacher! I want to help children learn and discover new things… I want to be able to help them find a meaning in their lives!”

Sho had stopped eating and kept staring at the student next to him. He had never heard someone talk like that about his studies. He had chosen law because his father was a lawyer so he had no other choice. But this Masaki was speaking about dreams, about goals. Something that felt so far away from him… he was jealous that the other had already found a meaning in his life while he kept wandering around without a purpose; without anything.

“You think I’m stupid right?!” Masaki said, looking at the other’s expression. “Don’t worry… I might be… It’s not the first time I’ve been called like that…” the last words were muttered in an almost inaudible way. Sho kept saying nothing.

Masaki sighed and looked down at his plate. “I’m sorry… I guess I just got carried away… I’m known for my verbosity…” he bit his lower lip. “Thank you for letting me eat my lunch here…” he stood up, ready to take his tray with him but a hand grabbed his wrist forbidding him to make a single step away.

Sho seemed to just realize what he had done and left the other’s hand immediately.

“I’m… I’m sorry… But please don’t leave… I mean… I really enjoy your company… besides I haven’t finished my lunch and you have your coffee right?! It was just that I’ve never heard anyone talking with such passion over his studies… and somehow you made me think… sorry if it came out as rudeness…” Sho hadn’t taken a single breath as he said all this. He didn’t know himself why he stopped the other from leaving but he knew that he was happy having him next to him. It was refreshing… it was different.

Masaki formed a shy smile and sat back on his chair. “I’m happy to hear that Sho-chan…” he bit his lip. “I’m sorry… I meant Sakurai-san…”

“No! You can call me Sho-chan… it sounds nice…” Sho said lowering his head.

“Really?! I’m so happy! You know Sho-chan? You’re the first that hasn’t kicked me away since I came from Chiba! Everyone calls me annoying… though they may have a point…”

“You are from Chiba?!”

“Yes… I came here two years ago for my studies. I wanted to go to Waseda University because I heard it had one of the best programs on Humanities! You know I want to specialize for children with special needs!”

“I believe you will be a great teacher… you seem determined and full of energy! Children will love you!”

Masaki grabbed his hand. “You think so?! Ohhhh! I’m sooo happy to hear that! I’m not the brightest person on earth though I study really hard…”

“How did you decide what to study? I mean… it has to do with your future… How can you be sure that you have chosen the right path?!” Sho asked looking at his cup of coke in front of him.

Masaki shook his shoulders. “I don’t know… I guess I love children and I thought that I would like to be there for them… help them learn and discover the world!”

“Your field has a deeper meaning…”

“Every field has a deeper meaning… it depends on how you look at it! Law for example… it is necessary. It can help innocent people be protected… it can help find justice… You help people the same way I want to help them…”

Sho was left dumbfounded. He had never thought of that. Law was for him the tool to take over his father’s office and help the clients win no matter if they were innocent or not. The most important part was the money. Whoever paid the most, had also the right to be defended. That’s what always his father was saying.

Sho looked closer at Masaki. It was rare to meet such a passionate person. He seemed genuine.

“I had never thought of my field like that… you have a point there… I guess…”

Masaki smiled at him and then stood up. “I’m really sorry but I have class in a few minutes… It was nice talking to you!”

Sho debated for a few seconds but gave up. “Would you like to meet some other time?!” Masaki looked at him confused. “I mean for a coffee… or a movie… like friends of course! Yes…”

Masaki laughed watching Sho be confounded by his own words. “I would love to!” He took off a small notepad and wrote down his number. “Here…” he handed it to Sho. “Call me when you can ok? Nice to meet you Sho-chan!”
---

Sho’s eyes turned to his hand where a gold ring was shining in his forth finger. It had already been five years since they had gotten married. The next month it would be their anniversary. A lot of things had happened in the meantime but Sho knew that his love was the same strong. He caressed Masaki’s hair softly and kissed him tenderly on the top of his head before getting off the bed to take a quick shower.

“Sho-chan…” Sho heard Masaki’s voice coming from the bedroom.

“I’m coming love!” Sho had just stepped out of the bathroom. In his bathrobe he entered the room where his husband was still in the bed, awake.

He walked closer to him and kissed him on the lips. “Good morning my love”

Masaki smiled and wrapped his hands around his husband’s neck. “Good morning Sho-chan… What time is it?” his voice was still a little rough from the sleep.

“It’s 7:30. I have to get ready and go to the office…” Sho said softly.

Masaki pouted. “You really have to go?! Can’t you stay a little longer?!”

