Hello minna!
This time it's not an update.
I just wanted to tell you that I'm not in the mood to write at all lately...
I have my PhD that requires a loooot of time and since I'm not writing it in my mother language (not even in english :P), the difficulty is double. I'm supposed to have finished by September 2016 and it's tough. But unfortunately I don't have just my studies.
Especially these last hours are dramatic for my country - Greece (yes you might have heard something) - I'm so concerned with what will happen in the future that my mind is going crazy... I'm angry and I'm sad... I feel like crying...
That's also the reason why I haven't replied to the pms. (I will though I promise you <3)
I will post 'You're not my boss, honey...' during this week but regarding 'Profession: Gigolo' the truth is that I haven't finished writing it and although I do know the details of the plot I just don't have the power to type... As a historian I can 'see' traces from the past repeating themselves as well as what probably comes and I don't want to believe it... Just imagine how horrible I feel that even Arashi can't take my mind away :(
I won't abandon the fic though. I just need some time to clear my mind and accept the future no matter what cost - I don't have another choice, right?. I promise you that...
Anyway...
I just wanted to be clear with all of you if an update might come late...
I love you all! Rest assured that many of you have helped me in difficult times!
Arigatouuuuu
Andy <3
This time it's not an update.
I just wanted to tell you that I'm not in the mood to write at all lately...
I have my PhD that requires a loooot of time and since I'm not writing it in my mother language (not even in english :P), the difficulty is double. I'm supposed to have finished by September 2016 and it's tough. But unfortunately I don't have just my studies.
Especially these last hours are dramatic for my country - Greece (yes you might have heard something) - I'm so concerned with what will happen in the future that my mind is going crazy... I'm angry and I'm sad... I feel like crying...
That's also the reason why I haven't replied to the pms. (I will though I promise you <3)
I will post 'You're not my boss, honey...' during this week but regarding 'Profession: Gigolo' the truth is that I haven't finished writing it and although I do know the details of the plot I just don't have the power to type... As a historian I can 'see' traces from the past repeating themselves as well as what probably comes and I don't want to believe it... Just imagine how horrible I feel that even Arashi can't take my mind away :(
I won't abandon the fic though. I just need some time to clear my mind and accept the future no matter what cost - I don't have another choice, right?. I promise you that...
Anyway...
I just wanted to be clear with all of you if an update might come late...
I love you all! Rest assured that many of you have helped me in difficult times!
Arigatouuuuu
Andy <3
Current Location: my hometown
Current Mood:
scared

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