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30 June 2015 @ 03:33 pm

Updates - Announcement

Hello minna!

This time it's not an update.
I just wanted to tell you that I'm not in the mood to write at all lately...
I have my PhD that requires a loooot of time and since I'm not writing it in my mother language (not even in english :P), the difficulty is double. I'm supposed to have finished by September 2016 and it's tough. But unfortunately I don't have just my studies.
Especially these last hours are dramatic for my country - Greece (yes you might have heard something) - I'm so concerned with what will happen in the future that my mind is going crazy... I'm angry and I'm sad... I feel like crying...
That's also the reason why I haven't replied to the pms. (I will though I promise you <3)
I will post 'You're not my boss, honey...' during this week but regarding 'Profession: Gigolo' the truth is that I haven't finished writing it and although I do know the details of the plot I just don't have the power to type... As a historian I can 'see' traces from the past repeating themselves as well as what probably comes and I don't want to believe it... Just imagine how horrible I feel that even Arashi can't take my mind away :(
I won't abandon the fic though. I just need some time to clear my mind and accept the future no matter what cost - I don't have another choice, right?. I promise you that...
Anyway...
I just wanted to be clear with all of you if an update might come late...

I love you all! Rest assured that many of you have helped me in difficult times!

Arigatouuuuu

Andy <3

Tags: personal

Current Location: my hometown

Current Mood:

scared

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mitchell4d.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 01:16 pm (UTC)

RL always first priority. Good luck with your phd.
I'm gonna waiting patiently for your writing. <3

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pinkiikis.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 01:23 pm (UTC)

Take your time. school and studies, come first, good luck with your Phd. That's good tho, i'm happy. Hopefully you finish your Phd.
All the best <3

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ohmiya3104.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 01:55 pm (UTC)

Don't force yourself in writing, and do your best in PhD.
I'll wait for your update no matter how you take.
Love u *kiss*

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icha-kazeinda.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 02:13 pm (UTC)

Hi dear~ I won't lie that I will miss your writing buuut your life is the first priority!! So,,just focus on your study and good luck with your PhD!! I'll be supporting you from afar!! XD Hopefully you can finish it as soon as possible!! ^o^

Ganbattee~!! \(^o^)/

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24iza-run.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 02:25 pm (UTC)

When I watched news about Greece before I was surprised myself. I hope for the best of your life and your country. It's okay abou the update ^^ Take your time and rest assure. Thanks for your constant effort until now *hug*

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nadzsanz.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 02:40 pm (UTC)

aaaaaaa.... Will miss you.
Sad to hear but nothing is important than rl.
Me , aiba and sho, will always wait you at the clift. Huhu.

Dont know much about greece. But i hope everything will be good sooner or later.
Every country have their own problems. Umm..

Actually im quite scared reading my gigolo. So if you realize, im not commenting even im there. Sorry.

Add me at line :b

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octavialao on June 30th, 2015 03:31 pm (UTC)

Oh honey.. *hugs* I understand you more than ever sweetie. I'm going through something too. More personal, a strike to the core.

Life may stir us away from things, but remember, just keep walking, detours are bound to happen. And yes, history does repeat itself, but we still struggle to make it better right?

I pray that you will find comfort and peace of mind. Concentration and strength. I believe in you honey, and in all the good in the earth. Love you twin-chan. Come back to me when you're ready. :)

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lovetteto.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 06:38 pm (UTC)

Your welfare will always be the mosr important thing, and dont worry about the fics :)) Im sure many of us will understand. I am so sorry to hear that you have been experiencing difficult times and this fandom will be here as a big family, to give you strenght :)
Thank you for putting so much time and effort into those beautiful fics, i really appreciate it. Just take the time off and pour it into your personal pirority

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gambitsfox.livejournal.com on June 30th, 2015 07:56 pm (UTC)

I'm sooooo sorry this is happening to your country! The tv here makes everything seem like a lot is riding on which way your country goes other countries will follow. I hope something can be worked out. Are you ok with the banks allowing so little out right now? Do you need anything? Even if it's just someone to talk to I'm here. I can understand your too upset to write.......don't worry......we will wait until you feel like it later. Take care and if you need something sing out ok? : /

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so-gracefull.livejournal.com on July 1st, 2015 02:28 pm (UTC)

bb, I was wondering why there was no update yesterday, and I saw this... My heart goes out to you *hugs* I understand how you feel on what's going on in your country, believe that you and the rest of Greece will be able to survive this and come out stronger. I'm from the Philippines, and we've suffered worse circumstances (like typhoon Haiyan, etc), but we still managed to get back up and rebuild anew. Just think of this as a big trial for you and your country. And don't worry about your updates, we understand. It's really hard to write if you're not in the right mood and something's troubling you. (Although sometimes people use that as inspiration instead) But, really, no worries. We understand you, and when you finally get back, we will still be here to support you. *huggles*

PS: Sorry for my lengthy comment. I just wanted to give you support the best way I can :D

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ohmiyaddict.livejournal.com on July 1st, 2015 11:37 pm (UTC)

Good luck for your phd and best wishes for your country.

Hold on, it will get better!! :)

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dani-mathoz.livejournal.com on July 2nd, 2015 04:41 pm (UTC)

OMG...

I was out for a week and a lot happened...

First of all, It's not a kind the post to say that but Happy Birthday ♥

Must be hard but enjoy a lot your day, I wish all the good things for you... Recently you helped me a lot with your stories and I would like to do the same for you... But for awhile I want to support you and wish all the best sweetie ♥

Be strong and don't forget we are by your side =D

And I will wait anxiously for your comeback ♥

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tsuki-sora39.livejournal.com on July 2nd, 2015 11:19 pm (UTC)

fighting!!! Everything wil be alright♥

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