“My love please… stop making those puppy eyes… you know I can’t resist them…”

Masaki pouted. “You always leave so early… ” his voice was soft and Sho couldn’t help but stare at his husband’s lips; at those luscious lips that he longed to taste. “Can’t you-”

Masaki couldn’t finish his words as Sho’s lips claimed his forcefully; desperately. He knew it was not the time but his body started losing control and his rational thinking giving its place to the sweet fog of pleasure. He could feel Masaki stiffen a bit but that didn’t stop him from shoving his tongue in his husband’s warm mouth feeling every inch. It was so familiar yet it was as if there were so many things left to discover. His mouth traveled lower, sucking the soft skin, leaving red marks. He loved to hear the small gasps that left Masaki’s half opened mouth and feel his husband’s hands clench on his shoulders.

In the next minutes, Masaki was already left with no clothes on top. Sho’s eyes landed on Masaki’s left shoulder, on his fire like red birthmark, making his eagerness for his husband grow even bigger. Soon, his mouth was devouring the slim torso, licking, biting, sucking… everywhere it could reach. His member was already throbbing hard.  His hand traveled lower getting into Masaki’s boxer. Still drunk from pleasure started pumping it softly. It wasn’t until then that the realization hit him. He stopped immediately his actions and sat a little further from Masaki.

“I’m sorry… Masaki…”

Masaki’s eyes were already filled with tears. “Sho-chan… I’ve… already told you that it’s fine…”

Sho tried desperately to avoid looking back at him. He could tell by the other’s voice that he wasn’t comfortable and he hated that he was the reason to have brought him to this kind of situation once again. “Masaki… no it’s not fine and you know it…” he whispered.

Masaki tried to sit up better and grabbed his hand. “But I love you Sho-chan… It… it really doesn’t matter to me… and I know you love me… I’ll be fine… It’s going to be fine…” his voice was trembling. He was afraid. He couldn’t deny that… It was a reaction that he didn’t want it to happen… it was a reaction that he hated because he knew that he was making things difficult for them. It wasn’t right for Sho.

Sho turned his gaze on Masaki. “Because I love you too Masaki I can’t do that to you… it will make me feel like a… I can’t do that…” his voice cracked at the end.

“But…” Sho hushed him, pecking his lips.

“Don’t worry Masaki… We can wait as long as it takes… alright?! I’m fine! You only have to know that I love you… more than anything… I mean it! Ok?” Masaki was trying to stop the tears that threatened to leave his eyes.

“I just want you to remember that…”

Sho entered the bathroom quickly cursing under his breath. He hated his body for reacting like that. He had promised that he would not do something like that yet he had already done it… again. He felt angry with himself; so damn angry… and so damn frustrated.

He entered the bathtub once again and turned on the water. Tears were falling down his cheeks as his right hand was pumping fast his painfully hard member trying to finish as quickly as possible. Once he ejaculated he felt so weak… so dirty. You are a bastard Sakurai Sho… a bastard… he cleaned himself fast and got dressed avoiding looking at Masaki who was still in the bed.

He hated this kind of situation. He could tell from Masaki’s swollen eyes that he had been crying and it just made his heart clench with pain. He was blaming himself. Once again he couldn’t control his body and he hated it.

“Sho-chan… please don’t feel guilty… I know why you’re trying to restrain yourself… But I already told you that it’s fine… why don’t you listen to me?! You’re not going to hurt me…” Masaki’s voice was heard as a whisper.

Sho stopped his movements for one minute. He looked at his husband and felt tears threaten to come to the surface. He slowly walked towards the bed and cupped Masaki’s cheeks with his hands.

“My love… You know that it won’t be fine… It will only make me feel worse and hate myself… I know that you love me baby… but you’re not ready…” Masaki jerked a bit at the hearing of this. “You aren’t… we only have to wait right?! There’s no point of repeating myself… I just want you to know that I love you more than my life…”

Masaki sniffed and hugged Sho tightly. “I know Sho-chan… I love you too… I love you so much… I’m sorry… It’s my fault…”

Sho rubbed Masaki’s trembling, due to sobs, back trying to calm him down. “I’ve already told you my love… it’s not your fault! We will get through this together!” Sho made Masaki look at him. “Promise me you won’t cry after I leave…” he pecked softly his nose. “You know I can tell if you have, right?”

Masaki just nodded. “Have a nice day Sho-chan!”

“Thank you my love! See you in the afternoon… I’ll try to come back as soon as possible!”

Sho closed the door of their apartment and sighed, leaning on the door behind him. “Don’t worry Masaki we will get through this… I promise you we will…”
…………………………………..


“Good morning Sho!” Sho turned around to see his colleague and friend enter the elevator behind him.

“Good morning Satoshi! How’s Akiko-san?” he asked as he pressed the number to their floor. He needed to get his mind out of Masaki otherwise he knew that there’s no way he could focus on work today.

Satoshi’s face enlightened immediately. “She’s fine… so is Sakura-chan!”

Sho looked at him confused… “Sakura-chan?! Who’s…?” Sho’s eyes bulged. “Don’t tell me?!”

Satoshi nodded his head grinning like an idiot. Sho embraced him. “Oh my God! I’m so happy for you!” he looked at his friend. “Wow! Ohno Satoshi is a dad…”

“Nuhh… You should better say that Ohno Satoshi is one damn stupid dad… but I love it…” Satoshi said smiling shyly.

“I guess we have to visit with Masaki…” Sho said lowering his head as he mentioned his husband’s name.

As the door opened he got off the elevator without speaking another word.

Satoshi could feel how tensed became the atmosphere around them. “Sho… what happened? Did you fight with Masaki?”

Sho shook his head negatively. “Of course not… It was just me… I’m useless… again…”

Satoshi sighed. “Sho I can guess what it is and I have to say it one more time. Stop accusing yourself for something it is only natural. I... had such issues during Akiko’s pregnancy, you remember how she had a miscarriage two times in the past, so the doctors forbid us to have sex because it might risk the chances for our baby’s survival… I knew I shouldn’t but I couldn’t help myself; it’s a reaction that every healthy man has… and since it’s over the one you love you must not feel like that! Why are you torturing yourself? It makes me sad watch you suffer like this…”

Sho who was trying to be strong couldn’t hold it inside anymore and burst into tears. His body was jerking because of the sobs.

“Satoshi… It hurts me so much… but you know I can’t do that to him… A moment of pleasure will turn into days, into months of suffer and guilt. I can’t do that to him. It will make me feel as a rapist…”

Satoshi sighed. He grabbed Sho’s arms making him look at him. “Sho look at me please…”

Sho did, as Satoshi said, tears still falling down his cheeks like a river.

“Masaki would never feel like that…”

Sho laughed bitterly. “You have a point there… yes… he wouldn’t feel… But that’s exactly why I can’t do that Satoshi! He wouldn’t feel! I can do whatever I want, I can take him so hard till the point that he would bleed and he would not feel a thing… I could take him a hundred of times in a row and he wouldn’t complain… THAT’S THE DAMN PROBLEM! He’s not some fucking sex doll Satoshi… he’s my husband… he’s my lover. Unless he enjoys it as well won’t do a damn thing. I will hate myself why don’t you understand?!” Sho tried to calm his breathing and his heart rate.

Satoshi was looking down on the floor.

“Anyway… I’m sorry for yelling at you… I have no right to do that… when you…” Sho blinked away desperate to make the new tears that were forming in his eyes disappear.

“Sho… you can yell at me as much as you want! You’re my friend… so is Masaki… It hurts me to look at you like that… It was so unfair… all that to happen to you…”

Sho looked outside the window, up in the sky. “Perhaps it is God testing us… But I have made my promise. I will never ever stop loving Masaki. He’s the meaning of my life Satoshi… I was lost and he helped me find my way… He’s my sun… I can’t live without him. It was unfair that he had to pass through all that… but no matter what happens I’ll be there for him. I’ll stay by his side…”

Satoshi patted his shoulder. “Don’t worry Sho… I know that he’s aware of that and that he appreciates it… everyone can tell just by looking at you two how much you love each other… But…” he coughed a bit to clear his throat a bit. “I want to ask you a favor!”

Sho turned around to meet his friend’s eyes.

“Please… don’t tell me you want me to take over Shiritaka’s case… There’s no way I can put up with that crazy…”

Satoshi muffled a laugh. “Why do you call him crazy? Just because he calls every five minutes repeating the same things over and over again?!” he received a deathly stare from Sho and stopped. “But no… it’s about Sakura-chan… when you come with Masaki please say to Akiko that she looks exactly like me!”

Sho frowned. “You want us to lie?”

“Yes… I mean… Hey! You haven’t even seen her yet… but everyone keeps telling us that she looks like her mother ‘and that’s good because she got rid of her daddy’s swollen face’… Please Sho… what kind of friend are you?!” Satoshi whined pouting.

“Satoshi… I would suggest you stop pouting because those who’re speaking of a swollen face might have a point…”

“Stupid!” Satoshi pouted even more making him look even younger.

Sho smiled. “Fine… fine I give up! I will inform Masaki and we will come to visit her most probably tomorrow evening. Tonight I want to spend some quality time with him. I upset him enough this morning... ok?”

Satoshi smiled and nodded reassuringly. “Of course Sho! Don’t even mention it! And now let’s begin because who listens again to Shiritaka!”

Sho laughed watching his friend heading to his own office.
………………………………….


From: my Sho-chan
My love
Tell Yuki-san to prepare no dinner tonight!
It’s surprise!!!
Eat, sleep and be even more beautiful for me tonight!
I love you baby! <3

Masaki looked at his phone and smiled.

“Is it Sakurai-san?”

“Yes… Yuki-chan… He just told me that you haven’t to prepare dinner for us” his voice was low as his cheeks flushed.

“Aiba-san you don’t have to be so shy! I think it’s wonderful that your husband loves you this much! It’s so rare to find the one… a lifetime partner… I wish I could find my own…” Yuki sighed and went back to the kitchen to finish the dishes.

“I’m sure you will find him Yuki-chan. You’re such a warm hearted person... and a beautiful woman! He might already be out there but remain all shy around you!” Masaki said smiling and winked at her.

“Aiba-san now you make me blush…” Soon the dishes were all cleaned and placed in the cupboard.

“Since I have no dinner to prepare, I guess I have finished my work today. Would you like me to make you a coffee before I leave?”

“No thank you Yuki-chan… I don’t need anything! You can go!” Masaki said as cheerful as possible.

The young woman nodded and left the apartment.

Masaki looked at his phone one more time and bit his lip. “I love you too Sho-chan…” his hands found the round cold wheels. He made his way closer to the window from which he had a clear view of the street. In the living room there was not much furniture so that Masaki could go around the apartment freely. He looked outside. There was a couple walking or more precisely a young woman dragging her boyfriend wherever she wished; from shop to shop. Masaki couldn’t help but laugh bitterly.
---

“Sho-chan! Sho-chan! Look over there!” Masaki said loudly pointing at the rollercoaster. “Let’s go!”

Masaki didn’t let Sho the chance to speak as he gripped his wrist tightly, dragging him towards the rollercoaster. He was so excited that made him oversee Sho’s pale face. He was not aware that Sho was afraid of heights and that he hated rollercoasters the most.

As they entered and fasted their belts he clapped his hands enthusiastically. “It’s gonna be perfect Sho-chan!!!”

It wasn’t until the end of the course that he realized his huge mistake.

“Sho-chan you should have told me that you couldn’t stand heights… Now I feel guilty… I thought we would both enjoy it… otherwise I would never force to go!”

Sho was still kind of shocked and couldn’t utter a thing.

Masaki looked at him and pecked his cheek. “Sho-chan is cute like that!” but immediately bit his lip guiltily realizing what he had just done.

“I’m… I’m sorry Sho-chan… I didn’t…” his phrase was left unfinished as lips locked over his. His eyes bulged for a few seconds before giving in, wrapping his hands around Sho’s neck.

“Will you become my boyfriend?”Masaki thought his ears were making fool of him.

“Sho-chan… what…”

He felt two hands cupping his face and Sho’s intense look fixed on his. “Will you become my boyfriend?”

Masaki felt millions of butterflies in his stomach at the hearing of these specific words, followed by tens of tears of joy. “YES! YES!”

Sho smiled brightly and took him in his arms. “I love you!”

It was the first time that Masaki had heard those words coming out from Sho’s mouth. He couldn’t help but think that they were the most beautiful words spoken ever.

“I love Sho-chan too!” he replied and pecked Sho’s lips with a tomato red face.

“Don’t be shy…” Sho whispered in his ear before claim his lips in a deeper, intense kiss.
---

Masaki looked at the red-green plaid cloth over his legs; over his now useless legs. A tear made his way down. “I’m sorry Sho-chan… I can’t drag you anywhere anymore…” Immediately he remembered what Sho had asked me this morning. “Promise me you won’t cry after I leave”… Masaki wiped the traces away and pinched softly his cheeks to calm down. Masaki you must be strong. You have to be!

He was still lost in his thoughts when he felt two arms wrapping around his neck and soft lips touch his neck.

“Sho-chan you’re back!” he turned around looking up at his husband. “You always look so handsome in your suit!”

Sho smiled and pinched his nose playfully. “I haven’t even got more than a minute since I came back home and you have already started with your flatteries… what do you want this time you sneaky little puppy?!”

Masaki laughed and shook his head negatively. “It’s not a flattery… it’s the truth… How was your day?” Masaki said moving his wheelchair the opposite way to avoid look at his husband. He still couldn’t believe how much impact his words had on him. But he had promised not to cry.

“The same as always… boring…” Sho sighed as he loosened his tie a bit. “But I have some news!”

Masaki looked at him confused. “What kind of news? I hope it is good!”

“It’s about Akiko-san!”

Masaki’s face enlightened. “Don’t tell me that she…”

Sho smiled. “Yes! She gave birth to a beautiful little girl! You should have seen Satoshi… he was smiling like an idiot all the time!”

“I’m sooo happy! They have tried so many times! We have to visit her!!!” Masaki said enthusiastically.

“I told him we will visit her tomorrow evening”

“We could visit her now?!” Masaki said reluctantly.

Sho walked closer to Masaki and lowered in front of him so that their eyes were at the same level.

“No! Now I will take my beloved husband and will have a dinner at a fancy restaurant!”

“But Sho-chan…” Masaki mumbled.

“I don’t listen to anything! Let’s go!” Sho said smiling and pecked softly his cheek.

“But I don’t think I’m dressed properly and we have no time for me to change… We could order some sushi!” Masaki said knowing that it would be difficult to change Sho’s mind.

Sho shook his head. “I’m not hearing a thing!” He was already holding Masaki’s coat in his hands. “And you’re dressed perfectly! Don’t worry!”

They were already in front of their car when Sho took Masaki in his arms, princess style, and helped him sit at the front passenger seat.

Masaki had caught with the edge of his eyes a few passersby muttering things over them. His heart clenched. He wished that he could turn back time but he couldn’t. Sho had put his wheelchair at the back seat and got his place next to him.

“Mr. Nadegata calls for Aibaka over!” Sho said trying to catch his husband’s attention. “Sometimes you are really stupid Masaki…”

Masaki turned at his right to watch Sho smiling.

“Why do you have to get influenced by some dicks that happened to pass by?”

Masaki looked at his feet. “But I’m a burden and we always get criticized…” his voice was trembling.

Sho grabbed his jaw making him face him. “Masaki people were talking things since we got together… Do you remember our first kiss at the amusement park?”

Masaki nodded.

“Well it was early in the afternoon in front of hundreds of people that were muttering things like ‘disgusting gays, sick people, help! We will get AIDS’ blah blah blah… I didn’t pay any attention then I won’t pay any attention now… If they want to say bullshit like Filthy gays, God paid them, I leave God to judge who is filthy and who isn’t. What I see is an adorably cute and handsome man in front of me” Sho coughed a bit “my man with whom I want to spend a romantic night by taking him out for dinner! End of discussion!” Sho kissed him softly before turning his gaze to the road.

Masaki looked at him and smiled. He couldn’t believe that he was so blessed to have someone like Sho next to him. Not only didn’t he leave him after he became disabled but he always surprised him with the way he would express his feelings towards him. He felt lucky… perhaps too lucky and that’s why he couldn’t ease that feeling of fear inside him… that his happiness could disappear in a matter of seconds… like a palace of sand because of a sudden wind.
***

It was already late when they came back home. As they were coming closer to their apartment, they could distinguish a figure sitting on the floor with its back leaning on the door behind.

“Sho-chan… could it be a thief?” Masaki whispered but as the stranger stood up - their presence must have already been noticeable - all he could do was gasp out of surprise.

“J- Jun?! Jun, is that you?!” Masaki’s voice showed how surprised he was.

Sho kept shifting his head from Masaki to the now standing young man and from him back to Masaki, not being able to utter a single word. This was Jun? If he was, he had certainly changed from the last time he had met him… but that was years ago and briefly. Sho didn’t have the chance to continue with his thoughts.

The young man suddenly burst into tears and fell on his knees embracing Masaki tightly. “Masa-nii!!!”





TO BE CONTINUED





A.N. Sooooo here's the first chapter, posted as promised!!! I have done it again... I don't know why I always have them suffer to be honest but I do -.-" Anyway... Jun is Masaki's half brother! I have a twisted mind, haven't I?
There will be angst (it's me who we are talking about :P) and some surprises! It will not be just a love trinagle... you'll see! ;) The style here is slightly different from my previous one... Though, I'm afraid there will be some cliffhangers here as well... gomen!!! *bows apologetically*

I would reaaaally appreciate it if you let me know what you think about it! I'm always nervous when I post a new story!!!

Thank you!!!! <333


*I'll try to stick with weekly updates... My schedule is a lot tougher but I'll do my best! :)





 
 
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